Chapter 31: Different Sisters' Styles
The things that shape a person's worldview are largely derived from the environment in which he lives and his perception of this environment, and the method of understanding the environment comes from his contact with other people and his own reading and experience. Of course, once people have defined their own worldview, it is necessary to resolutely implement this worldview and implement it. If a person is skeptical of his own worldview, he will hesitate to do anything.
So, from the argument with Hayama when I first entered the school to the debate between me and Shita Yuki, which has been going on until now, I have always insisted on my own point of view, and I have always believed that I am right until the other party cannot make a thorough refutation of my worldview.
However, for some time, I have also realized that my self-logic is imperfect in the process of my self-persuasion logic, and at the same time, I do not believe in this set of theories from the bottom of my heart, but only constantly remind myself through self-conscious reinforcement.
My family, which seems to be an exception to the process of rational thinking, was rightfully excluded from the goal of my self-restraint — but as Hikiya told me that night, if this is a theory that I really believe in and carry out, then I am undoubtedly exposing the most dangerous side to my family.
And today, in the process of persuading Xiao Mu Yu's predecessors, the words just blurted out emphasize that the unexpected consequences of a person's actions should not be borne by the actor himself, which undoubtedly contradicts the theory of absolute neutrality - under this theory, a person should try to avoid the impact of his actions on others, and when a person can foresee the danger caused by his own consequences, he should naturally choose to give up or remedy.
In other words, now Yuhihama Kazuya's problem is obvious, that is, the absolute inconsistency of logic, I think my approach is correct, but my subconscious makes many decisions that are inconsistent with what I think is the right approach, so does it mean that my subconscious is not convinced by the logic I believe.
In other words, I'm running away, I'm just using this set of logic to avoid what I should, or avoid taking the responsibility I should!
- What a joke!
It is only natural that people should bear responsibility for the consequences of their actions, but is it not good to avoid allowing the causes of such results to appear before such a result appears? Isn't the so-called attitude of neutrality for the sake of this?
Is there anything wrong with that?
Of course, there is nothing wrong with that. I believe this, people should not have doubts about the worldview they uphold, and it would be too abnormal to lose their temper or something because of a few simple paradoxes.
Paradox or something, under perfect logic, as long as you wait, will be explained through a self-healing process, right?
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"What applies to me or something, it's different, isn't it?" Therefore, I cautiously replied to Kogi Shu-senpai, "You see, my goal is to cut off the occurrence of such a thing as my predecessor from the source, right? So, it means that for every decision-making, I will go through rigorous analysis and deduction, and I can only carry out it without accidents." Therefore, if I am faced with this situation of my predecessors, it must be an inevitable phenomenon!"
"Kazuya, if it was you before, your head would be higher at this time, and then you would speak more fluently, right?" the senior shook his head with a complicated face, "However, I just think it's a bit like Oh! The difference between specific issues and something, in fact, I don't know very well, all in all, sometimes, it's better not to live too self-satisfied!"
"Self-satisfaction or something can't be something I did, right?"
"It seems like something I did!" Xiao Mu nodded and replied, "For example, it's strange to go to karaoke alone to sing and sing for a long time, and then to play the role of a sister in front of a junior who is strange and lacks the care of his sister." ”
"I'm going to raise an objection to the latter sentence! Although I now call my seniors seniors, my seniors don't look very much like my sister!"
"Kazuya, you have to know that a nagging sister who cares about her brother very much and knows how to care about her brother is very troublesome!" Xiao Mu Yu's senior's eyes narrowed into a slit, as if he remembered something interesting, and said, "You should be glad that I am in front of you This kind of character who seems to be more equal but still has the majesty of my sister, if it is the former, I think you can go and discuss it with my family Takahiro!"
"Okay, okay, that means I have to thank Sister Xiao Mu for her magnanimity to me, right?"
"Isn't that so? Are you sure there's no problem with the word 'sister'?"
"Don't worry about the details!"
The atmosphere of the chat quickly changed from the somewhat confusing atmosphere just now, to a more relaxed atmosphere, which is of course the result I wanted, although I just convinced myself in my heart, but, probably subconscious, I am still a little afraid of the next development and the next thinking.
And whenever this happens,Kogi Senpai seems to know my thoughts.,It's beautiful to bring the atmosphere of dialogue to a more harmonious level.,If it's the beginning,,I'll think it's a manifestation of the senior's empathy.,But,Sometimes I still think.,In this regard,Is the senior too empathetic? Even Yui-san, who is also good at taking care of the collective atmosphere, sometimes makes mistakes in adjusting the atmosphere, but Kogi Senpai's perfect control of the situation is as if she wanted to do it at the beginning of the conversation.
It felt familiar to me.
That's right, this feeling is my feeling of self-restraint, the same as my self-restraint, I feel that Xiao Mu Yu's predecessors are actually carefully paying attention to what and protecting something.
- That's a joke, right?
If that's the case, the seniors are too tired to live!
But I still can't help but think about such a thing, because, in front of the students of other schools, and in front of me, the seniors are almost two different modes of coping, although in front of me she should be more real, but, this truth, will it be a reserved truth in another sense?
