Chapter 1104: Going to a showdown?
In fact, Hyo-min has a handsome side, when filming "Roly Poly", Hyo-min dressed as a gangster was so cool that he couldn't do it, he was ruffian, and he didn't know how many fans he had in the circle.
So Kim Jong Kwon is more worried that she can't let go of herself and can't express the kind of artistic conception in the lyrics.
If Hyo-min was really such a simple person who would let go easily, then he wouldn't have persevered until now and not given up.
Kim Jong Kwon is very entangled...
Hyomin took a deep breath and walked into the recording studio, whether Kim Jong-kwon gave him this song intentionally or unintentionally, whether it was a hint or a simple 'job', she had her stubbornness, and she wanted to sing this stubbornness.
Kim Jong Kwon's side was ready, Hyo-min also gave an OK gesture, and the first audition began so flatly.
Your cold gaze
It was like trying to wipe me out
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Kim Jong-kwan hugged his arms in front of his chest, even if Hyo-min showed signs of over-exertion as soon as he opened his mouth, he did not interrupt directly, but was ready to listen to her sing it in its entirety, and then concentrate on picking out the problem.
It's obviously a relatively brisk rhythm, but under Xiaomin's interpretation, there is a little more grievance.
Especially the eyes she looked at from time to time made Kim Jong Kwon a little overwhelmed, and he wanted to look away from each other's eyes, but he couldn't help it, and put on a 'professional' face as a cover, so that people could not see the true fluctuations in his heart.
Kim Jong Kwon naturally knew what the problem was, but Hyomin didn't speak, how could he open his mouth first to give an answer, he could only sigh in his heart.
The song stumbled and finally came out first, and Kim Jong Kwon looked at Hyo-min, who seemed to be still immersed in some emotion although he came out, but his face was wrong, and he coughed a few times to interrupt her train of thought.
"It's inevitable that you will encounter a lot of problems when you audition for the first time, and you can say whatever you think. Kim Jong Kwon didn't directly put out all the various problems that just appeared, but wanted to listen to her feelings after singing.
Hyomin smiled reluctantly: "I don't have any ideas, it's just... I just feel that this song may not be suitable for me, and I really can't do the 'free and easy' that OPPA wants. ”
Kim Jong Kwon listened to these words, which obviously contained another meaning, and his body suddenly stiffened, and he didn't know how to continue to speak for a while, as if he had lost his language function for a short time.
After Xiao Min said this, he also fell silent instantly, the room was a little scary, and the atmosphere was very unusual.
"Well, why bother?" After a long time, Kim Jong Kwon sighed, as if he had the intention of picking things out.
"OPPA, what are you talking about, I don't understand. Hyomin's lips were about to be bitten, and she felt Kim Jong-kwon's attitude and had some premonitions about what was going to happen next.
"No, you know, you should know that I can't give up Tai... ”
"Don't say it!"
Xiao Min interrupted him directly with a loud shout, and then pleaded in a panic:
"I'm not far from being completely dead, just give me a little more time, so before that OPPA pretends that I don't know anything, okay? This is the only dignity I have left. ”
His chest seemed to be completely blocked by something, and it became more and more difficult to breathe, and tears were already covering his cheeks unconsciously, and Hyomin hated his own incompetence and his weakness.
Obviously, I have thought countless times that there will be this moment, and I have told myself countless times to be strong, even if my heart hurts, don't cry, because that will make her look down on herself.
But when the showdown really came, she found that everything was out of her control, and the tears ran out of her own eyes, and her mouth automatically opened to ask for 'forgiveness', trying to delay the date of the 'death penalty' a little later, even if it was a self-deception.
Kim Jong Kwon was silent again, his throat was a little itchy, his head seemed to have been hit hard with a hammer Yes, his thoughts and moods were complicated!
The moment he spoke, he made up his mind to sort it out, otherwise more people might be injured.
But the heartbreaking words that Hyo-min said with tears directly hit his soft underbelly, so that he couldn't continue to say a word of the rest of his words.
Faced with such a 'cheap' 'request', how should he refuse?
Looking at Hyomin, who was crying with makeup, he raised his hand and had the urge to wipe her tears, but after a pause, he gave up.
"Is it worth it?" asked Kim Jong-kwon, with a complicated expression.
And the answer given by Hyomin is "I don't know"
I don't know if all this persistence will have a result.
I don't know if it's worth it.
She didn't know what was going to happen in the future.
But it was such a girl who knew nothing, but she bumped into her head like a moth to a fire, although she died without regrets!
Some people say that love is impulsive, and when it comes to feeling, you can ignore all the difficulties and obstacles, don't think about the cost, don't care about the result, and just want to have that short-term beauty.
Kim Jong-kwon didn't know what kind of feelings Hyo-min had for him, and he didn't know when it started, but it was undeniable that this beautiful girl left an indelible impression on him at this moment.
Maybe when he was gray-haired, he would occasionally recall that there was such a girl who cried and laughed for him back then.
Even if they are not with each other, even if this may become a trace of regret in their hearts...
But life is like this, perfection only exists in fairy tales, and in reality there are more regrets, countless regrets.
Kim Jong Kwon doesn't think about who he would have chosen if what had happened in the first place, Hyo-min or Taeyeon?
It's a meaningless question, because the person he loves the most now is the only one person around him now.
So since he was destined to hurt Hyo-min once, he was willing to bear it.
At least when he didn't get to the last step, he would choose to make up for her as a good friend when he didn't know what to do, as Hyo-min pleaded.
In the end, if Hyomin wants to open it, he will sincerely bless it, and if it comes to the day when he has to have a showdown, he is also mentally prepared to be resented by Hyomin for the rest of his life.
So, he won't run away anymore.
This is not hypocrisy, but a man's real sense of responsibility.
The favor of others is not a reason for you to take it for granted.
He may not be a good person, but he doesn't take his feelings more seriously.