94 Chapter 94: The Long Night
Chapter Ninety-Four: The Long Night
It was one of the longest nights Wei Heming had ever experienced.
As a young man, he never understood what a long night meant.
When I was excited, I held the new Jianghu book, and it was a night at a glance, and I didn't know until dawn that I still spent the night, but I felt that the night was too short.
When I was tired, I closed my eyes, and I didn't sleep for a long time, I only listened to the rooster crowing outside, and I hated the long days and short nights.
It wasn't until later that after great changes, in the dead of night, the minds scattered in official duties during the day returned to their places, picking up those young times that had long been forgotten, and the more I remembered, the more sleepless I became.
Every night was a silent torment and torture for him, and then he knew what a long night was.
His sleep was no longer as sweet as when he was young, and he even slept less than three or two hours a day, and the doctor in the house repeatedly advised him to relax his mind, but he could only say this.
At that time, the only one who slept as little as he was.
Every late at night, only the lights in his courtyard were lit, and His Highness would come to sit with him from time to time, and at first the two sat down without saying anything, but later found that His Highness was as good at chess as he was, so he was accustomed to sit and talk to each other all night.
At that time, King Wenrui was silent, there was always a hint of killing in his eyebrows, and he only regarded himself as a courtier, and never thought about why Chu Fengge didn't accept concubines, but he had to stay awake all night in the strategist's room.
Now Wei Heming sat in the leeward of the grassy hill, carefully sorted out his luggage, and made sure that there were no Hu tribes around, and then sat back beside Chu Fengge with peace of mind.
Wei Heming watched Chu Fengge repeatedly burn the dagger he carried on the fire, skillfully bit open the wine sac, sprinkled the wine evenly on the wound, and used a knife in one hand to dig out the broken arrow buried deep in his shoulder.
From beginning to end, he didn't make the slightest sound, only his brows furrowed, as if he wasn't using a knife on himself. If it weren't for the fine beads of sweat on his forehead, Wei Heming would almost have thought that this person wouldn't feel the pain.
The bloody broken arrow fell to the ground, Chu Fengge had already torn off his underwear, biting the end of the cloth strip in his mouth, pressing his wound with one hand, and staring at him with a smile.
Wei Heming sighed, and as a result, the strips of cloth in his hands were wrapped around his arms.
"His Royal Highness's arm is really full of disasters, and it was here that the escort was injured last time, and it was a loss to take care of it, but this time it was ...... again" Wei Heming paused, tied a knot on his shoulder, and said in a low voice. "Both times it was because of me. ”
When the palace changed, he was negligent for a while, forgetting the variables of his past life and this life.
And now Chu Fengge came to Beihu because of him.
"I willingly, sir. ”
Chu Fengge used his uninjured hand to press him into his arms with the action of him helping to bandage.
Wei Heming didn't dare to struggle indiscriminately because of his injury, so he could only half-lean on his arms to maintain his balance, and he could still hear a slight smile in his voice.
The voice of the person beside him and the soft singing of the night wind on the grassland, Wei Heming helplessly found that he had long lost his resistance to this person.
"Of course you have to be willing," Wei Heming muttered. "I also blocked the knife for you. "What he said was when he went to danger for Chu Fengge without authorization.
"That's what the gentleman said. ”
Wei Heming said again: "I'm a person who doesn't owe each other. The injury you owe me is now repaid, but I still owe you something that I haven't paid off, and my heart is very unsteady. ”
Chu Fengge's voice became more and more gentle, and if others listened to it, it would be almost impossible to tell that this was the cold King Wenrui: "Mr. feels that he owes me a love debt?"
"It's not interesting for you to say it," Wei Heming snorted, but he couldn't help but half-truths and half-truths in his ear, "Chu Fengge, Chu Fengge, when did you become so honest? You are still willing to call me sir, but I don't want to call you Your Highness again." In vain, I was wholeheartedly planning for you, and you didn't even want to let go of my beauty. Now he is provoking me pitifully, the dignified King Wenrui, is he playing such a routine with me?"
Chu Fengge let go of his hand and let the person out of his arms, but he couldn't help the smile in his eyes: "Sure enough, I can't fool Mr." ”
Seeing his look, Wei Heming couldn't help but pout: If he was carried away by the news of Chu Fengge's rebirth for a while, and he was immersed in Xinyue's anxiety, it was difficult to detect the abnormality of Chu Fengge's attitude, could it be that he couldn't see it now?
He is devoted to Chu Fengge, so no matter how distressed he is about Chu Fengge's situation, and no matter how much he blames himself for his actions in his previous life, it is impossible for him to forget what kind of person Chu Fengge is.
