When she heard this, she was terrified, "So, it's my fault?"

His tone seemed to be complaining about her quarrel with him......

"That's not what I meant, Hai Yao, shouldn't we keep arguing because of this?"

Lu Haiyao looked at him, her heart was full of soreness, was it in his heart, even if he cheated, she shouldn't quarrel with him because of this......

Looking away, her chest was bullying, tears were streaming in her eyes, she bit her trembling lip tightly before she suppressed herself from crying, "Don't worry, I won't quarrel with you, because there is no need." ”

"When you get married, you should tell me so that I understand what position I am in, and I will not quarrel with you like this today. ”

If she didn't hide his original intention from the beginning, then she wouldn't be stupidly in love with him.

If you love, how can you endure betrayal?

But in his eyes, she, as a puppet, really shouldn't have been in a stalemate with him for so long over this matter.

Gu Tingchuan took out the cigarette case in an irritable mood, and wanted to smoke, but found that there was no cigarette, so he threw away the cigarette case angrily, and was silent with each other for a long time, he was about to speak, but saw her eyes closed mechanically, and said coldly, "Don't say anything, I'm tired." ”

She's genuinely tired......

I have never slept well for several days, and I am supported by high-strength bitter coffee every day, and sometimes I feel as if something is about to rush out of the top of my skull, and it will drift away like light smoke......

The atmosphere became very stiff, Gu Tingchuan pursed his thin lips, started the engine silently, and the car drove calmly.

Back at the home that didn't belong to her, Gu Tingchuan wanted to support her, but she refused, "I'll come by myself." ”

Walking in step by step, at this moment she just wanted to hurry, hurry up the stairs, fall asleep on the bed immediately, don't think about anything, don't listen, don't look.

She didn't want him to help her at all, he could only follow behind her to make sure she wouldn't fall, watching her limp up the stairs, Gu Tingchuan's heart was full of feelings.

He had thought that as long as he was good to her, he would not hurt her......

But he forgot that her temperament was too stubborn, and if he knew that he was good to her all because of Yun'er, he would not accept his good at all.

Why is it that she makes it so complicated when it is a very simple thing?

Was she too greedy, or was he selfish......

As long as she is willing to come back, he is willing to be as good to her as ever, if not better......

But why did she stubbornly leave?

Yuna will never come back at all, there is no one to replace her current position, so why should she insist on leaving?

The night I was with Xia Ziyu has become a fact.

He is powerless to change ......

If it could be redeemed, he would do anything, but now he can't do anything to offset it, and she will never forgive him for that incident.

Gu Tingchuan suddenly felt a headache.

Hai Yao returned to the bedroom, took her clothes and went into the bathroom, deliberately locking them.

The water was very hot, and she soaked in the bath, but she was still shivering with cold.

He sat in the bath with a blank expression, repeating the words and things he said in his head......

Raising her eyes, she saw that the glass mirror on the opposite side reflected her face, and the dejected appearance was like a poor wandering spirit, her pale face was more terrible than a ghost, she bit her lip tightly, suppressing the sadness in her heart.

It's this face that makes her the most ridiculous person.

Let her always live in the shadow of that person......

She has no ego, no right to lose her temper, no qualification to question him for cheating, she just needs to learn Li Yuna's posture and stay by his side.

The more she thought about it, the more angry she became, she never hated her looks.

The face in the glass mirror seemed to be proud, laughing at her pathetic.

Lu Haiyao was so angry that he rubbed the things around him, grabbed the ashtray he placed in the bathroom, and smashed it towards the glass mirror on the opposite side.

I just heard it, and there was a bang......

The glass mirror shattered to the ground, no longer reflecting her face.

The glass was torn apart and shattered, like her heart.

Gu Tingchuan was sitting in the hall, his slender fingers were tapping on the keyboard, when he suddenly heard a clanging sound inside, his heart tightened, and he looked in the direction of the bathroom, and uneasiness poured into his heart, making him uneasy.

Immediately closed the computer, walked to the bathroom, and knocked on the door hard, "Hai Yao?"

