Chapter 10: Youth is gone, see you at the next intersection
Loneliness is the carnival of one person, and carnival is the loneliness of a group of people.
On the night of June 4th, the squad leader summoned people to buy more than a dozen cases of beer, and bought melon seeds and watermelons and other things, and everyone chatted and drank together in groups of three or five, some were guessing boxing, some were playing cards, but no one was absent.
Lin Fan also held a cup and toasted around. Even if many people don't say much in a class, high school is no longer like junior high school and primary school where everyone plays together, but has their own small circle, but tonight everyone will clink glasses and have a hug, for the sake of classmates, for the word youth.
The serious class teachers and teachers of various subjects also came to send their blessings to the graduating class, but they were all drunk by the students, and the teachers seemed to be tired of the serious faces of the past, one by one, they smiled, picked up a bottle of beer and blew it directly, and then shirked something and walked away, they understood that the graduating class had gone crazy, and if they were here, they would definitely come in vertically and go out horizontally.
"Lin Fan, come here, let's take a photo. Cai Wen greeted from the side.
A photo of the two of them hooking their shoulders and smiling was preserved like this, and then more people took pictures of each other, and the girls no longer looked for which angle was better, but kept taking pictures, and the background was all noisy classes and scattered wine bottles.
In high school, everyone hasn't gone out to drink at food stalls like they did in college, and the amount of alcohol per person is only one or two bottles, and many people have already drunk high, but the excitement continues.
Lin Fan experienced this scene again, and for some reason he was a little curious, this time everyone in the third year of high school had more or less understood in their hearts that it would be difficult to say goodbye. But not a single one shed tears, everyone was laughing, and the smile at the corners of their mouths seemed to be pulling to their faces.
"Lin Fan, what are you doing standing blindly, let's drink together. ”
Lin Fan was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Okay." ”
This night, in this classroom, some people hug, some people kissed, some people got drunk, and there were too many stories that happened this night, carrying the last dreams of sixty boys and girls.
At eleven o'clock, the carnival had been going on for four hours and finally came to an end. The students walked out in twos and threes, saying goodbye to each other, everyone will go home for two days tomorrow, followed by the college entrance examination, everyone wants to get together again only the next class reunion, but people are not so easy to get together.
A girl in the corridor pulled her boyfriend, the boy kept saying that I want to fly, I want to fly, I have to jump from the fifth floor, his girlfriend had no choice but to shout that the two boys pulled him together, Lin Fan knew this boy, Cao Zhuang, who was lively and active on weekdays, and loved to play and make trouble.
Lin Fan suddenly wanted to be quiet, went downstairs and walked towards the playground unconsciously, Cao Zhuang in front of him jumped high on the ground, but unfortunately he had no wings and could only fall heavily on the ground. Lin Fan guessed that it must have been painful, or maybe Cao Zhuang might have been a philosopher who had realized that freedom was no longer there.
The wind at night was very cool, and in the past two months, Lin Fan has devoted himself to studying in addition to completing the transaction with Baidu. In his previous life, he didn't have a good time in high school, and he didn't have many friends to talk to, so his goal in this life is to be admitted to a good university, and then start his life without regrets from there.
But Lin Fan didn't expect him to be a little sad, people are really fragile animals. There were still many people on the lawn on the running track of the playground, and everyone was cherishing this last opportunity to talk to each other.
The oncoming figure surprised Lin Fan, "Are you walking around here too?"
"Hmm. Chu Chu nodded.
"Let's go for a walk. "Lin Fan said very casually, indeed very casually, he is about to graduate.
Lin Fan wanted to say something to make himself feel better, but he didn't know where to start, "Are you in a bad mood?"
"What about you?"
Lin Fan didn't expect Chu Chu to ask rhetorically, he liked this chat atmosphere very much, "Actually, I don't have any nostalgia for high school life, but I'm inexplicably a little sad." Lin Fan didn't know why he would open his heart to Chu Chu, maybe he just wanted to find someone to talk to at the moment.
"Maybe it's the moon's fault. ”
"Huh?" Lin Fan was surprised and then smiled, "Yes, it's the moon's fault, it will only make people sigh and part." Lin Fan suddenly realized Chu Chu's wisdom and cold humor.
And the most surprised is Chu Chu, this is the second time that someone can catch her words, and the first time is also this person, about freedom. She suddenly felt that in the third year of high school, she hadn't found out that there was such an interesting person around her, but then she thought that it was the day of separation, and it seemed that nothing was useless.
"How many poets has the moon seduced to write poems, do you want one?"
Lin Fan shook his head, "I've never been a hypocritical person. ”
A hint of disappointment flashed in Chu Chu's eyes, but he didn't say much.
The two chatted without a word, I don't know how many laps they walked around the playground, and when they finally stopped, Lin Fan looked at the girl in the apricot yellow skirt in front of him, and the fragrance of the spontaneous tips hit his nose, and he suddenly had a feeling of heartbeat, maybe it was just this situation, this scene, this person, and there was a thought in his heart that he shouldn't have.
"Precious. ”
"Precious. ”
The corners of Lin Fan's mouth moved, "Chu Chu, has anyone ever told you that you are beautiful?" I don't know why Lin Fan still wanted to say a rude word.
I don't know if it's because of Lin Fan's words, or Lin Fan's sincere eyes, under the bright starlight, Chu Chu's face was visibly covered with redness, but he still met Lin Fan's gaze, "Yes." "It's just that what Chu Chu didn't say was that you were the only one.
"Can I give you a hug?"
When Chu Chu was surprised, Lin Fan had already taken Chu Chu into his arms, just hugged him shallowly, smelled the fragrance on Chu Chu's body, and hurriedly ran away like a child who had done something wrong.
"I don't think I have any regrets in high school!" Lin Fan shouted as he ran.
It's a pity that Lin Fan, who hurriedly ran away, didn't see the smile on the corner of Chu Chu's mouth, this night Lin Fan lost sleep, not because he was about to part, but hugging Chu Chu was the most courageous thing he did in his three years of high school, and he didn't know why he did that, maybe it was for the throbbing in his heart, maybe it was to commemorate his youth.
At two o'clock in the middle of the night, there was a low sobbing sound from the lower bunk, and Lin Fan was startled, "Lao Cai, what's wrong with you?"
"Brother Fan, we're going to separate, and we'll never see each other again. ”
I can't see it again, this sentence seems to knock on Lin Fan's heart, yes, I can't see it again, my youth is gone.