Chu Fengge is a lone wolf.
It is a lone wolf who will never be willing to give, let alone indulge in his emotions.
Whatever Chu Fengge wants, he will definitely use all means to grab it, instead of silently guarding it.
In his previous life, Chu Fengge's emotional latent was mostly because of his own state, which made Chu Fengge unable to start, and when he had the ability to start, he had already driven west and disappeared.
And this life......
Wei Heming stared at Chu Fengge's eyes, there was no tenderness for the drowning person for a long time, only Chu Fengge's unique look was left, as if it was a flame hidden under the ice, which made people not feel the heat, but they could feel the danger.
Wei Heming had mixed emotions, but he couldn't help sighing: "Don't you know who you are?" I pity you, love you, and am pleased with you, but not because of your pitiful attitude, I will not be infatuated with you because of pity for you, only because I have you in my heart, I will think about you everywhere." Why do you act like that before me?"
He was born to the sun and experienced the haze, so he naturally likes gentle and pure people, and he has great pity for Chu Fengge's past experience.
But this does not mean that he likes his lover to make this appearance in order to please himself.
Chu Fengge was silent for a moment, but there was still a smile on his face: "Wei Heming, why do you say?"
"Why did you support Chu Shen for more than 20 years in your previous life, but you laid a back road by my side early and abandoned me?"
"You can't see yourself clearly, I'll tell you for you. Wei Heming, you are a bad person, whoever has affection for you, you will be good to whomever you are. You have stood in my way for more than ten years, pushed me into the abyss with your own hands, I saved you, and you felt guilty when you fell in love with you. Is your pleasure pity? Can you speak clearly?"
"People say that the crane is full of sincerity, and he is the most affectionate person, but I say that you Wei Heming is the most abusive. Chu Fengge pinched his chin, and the flames in his eyes spread hideously. "Pleased with me, Wei Heming, I don't need to. ”
"I want your whole person, I want you to be as enchanted as me, I want you to live and die without me, your heart is happy, can you do it?"
Wei Heming never expected that he would hear such words, let alone that Chu Fengge would think of himself like this.
For the first time in his life, he was said to be abusive, but he couldn't refute it.
Chu Fengge stared at Wei Heming's silent expression, and his smile became more and more happy and arrogant: "Why did I make that look? Because you like it, because you want it." Wei Heming, whatever you want, I will give you what, the same, I want you, I will take it myself. You live, I live, you die, I will chase you to the underworld, you are very poor in this life, you don't want to get rid of me. ”
Crossing him to become a Buddha?
That was the biggest lie he'd ever heard, and the biggest joke.
All his tenderness that night was made, and only that word was true.
"It's late. ”
Wei Heming's liking came too late, and Xinyue came too late.
In his lifetime, he has long exhausted all his patience, and he has long since entered the magic barrier, and it is difficult to get out.
Not only is it difficult for him to get out, but he even drags the person in his heart into this chaotic and extreme mind, so that he sinks between desire and longing together.
Only in this way can he barely satisfy his requests and fill the greed like a black hole in his heart.
When he was recognized by Su He's cronies, the Hu people called him Su Mu Hak.
Chu Fengge didn't understand nonsense, but he only knew the meaning of this sentence, because this was the name he had killed on the battlefield.
Devil.
He was not surprised that he had such a reputation, in his past and present lives, Wei Heming had gone through thousands of tribulations, and finally did not change his blood, and became the brightest and most fiery existence.
And he went through a thousand difficulties and dangers, and finally stood in the deepest darkness, his husband helped Chu Shen, changed the dynasty, and left a foundation for the people of the world, but failed to fish him out of the quagmire, but pushed him into the abyss in the end.
If Wei Heming was not reborn in this world, maybe he would not get the slightest reward at all, and in the face of Wei Heming, who knew nothing, even if he calculated and forcibly dragged him into his own world, he would not be truly satisfied.
But what he saw in front of him was the crane in his previous life, his husband.
All his means, all his plans, have meaning.
Wei Heming looked at Chu Fengge in a daze.
The same eyebrows, the same look.
At this moment, he realized very clearly that what was in front of him was not the young man he once thought he had, nor the highness he thought he knew.
It's the unpredictable King Wenrui in his previous life.
It's the one who has been with him for more than ten years, sharing weal and woe, but closing his mind to each other.
It's the one he ended up inadvertently abandoning.
It was the one he had lost.
is also the person he likes now.
"Your Highness, do you hate me now?"
Chu Fengge laughed.
"Hate. ”
"Love wants to live, hate wants to die. ”