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Is she the only one who hurts?

At this time, every minute was torture for Gu Tingchuan......

He didn't mean to cause her to fall, he saw the red mark on her hand, and suddenly realized that he had hurt her, so he let go at that moment, but he didn't expect her to fall......

She is so afraid of pain, how much pain should it be to fall from such a height?

Gu Tingchuan felt that his heart was suffocating and could not breathe, thinking of her miserable screams, a wave of guilt and distress hit his heart, tormenting him.

He may be the last person in the world who wants to see her cry and see her hurt......

Try to be nice to her, hoping to make up for it.

At first, he admitted that he was good to her, and he was indeed making up for his use of her, but gradually, who could tell whether the good was a little more or a little more sincere?

Time ticked by, and just when Gu Tingchuan and the others were anxious, the door of the operating room opened.

The tired doctor stepped forward, first took off his mask, and said to him, "The adult is fine, but the child is ......."

The doctor sighed, "We've done our best, and your wife is so injured this time that she may not be able to have children in the future." ”

"What did you say, kid?"

Gu Tingchuan felt that his heart was blocked by a boulder, and his wheezing hurt so much.

The two words of the child, like a sharp sword, stabbed into his heart.

The doctor said that the child has been two weeks old and is growing little by little......

However, this impact caused her placenta to rupture, and her uterus was greatly damaged......

Not only did they lose this child, but they will never have another child in the future.

Gu Tingchuan didn't know how he came to Hai Yao's ward, he sat outside the ward and smoked all night.

Until I smoked my throat and felt a dry pain, until the cigarette case was empty......

He likes children, unspeakably liked.

He wanted her to give him a baby, which must be the cutest little guy in the world......

He may be a mischievous little demon king, or he may be a well-behaved and likable little princess, whether male or female, he thinks that he will definitely give the best things in the world to their children......

However, God was so cruel that he killed his own child with his own hands......

Self-blame was like a rattan, tightly strangling his heart, so that he had no way to breathe.

It was his guilt for her, because of him, she lost the opportunity to be a mother, lost forever.

She said she didn't want to have children, she didn't think it was right now, and he said he was willing to wait......

She said that giving birth must have hurt a baby, and he said that he would accompany her into the delivery room......

She said: Why don't you ask others to give birth to children who like children so much, he said that his Gu Tingchuan's children only count if she gave birth to them......

Gu Tingchuan thought of the unformed child, and his eyes were bloodshot red......

His hands cost the child's life.

As the day got brighter, he looked at Hai Yao, who was still asleep in the ward, and didn't know how he would face her when she woke up?

This child came too unexpectedly, but he also left unexpectedly......

If it hadn't happened today, he didn't know how happy he would have been, and she had promised him that if she was really pregnant, she would have given birth.

It's a pity that the baby is still gone......

*******

Hai Yao was so careless that she didn't even know that she was pregnant.

When he woke up the next day, Gu Tingchuan saw that she was awake, and she didn't want to talk to her, and asked her if her hand still hurt, and she didn't speak......

After he left, Hai Yao thought that she only had a slight arm fracture and did not need to be hospitalized, so she told the nurse that she would be discharged, and the nurse told her what happened yesterday, and she learned that she was not only injured in her arm, but also lost an unformed child.

When she knew that she had lost the opportunity to be a mother forever, she was stunned.

For a long time, I couldn't come back to my senses.

It wasn't until Gu Tingchuan came back from buying breakfast outside, that he saw her sitting there in a daze, looking ahead without focus, his heart was clenched, but he wanted to pretend that nothing had happened, walked in and sat beside her, opened the porridge he had just bought, and said in a low voice, "It's the porridge you like to eat, your hands are inconvenient, come, I'll feed you." ”

As he spoke, he scooped up a spoonful and handed it over, but she didn't respond.

Crystal tears slipped from the corners of his eyes......

Gu Tingchuan's heart tightened, put down the breakfast in his hand, and held her cold hand with both hands.

Hai Yao didn't struggle, let him hold her hand, but she couldn't feel the slightest temperature.

"Are you going to hide it from me for the rest of your life?"

She questioned coldly, and if it hadn't been for the nurse mentioning it and telling her to mourn, she wouldn't have known what she had been through......

The heart is bitter.

Even if she didn't want to have that child, it was her child after all, and her heart still hurt a little when she left so suddenly.

Gu Tingchuan clenched her hand, her tears made him feel distressed, he reached out to wipe away the hot and wet tears, and he said hoarsely, "Wife, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good...... It's me who is bad, don't be sad, okay, kid...... We'll have more in the future. ”

She sneered bitterly, "Will there be more?"

"Yes, there will be, believe me, we will have another baby. ”

He held her tightly in his arms, but she didn't react, and was silent for a long time before whispering, "Gu Tingchuan, God also thinks that I shouldn't have a baby with you, that's why this child left in such a hurry." ”

Hearing this, his heart tightened and trembled with pain......

I heard her laugh bitterly, and then said, "That's it, I don't want to have your child, God has helped me, and I will never have your child again." ”

Her words were like a curse, cursing him that he would never have a baby with her in his life......

The tone was soft, but it was like a boulder hitting his heart, and at that moment, he was so painful that he didn't even have the strength to hold her tight......

ps: second update.