Chapter 481: Being Human Again

Seeing that Nanfeng was depressed, the fat man poured a bowl of wine and handed it over, "Come, drink a bowl." ”

Nanfeng glanced at the fat man, reached out to take it, and drank it all.

The fat man grabbed the wine jar again and poured wine, "Don't think about so many useless things, just come out, rest for a few days first, and then come back to your senses." ”

"Time is running out. The south wind shook his head.

"I don't have time to wait, it's like there is no tomorrow today," the fat man looked at Yuan Anning, "He has been locked up for too long, you see that he is not very normal, you accompany him, don't let him do anything else these days." ”

Yuan Anning nodded.

"I'm just not in a good mood, what does it have to do with my sanity?"

The fat man put down the wine jar and served the wine bowl again, "You've come out, don't be so tight anymore, take a good rest, and talk slowly." ”

Nanfeng nodded, and took the bowl to drink with the fat man.

The fat man drank the wine dry, put down the wine bowl and stood upright, "You two eat, I have to go out and do something." ”

"Where are you going?" asked Nanfeng.

"Leave it alone. The fat man picked up the double hammer and walked out with Lao Bai.

"When will you come back?" Nanfeng was very uneasy, although the fat man had already practiced the Eight Golden Body, there were always some powerful opponents who could hurt him.

"A few days. The fat man said casually.

"When in danger, burn incense and recite my sermon, and I will go there immediately. Nanfeng said.

The fat man answered and went out.

Seeing that Nanfeng was not very relieved, Yuan Anning said with relief, "It's okay, he has achieved great achievements, and no one can hurt him." ”

Nanfeng retracted his gaze and nodded.

Yuan Anning took out the silver taels and paid the bill, "Let's go, go out for a walk." ”

Chang'an has changed a lot over the years, it is much more prosperous than before, and there are a lot more pavilions, and the two of them walked along the street and went to Xicheng.

"Where to go?" asked Nanfeng.

"There's no place to go, just walk around. Yuan Anning said.

Nanfeng didn't answer again, and walked the streets with Yuan Anning.

"Do you feel the old place again?" asked Yuan Anning softly.

"I don't feel anything. Nanfeng said casually, after seeing through the truth and falsehood, there will be no more confusion, without confusion, emotions are not easy to fluctuate, and the reason why people have joys, angers and sorrows are caused by emotional fluctuations.

"I'm worried about you. Yuan Anning said.

Nanfeng didn't answer, he knew what Yuan Anning was worried about, the reason why he didn't answer was because Yuan Anning's worry was not superfluous, he did enter the transcendent realm of peeking at yin and yang at this time, but there was also a pessimism similar to the four emptiness of Buddhism.

"You've gone so fast that you've left us far behind. Yuan Anning said.

Nanfeng wanted to answer, but didn't know what to say.

"You've been in Huangshaling all these years?" asked Yuan Anning again.

Nanfeng nodded.

"It's deserted there. Yuan Anning said.

Nanfeng nodded again, a long life in captivity will have a huge impact on people, this influence can be both positive and negative, the good thing is that he is calm and extremely focused at this time. The downside is that he has almost forgotten how to get along with others, and he can't think of any need to interact with others.

"It's always been you?" Yuan Anning asked again.

Nanfeng shook his head, "No, I used to have a mole. ”

Seeing Yuan Anning's sympathetic face, Nanfeng hurriedly smiled, "It's not as hard as you think, I was really not used to it at first, but then I slowly got used to it, and I didn't feel too depressed." ”

In autumn, there are many fruits ripe, Yuan Anning threw out two copper coins, took two fruits from the stall, and handed one to Nanfeng, "What are you thinking about now?"

"To tell you the truth?" asked Nanfeng with a smile.

Yuan Anning smiled and nodded.

"I'm thinking about where Li Chaozong is now, whether Lu Pingchuan and the others are alive, and I'm still thinking about how the Queen Mother of the West will force me to study the last piece of tortoise shell, and the Jinding Temple is still not there......

"Have you noticed a change in yourself. Yuan Anning interrupted Nanfeng's words.

"You mean a change outside of strength?" asked Nanfeng rhetorically.

Yuan Anning nodded.

"There has also been a change in mentality, but it is only an improvement in knowledge, not a problem with my sanity," Nanfeng said with a smile, "You also know that I have no problem with my sanity." ”

"Did you notice that you were missing something?" asked Yuan Anning again.

"Less humanity?" asked Nanfeng rhetorically.

Yuan Anning nodded, "You now have right and wrong, truth and falsehood, cause and effect, and relatives and friends, but you are the only one who has no yourself." ”

Nanfeng didn't agree or refute, opened his mouth and took a bite of the fruit in his hand.

"You're selfless. Yuan Anning said.

"No," Nanfeng shook his head, "I know very well what I want, and if I really forget myself, I won't refuse to be named Da Luo Jinxian." ”

"What do you want?" asked Yuan Anning.