"Alright, Kazuya, that's it. "The sudden voice of Kogi's predecessor made me react from my own thoughts.
"What's the matter, why do you say 'this is the end'? If I'm not mistaken, this place must be some way away from my predecessor's home, right?"
"There's still some way to go, but do you think I'm the kind of person who gets lost so easily?"
"Of course not, but it's still a little unsafe at night or something-"
"- You already imagine how bad the security in Japan is, or even if you think the security is very bad, you should think that before I met you, I used to sing late at karaoke and then go home alone, and nothing happened, right?"
"But, it's already been delivered here anyway—"
"-There's one more thing!" Xiao Mu pointed to my pocket with his finger, and then I realized that I don't know when it started, my pocket has been buzzing, "Your phone was just an email prompt at first, but it has been ringing non-stop since just now!
"Ah, I'm sorry!" I hurriedly pulled out my phone, however, the moment I pulled it out, the ringtone stopped somewhat unexpectedly.
Of course, in addition to the two missed calls, there are several unread emails on my screen.
And the sender, without exception, is Yui Yuihama.
"Xiaohe, I know you're going to have a study meeting with Xiao Mu Yu's seniors today, but tell me when you will come back in the evening!"
"I mean dinner, you can't let your sister and mom and dad wait for you all the time!"
"Really, is Xiaohe stupid? I know you can have dinner with the two of you, but you should still inform us!"
"Hey, Xiaohe, we're done eating, if you don't come again, no one will help you get the hot food!"
"Is Xiaohe studying so seriously? Don't you reply?"
"Xiaohe, please reply when you receive it. ”
"Xiaohe, are you joking with your sister on purpose? I know it's a little wrong to say about the Light Music Club before, but I'm also concerned about you, you can see it, right?"
"Xiaohe, I was wrong! I won't talk much anymore. ”
"Xiaohe, you're fine, right?"
"Xiaohe, I'm calling, although it may interfere with your studies but there is no way, will you forgive your sister?"
I do know that I've always been a little too well-behaved, so every day when I go home for dinner, I would say hello to my family when I used to have club activities. But so many emails from my sister are also a little too concerned, right?
In this case, if you add an email such as "If I knew the phone number of Kogi Yu's senior, I would find her and ask her!", then it would be a complete declaration of illness!
"Kowa, I'm going to go to Hayato to contact the third-year senior, I'll find Kogi's senior phone number soon and find you!"
- Ah, I feel like this dangerous momentum has to be stopped.
"It should be that my family is very concerned, right?" The senior tilted his head to look at me, stretched his neck as if he wanted to peek at my mobile phone screen, but at this time, he didn't care about the image of girls and seniors!
"Well, it feels a little bit more than expected. "I leaned my phone a little closer to the side, so that my seniors wouldn't see my sister's pile of emails, Sister Yui, this guy, in this place, unexpectedly cared a little too much about my brother!
"That's why I told you, it's better to go back quickly, right?" As if sensing my kind of disguise, the senior's outstretched head retracted, and the ponytail that was a little loose at the back of his head was tightened a little again, and said, "Don't worry about me, I can go back myself!"
"Okay, then the seniors should be careful all the way!" In this case, I also think that the top priority should be to reply to my sister's call, so at this time, it is better to believe Xiao Mu Yu's seniors, after all, it has always been such a reliable senior.
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After Xiao Mu Yu's predecessor disappeared into the night, my first action was naturally to turn on my mobile phone, dial my sister's number, and then send her my most sincere comfort:
"Sister Yui, are you mistaken, sending so many emails, how much you want me to evaporate from the world!"
"Ah, Xiaohe, anyway, I just finished talking to Hayato, he said he would contact other seniors in the football club, but the contact information of Kogi Yu's seniors seems to be known to very few people, after all, it is the kaolin flower of that school, if the phone number is easily known, then all kinds of harassing calls will become more - well, Xiaohe you called me back, you're okay!"
"That's right, thanks to my anxious sister, I'm ready to run back halfway - besides, you were so worried about me just now, shouldn't your first reaction be this when you received my call? Why do you have to finish the chat between you and Hayama-senpai to react? ”
"I just feel like I'm talking to Xiaohe about it just now, so it's going to be more coherent if I continue. ”
"It's so nervous again at this time!"
"Hehe, but all in all, Xiaohe is still okay, right?" I seemed to be able to imagine the sister on the other end of the phone constantly rubbing the balls on her head.
Hawkers,Forget it.,After all, she cares about me.,After all, Sister Yui is sometimes that hopeless stupid person who needs my younger brother to protect all the time.。
"Well, so don't worry, I'll go back right away, by the way, I don't care much about dinner!"
"Got it, then I'll go get ready, or make dinner again—"
Eh, wait a minute, is Yui going to do it herself?"
"Don't worry, I'm a big step forward from before—"
"Please don't do it!I'll bring it back from outside!~"
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This chapter is buried with two points.,One is the contradictory flag of the protagonist.,The other is to dig the pit of Yukina.,The other is stuck on 3000 words and then forcibly pulls up the content of the next chapter.t。