In the end, Hua Jin went on the shoulder, and the shoulder was slowly carried away from Chang Yurao farther and farther away, she looked at the back of this gradually moving away, opened her mouth to say something, walked a few steps, stretched out her hand as if touching the back of the person who was about to go away, tears wanton.

When Hua Jin cared about her, she wanted to cry, but until the end, when Hua Jin said that she was sincerely grateful to her as a friend, she knew that some things, if they are really lost, they are lost, and if they are gone, they are gone, and they are gone.

Chang Yurao thought about what they would be like this today, even if her mother and brother had a quarrel with Hua Jin, she was still so simple looking forward to it, they could still become friends, she thought she could do it, Hua Jin had helped her a lot before, she couldn't abandon this friend.

But when did things start to stop being the way they were, did the husband start to pick up the woman back, or did the mother not want to go back to the capital even if she felt sorry for her, and the brother she could rely on could only be in distant Hangzhou, and couldn't come back, she wanted to find her only trusted friend and wanted her to help, but in the end she still didn't take this step.

Why, maybe it's timidity, she unilaterally announced that the two would be friends, but she couldn't believe that Hua Jin also agreed, she was afraid that she would write a letter to the past, but Hua Jin didn't respond to herself, then she was completely desperate, at first she was worried, and then she began to complain.

The back house was a mess by her, she didn't dare to tell her mother, she didn't dare to let people help, thinking of Hua Jin's previous coldness, she complained, and the resentment in her heart accumulated little by little, and it became what it is now.

Mama Rong is right, she just can't face it is actually her own mistake, from beginning to end, Hua Jin just didn't take the initiative to contact her, she thought that Hua Jin had broken with her, although during the New Year's Festival, the festival of the lord of Jiashan was always delivered on time, but she ignored it.

Today, when I heard Hua Jin's words about herself, I realized that in fact, Hua Jin just didn't say it, but she was silently caring about her, but for many reasons, this concern could only be hidden like this.

She regretted it, she shouldn't have said something like that, but, wasn't it, too late?

"County Lord!" took the shoulder to the gate of the palace, and after getting in the car, Mama Rong and Furong looked at Hua Jin worriedly.

Hua Jin stretched out his hand to stop them, "It's okay, I'm fine, I expected it a long time ago!"

"The county lord, you always have to be so strong, she is too much, knowing that she is not doing well, the county lord also deliberately asked people to help, she doesn't know how to be grateful, and she still says this about the county lord, it is really unconscionable!" Jasmine, who has always been calm, would rarely say such a thing.

Even Mama Rong nodded, the relationship between Hua Jin and Chang Yurao back then was really simple and beautiful, things have become like this, if you want to say whose fault it is, it is probably also the fault of fate, Hua Jin can't agree to Chang Yulei as a step-room for Chang Yurao, this is a matter of principle, even if it is Ning Hao, if he has already married a wife and had children, Hua Jin will not consider it.

Chang Yurao didn't understand Hua Jin's persistence and self-esteem, so she misunderstood Hua Jin, not to mention that it was her mother and brother after all, when Hua Jin directly refused unabashedly, she had already given up this once beautiful friendship, but she didn't expect that they would meet again like this and become like this.

Hua Jin closed his eyes tiredly, and crystal tears slowly slipped down one side of his cheek, "Don't say it, this way, it's good!"

"County Lord!" Mama Rong and Jasmine also cried.

For so many years, whether it was Jasmine who followed Hua Jin late, or Mama Rong who followed Hua Jin very early, they had almost never seen Hua Jin crying, the county lord of their family seemed to be a little sun, warming many people, although she always said that she actually had a lot of darkness, but the county lord was very strong, unless she was very sad, she would not cry.

But this time, they saw Hua Jin crying, crying while walking outside the palace Chang Yurao, I don't know that Hua Jin is not without feelings, she just forced to get used to it, in her previous life, when she first started a business, she couldn't pay off the loan, she could only go to a friend to borrow, but the emergency did not help the poor, and she borrowed more times, even if her friend didn't say it, she was no longer embarrassed to borrow it because of her self-esteem.

So she exhausted her methods, went out to work when there was no consultation, did tutoring, waiter, and even got up early in the morning to help people string, supporting everything alone, no matter bitter or tired, she insisted on it alone, and when her friends asked, she smiled and said that it was very good, she was really good, it was good to be alive, and it was better to get better and better.

No one knows what it feels like for a single woman to start a business, her strength is grinding out of her hard shell from weakness, and her calmness and even looking away is something that she has experienced in the most cruel thing in the world.

She looks down on life and death, she seems to be joking, but in fact she is always calm, that is because, she knows that if she doesn't insist, she doesn't support herself, she doesn't calm herself, in this world, there is no one who can support her, in the past and present life, she has been accustomed to walking alone on this road of life.

Who can know that a psychologist, at the last moment of death in her previous life, her heart will be liberated, who can know that she is not afraid of death, but insists on the purpose, who can know, the despair after she came to this era, that person painted a solid cage for her, took her a heart, a life, and then, she can only persevere, no matter how hard it is, one person insists.

Behind every calm woman, there is a heart full of holes, and even if it is an occasional memory, it is a bitter and sad past, how can Chang Yurao, who has been pampered by her mother since she was a child, understand what Huajin is like, it doesn't matter if you misunderstand.

"Okay, don't cry, I'm fine, I'm really fine!" Hua Jin wiped away her tears with a handkerchief, her eyes were clear again, and she smiled and wiped her tears for Rong Mama and Jasmine.

"The county lord is too kind, everyone has to take care of it, no one can let go, and the result is not to be hurt by these people!" Jasmine cried.

Hua Jin shook his head, "There is nothing that hurts or doesn't hurt, you must know that people live in this life, one thing does not change, we come to this world alone, and we will leave alone, so everyone we meet is just a passerby!"

In the end, Hua Jin is a psychologist, she can see it herself, she was not sorry when she was good, and now when she falls apart, she has never had regrets, people live, but the pitch is worthy of heaven and earth, she Hua Jin has been trapped in the cage of her heart in her past and present lives, but this does not mean that her heart is not free enough.

"This result, too!"