4. Duyan
From the original text, there is an aspect of the upbringing of children.
Father Su is probably the least qualified to talk about -
He stubbornly raised the original bishop, who was born with a good deck of cards, into an innocent and ignorant eldest lady, and eagerly cultivated his stepson into a qualified heir to the family, hoping that this stepson would be able to treat the original owner well in the future and take care of the eldest lady for him for the rest of his life.
What is the final ending?
The original owner thought that her father must not love her until she died, and even she always felt that her father hated her.
Otherwise, why did she change her will and leave all the things left by her mother to her stepmother, who was not related to her?
The eldest lady didn't care how much inheritance she could inherit from her father.
What she cared about was the memories of being with her parents.
However, in the end, even these memories were sold cheaply by the stepmother who was not used to it.
On the one hand, she secretly hated her weakness and incompetence, and on the other hand, she was really cold for her father's affection.
After her father's death, she was planning to study abroad, and while continuing her studies, it could be regarded as an escape from the troubles of reality.
But who knew that the stepbrother who was bent on pleasing the heroine, because the original owner had pestered the male protagonist for a period of time, forced her to marry a man who was two rounds older than himself, and the other party even had a little unspeakable quirk......
In the end, coupled with the other party's son's naked/naked/naked mind for her undisguised, the original owner, who was raised by Jin Zun Yugui, finally committed suicide overwhelmed.
- Her father loved her, but the way he loved her was not right, raising her like a greenhouse flower, unable to withstand a little wind and rain. In the end, he lured the wolf into the house and killed the children left by his favorite wife.
What about her friends?
Lin Xuan did help the original owner escape from hell in the original text, but she realized the severity of the matter too late, and after leaving, the eldest lady, who was already dead, committed suicide by cutting her wrists.
What about her so-called ex-boyfriend?
Judging from the emotions left by the original owner, she loved him deeply, but in the end, the man didn't even show his face in the original text.
She can't even find any clues about the name "Elia" in the novel.
"Su Qing" did commit suicide, but the reason why she chose to commit suicide was because she couldn't see any hope. Even after she died, there was even only one Lin Xuan who came to sweep her grave.
Su Qing lowered her eyelashes and thought casually: Miss, your life is really a failure.
"I want to go out for a walk...... Su Qing raised her eyes and saw Su's father's disapproving expression, and knew that the other party just regarded this sentence as another ignorant rebellion of the original owner.
When the money is gone, I go home. In the eyes of Su's father, every time the eldest lady runs away from home, it is actually so childish and ridiculous.
It's like a well-behaved peacock that has been domesticated, even if it has a temper for a while, it is impossible to leave the warm cage lightly.
But even so, he is still willing to spend his time to make his daughter happy.
Father Su thought for a while, "Where do you want to go, do you want to go abroad, or do you just play in China? Do you still have the money in the card, I won't call you again, girls who are away from home should pay attention to safety......"
Su Qing interrupted Su's father's advice, she looked straight at Su's father, and said word by word, "I want to go to Z City." ”
With a bang, the teacup in Su's hand was shattered.
His shoulders were tight, his back stiffened, and his whole body looked like a carved stone sculpture.
After a long time, his eyes finally rolled slightly, and he almost couldn't wait to look at Su Qing.
Father Su still had a panic and a little pleading in his eyes, and even his voice had a hint of trilling, "Xiaoqing...... Are you ...... Do you still hate Daddy?"
The mother of the original owner had a car accident in Z City, and Su's father, who was supposed to rush to the hospital in time, delayed because of a single contract, and finally didn't even see the last side of the original owner's mother.
This is the biggest knot between father and daughter.
Su Qing thought, neither the original owner nor the original owner's mother really hated Su's father, all they needed was a reason—even a reason that could be pierced at a glance.
But until the end, Father Su still didn't explain, not a word.
The man thought the explanation was an escape, and he refused to run away, but he did not understand that his young daughter desperately needed one—a temporary reason to distract herself.
This is the somewhat exaggerated storyline in the original text, and it is also an important factor that determines the character of the original owner.
↑ In the face of this kind of divine logic that she can't understand, she can't get around.
