Chapter 561: The First Heart
His, original intention?
Mochen's smile was no longer so dazzling.
He froze there, looking a little cramped and uneasy.
What is his original intention?
He was born from the lowest place, and as soon as he was born, he was destined to be a commoner with no background and no money. His parents, unwilling to raise him, threw him outside a temple and left him to fend for himself.
The kind abbot accepted him and raised him until he was ten years old.
He has stayed in the temple since he was a child, and he did not choose to become a monk without desire, and the old host did not force him to become a monk, he said, child, you just need to follow your heart and follow it.
His heart?
At that time, he lived in an era of war, everything around him was desperate, and those dark things were deeply enveloped the whole country. Fortunately, he lived in the temple and did not see everything that was so-called, evil, and filthy. In his world, there is no desire and no desire, praying for the blessing of the country, Buddhism, and kindness.
But he doesn't seem to want to live just like this. What he envies are those heroes who can rob the rich and help the poor and help others. Because of the existence of such people, the world has the last, a glimmer of light.
"Child, are you going to stay here in the future?"
The abbot asked him.
"I will be reluctant to you, I will be reluctant to be here brothers, but I don't want to stay here all the time, I want to go out and help more people, I want to be a hero. ”
"But it's safe, it's safe for the rest of your life, it's going to make your life carefree. ”
"But this is also the abbot's idea, Zi Fei Fish, Yan knows the joy of fish. What I yearn for is not only such a peaceful life, I want to help others, I want to learn martial arts, I want the world to know me, I want to know that I am a very good hero......"
At that time, it seemed that there were really only these things in his head.
The abbot, who had heard what he had said, gave him a look of incredulity, and then smiled and let him go back.
That night, the temple, where he had lived for ten years, was ransacked by a group of bandits.
The abbot who took care of him for ten years died at the hands of the bandits, and none of the brothers who laughed and played with him on weekdays survived.
And the reason why he survived was because the abbot hid him in a water tank, so that he was not discovered by the bandits, and he was able to save his life.
Before the abbot closed the lid, he said something to him, which he never forget.
"Child, soon you will be able to see the outside world, but you must keep your original intention to live, there are too many temptations in this world, too many people, you can't keep your original intention......."
Guard, his original intention to live.
After shivering in the water tank for a night, when he climbed out of the water tank, what he saw was the corpses of his brothers, and the figure of the old host holding a cane and lying outside the temple.
Even at the last moment of his life, the old host was unwilling to let this filthy things in the world defeat the eyes of the Buddha.
Perhaps, he is a real person who has kept his original intention.
This kind abbot who has been kind all his life, in the end, although he died like this, but at least, he kept it and kept his original intention.
He buried the corpses in the temple one by one and erected a small tombstone for them.
Such a move cost him half his life. His hands and body were covered with wounds from digging pits, and he became very embarrassed.
But he still went down the mountain, and he still left the temple where he had lived for ten years.
He had never been to the world under the mountain, let alone seen it.
Dressed in shabby clothes, he suddenly broke into the outside world.
He was like an anomaly, walking alone on the deserted streets in that era of war and chaos.
He didn't know where he was going, and he didn't know how he was going to live in the future, he just walked aimlessly on the streets.
He was caught by a group of beggars and put into a dilapidated temple, only to be taken to the desert by another group of beggars because of a fight between beggars.
The life there really smoothed out all his dreams and edges.
He was bullied by the big beggars and bullied by the people outside.
Children laugh at him, adults ignore him.
At that time, the daily begging, the days of not having enough to eat every day, made him suddenly think very much about the temple that had raised him for ten years.
There, at least, he lived like a man.
He didn't know why he wanted to leave the temple and come to this world at that time.
This place was really different from what he had imagined.
His imagination, the world, should not be like this.
He wore shabby clothes, and he ate rancid food, just to be able to live.
It is impossible for him to learn martial arts, and it is even more impossible for him to go to the so-called robbery of the rich and help the poor to be a hero.
It was already extremely difficult for him to survive in this harsh desert.
He wanted to wait, wait for a chance to redeem himself.
Luckily, he really waited for him.
It was one, the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.
The woman wore a pitch-black cloak with a large hood that covered her long hair, revealing her delicate face.
She squinted at his face.
The bright red mouth opened a smile of intent.
She held out a pale, slender hand coated with Kodan and tapped his head gently.
"Can I take this kid away?"
That day was the day he left the beggar's den.
That day, he vaguely remembers, was a sunny day.
That day, he remembered, in front of him was a pitch-black robe, and under that robe, the delicate body. Behind him, there was a bright red and a distorted corpse.
She said, you're going to have a baby again.
From today on, she said, you are no longer that little beggar in the garbage heap.
She said, I'll give you a name, from now on, you will be my apprentice, your name, Mochen.
She said, Mochen, you also have a senior brother, he is waiting for you at home.
She said, Ah, Mochen, I forgot to tell you, your senior brother, his name is Qu Ziyan. That kid doesn't want me to give him a nice name.
She said, by the way, I also want to introduce myself to you, I'm called Jiang Xin. It's your master.
The sun on that day was bright and brilliant, and people couldn't help but want to yawn in such light.
In the early morning of the desert, such sunshine is normal.
It's just that the dazzling sunlight of that day made him almost unable to open his eyes.
He couldn't see clearly the appearance of the woman standing there against the light.
The woman's voice was obviously very close to him, but it made him feel far away.
Her bright red mouth opened and closed in the sunlight.
She even has a pair of weird eyes.
Bright red eyes.
She turned against the light, but Mo Chen saw it clearly,
The corners of her mouth were stained with a strange bright red.