"I want to have a group of wives and concubines, and a full house of children and grandchildren. Nanfeng laughed.

Seeing Nanfeng say this, Yuan Anning's worries were greatly reduced, "This place is not far from my old house, go there and make a little trouble." ”

Southwind nodded in agreement.

The house where Yuan Anning lived in his early years is still there, but it is already very dilapidated because it has not been repaired, the doors and windows are damaged, and the furniture and utensils inside are also stolen.

Seeing that Nanfeng was trying to repair it with a spell, Yuan Anning hurriedly raised his hand to stop it, "No." ”

The south wind tilts its head.

Yuan Anning said, "There will always be changes, and there is no need to restore the old appearance." ”

Yuan Anning finished speaking, and began to clean up, and when he saw Nanfeng standing beside him, he beckoned to him, "Come and help, you are not allowed to use aura." ”

Tidy up, clean and clean.

Nanfeng knew why Yuan Anning had such a move, it was nothing more than to let him come down from the sky, reconnect with the ground, and regain the mortal feeling that he had forgotten.

However, Yuan Anning did achieve her goal, at first Nanfeng still felt a little illusory, as if in a dream, through the touch and feeling with the utensils when cleaning, the feeling of nothingness slowly subsided, that is, knowing that all kinds of utensils are breath condensation, but also gradually felt their reality.

Seeing that Nanfeng was stunned, Yuan Anning would interrupt his thoughts in time to prevent him from thinking too much.

At the same time of cleaning, Yuan Anning told Nanfeng about some anecdotes and current affairs and political affairs that had happened over the years, and he didn't have much order, and he said whatever he thought.

Nanfeng did have a problem, but his problem was not a problem of his mind, but a serious disconnection from the outside world caused by long-term isolation, as well as the confusion between reality and fiction caused by years of thinking too little.

Because no one lives all year round, the pot has been stolen, Yuan Anning does not allow Nanfeng to use spells, accompany him out to buy, in the evening, Nanfeng carries the pot, Yuan Anning carries vegetables, rice and grain back to the residence.

Dinner was made by Yuan Anning, Yuan Anning was not good at cooking back then, and now he is still not good at cooking, and several vegetables are very unsuccessful, either spicy or bitter and salty, almost difficult to swallow.

Yuan Anning may have done this on purpose, undoubtedly to make him re-experience the bitterness and sweetness.

When night falls, the two of them share the same bed, to be precise, the same kang, the north is the kang, and the south is the bed.

Nanfeng is very honest, Yuan Anning is also very calm, there are no lights and candles in the room, the two talk and talk from the dark, talking about some things that have happened over the years, Yuan Anning talked, Nanfeng listened, thought of some things he cared about or people he knew would also ask questions, and Yuan Anning would also answer.

At the second watch, Yuan Anning whispered to the south wind, "Seal the aura." ”

"What do you want to do?" asked Nanfeng with a smile.

"How long has it been since you slept?" asked Yuan Anning.

"What do you sleep?" the south wind deliberately misinterpreted.

Yuan Anning didn't laugh either, "Seal the aura and sleep well." ”

"Good. Nanfeng nodded, what Yuan Anning said about sealing the aura was just to restrain the aura and not let the aura go on its own.

As soon as the aura was collected, I immediately felt tired and extremely sleepy, and I couldn't help yawning, which was a long-lost familiarity and an uncomfortable stability.

I can't wait to go to sleep immediately, Nanfeng has never slept, but I go out to the ground with a strong spirit, go out to relieve my hands, and the aura is collected, which is no different from ordinary people, it is very cold outside, and I shiver from the cold.

After coming back, I couldn't wait to drill into the bed, "Yin and Yang are balanced, and it is not lost to keep the center, but it is not allowed." There is a loss to gain, there is a gain and there is a loss, if you have never experienced the cold, you don't know what warmth is. ”

"Don't talk about it, let's get some rest early. "Yuan Anning and clothes lie on the side.

"Good. Nanfeng closed his eyes and suddenly remembered something, "By the way, where is that water fly now?"

"Hidden water. Yuan Anning said casually.

"I'll call it out tomorrow, I'll help it become a dragon and use you as a mount," Nanfeng yawned again, "By the way, we still have to go to Shangqing Sect and Yulin Mountain." ”

"Yulin Mountain?" Yuan Anning didn't know where this was.

"There's a lady in the underworld there, and she must know some clues. I still have to go to the East China Sea, and I'm worried that the gap connecting the Three Realms on Longmen Island can't be sealed. Nanfeng said.

"Alright, don't say it, go to sleep. Yuan Anning urged.

Nanfeng answered and stopped talking.

After waiting for a moment, he said, "I can't sleep." ”

"What's wrong?" asked Yuan Anning.

"My heart is empty, I am not sure, you and I are holding on to something. ”

"What do you want to catch?"

"Forget it, you don't have anything to catch, you ...... sleep"