Fortunately, this is originally a world of novels, and since this is the case, even if it is deliberately dramatized, or even some outrageous things, special concepts should be accepted lightly.
- Rather than this, she might as well go around this logic directly
Su Qing didn't speak, she just quietly glanced at the various objects left by the original owner's mother in the study, almost the entire room was the traces of the original owner's mother, such as the small habit of arranging flowers in a vase, the scratches left at the end when sharpening the pencil, she always likes to turn it upside down after cleaning the ashtray, and the curtains in the study are always the light green she likes......
The man kept these little habits for years.
Over the years, he may have forgotten his birthday, but he always remembered sending a bouquet of flowers to his wife's grave on his wedding anniversary.
And this is only because of a complaint from the wife when she was newly married.
"Dad, do you know why I can never forgive you?"
Su Qing spoke quietly, letting the inexplicable emotion in her body take control of this body, "I've always felt ...... You value your career more than your mother and me, and you can't forget your mother, she's the only wife in your heart, but you're married to someone else — you know? It's not just an insult to your mother, it's an insult to your current wife. ”
"For the sake of profit, so you married your current wife, and in this years-long married life, you never remember her birthday, and you don't even know what she likes to eat and what she doesn't like......"
"I know she hates me - but I know why she hates me, it is because she loves you that she can't hate you, she can only forcibly transfer this hatred to me, this is her ......" Su Qing suddenly smiled, "The reason why she has hated me for twenty years." ”
"It looks so ridiculous, and I don't owe her anything, so I don't like her. ”
Father Su looked at Su Qing incredulously, "Xiaoqing......"
Su Qing continued, she raised her chin slightly, and continued to narrate in a smooth tone.
"I don't like her, I hate her, but I pity her—I pity her for wasting all her youth and energy on someone who doesn't love her, so I never feel like she's robbed my mom of anything. Everybody's own, not anyone's—that's what my mom told me. ”
Father Su's shoulders trembled slightly, and he stretched out his hand to cover his face, and hot tears appeared between his fingers.
"She also told me that love is pure—a pity that even I didn't do it myself. ”
"Daddy, you know what?"
"After getting used to seeing the broken concept of love, I can't accept my mother's pure, white view of love for a long time. ”
Su Qing felt that something was rapidly being withdrawn from her body, and with the last bit of emotion, she heard herself say this, with a kind of longing like a girl.
"How I envy my mother, who is smiling even when she dies. ”
"It's not like me – she never hated anyone. ”
Before the words fell, there was a sudden sound of clothes rubbing outside the door, Su Qing quickly stepped forward and pushed the door open, and saw a white shadow and a faint choking sound in the corner that had no time to hide-
She vaguely remembered that her stepmother was wearing a small white dress today.
It seems that taking a gamble was the right decision.
- Su Qing has never been able to understand the logic of this world, the above mouths in the hearts of the original owner are meaningless nonsense at all, and they are not as good as garbage in Su Qing's eyes, but unexpectedly, everyone seems to accept the setting of "the eldest lady is not bad in nature, the eldest lady is a kind child, and the eldest lady is just a child who can be forgiven".
It seems that even Father Su doesn't care about her ridiculous past.
But yes, for them, what is the absurdity of youth, a sentence that a child is ignorant and rebellious can be solved. The focus is still on the huge intertwining of interests after that, and at that time, there is really nothing to solve without ignorance.
It is true that the eldest lady is a victim, but who can say that her final ending is not due to her own fault? Changing her life and reversing her life, isn't this a kind of obliteration and total negation of her original life of more than 20 years?
What's more, it was more like a sarcastic joke for someone like her to do it.
- So, it's just a game.
It's still a game with no nutrition at all, and it's tiresome to even pour chicken soup.
Su Qing settled down, no matter so much for now, it was the right thing to pull his teammates back from the crooked road first. The only thing Su Qing is glad about now is that she has not yet reached the final point, and there is always room for redemption.
Don't worry, now, there is still time.
And the cold mechanical sound in his ears is echoing hard: [Congratulations to the player for achieving - cherish having 6% completion]