"Hai Yao?"

His throat tightened for a while, and he was even more anxious at the thought that she would do something stupid, twisting the doorknob, only to find that it was locked inside.

Pounding on the door hard, "Hai Yao!!"

"Hai Yao, can you open the door?"

He wished he could knock the door open immediately, and no matter how much he knocked or shouted, she didn't respond.

I'm afraid she'll do something stupid......

I'm afraid that something will happen to her......

Gu Tingchuan banged the door hard, but he couldn't open it.

In his anxiety, the door opened.

I saw her come out with her wet hair scattered and a blank expression, he held her shoulders tightly, and asked anxiously, "Are you okay?"

She didn't answer, Gu Tingchuan took the opportunity to look at the bathroom, only to see the broken glass in the bathroom, she was unharmed.

His tense heart was slightly relieved.

Hai Yao looked at him with a nervous expression and smiled bitterly, "You think I'm going to do something stupid?"

Gently pulling his hand away, she said expressionlessly, "Don't worry, I won't joke with my body." ”

"Because, you're not worth it. ”

She won't be as stupid as those who commit suicide for love......

For his sake, it's not worth dying like this.

She walked to the edge of the bed, sat on the edge of the bed, and saw him come over and talk about it, but she immediately picked up the hair dryer and deliberately turned it to the highest setting, the sound of the hair dryer was buzzing, which could cover all the sound, she couldn't hear what he was saying, and she didn't want to look at his expression.

Her indifference and detachment really forced him away.

When she saw him walk out, she turned off the hair dryer, and she couldn't lift her energy.

She was lying in bed, sleepy but unable to sleep.

Until he entered the house, slept beside him, and asked in a deep voice, "Did you sleep?"

She shouldn't, pretend to be asleep, close her eyes and ignore it, Gu Tingchuan knows that she is not asleep, if she is asleep, where will she lean on the side of the bed so peacefully, only when she is not asleep, will she turn her back to him and sleep on the side.

He leaned over and hugged her from behind, a shallow sigh escaping from his throat.

Hai Yao didn't struggle, and she didn't respond.

That night, perhaps she was too tired, and she slept very deeply.

It's not happy in real life, and it's the same in dreams, I don't know why I dreamed of when I first met Xu Yizhong.

At that time, she was in love, and his depth and maturity attracted her.

The blood on the ground in the dream was shocking......

She ran into the house and looked around for Xu Yizhong's figure, but she couldn't find ......

"...... of Descent

"...... of Descent

Her lips squirmed, and she murmured.

Panting and coming to the door of the bedroom, pushing open the door and seeing a field of blood, her heart beat wildly and walked in, only to see someone lying on the bed, she stepped forward and lifted the quilt, but it was not Xu Yizhong......

The man couldn't see the face clearly, and she wanted to try to see it, but she couldn't see it clearly.

She suddenly felt sadness, a wave of sadness came out of her heart, and the feeling of loss seemed to have really happened, and a piece of it was cut off from her heart......

She woke up in fright, covered in cold sweat, and when she opened her eyes, she met Gu Tingchuan's dark eyes.

She was stunned for a moment, only to see that he was full of coldness, and asked faintly, "Xu Yizhong, you call his name in your dreams, and you like him so much?"

Hai Yao came back to her senses from the dream, looked at him silently with anger on her face, she didn't want to answer and face it, but he reached out and pinched her chin strongly, forcing her to look at him, and said coldly, "Don't tell me, you still like Xu Yizhong!"

Looking at the hidden anger in his eyes, she was refreshed in her heart, and the corners of her mouth were hooked meanly, "What!"

"It seems that you really don't have a long lesson, you need me to remind you, who threatened to see Xu Yizhong get punished by the law in the first place?"

She knew that if she made him angry, she must have no good fruit to eat, but she wanted to sneer and respond, "Don't you know that hate and love exist at the same time? ”

Gu Tingchuan thought in her heart that she couldn't forget Xu Yizhong, but now that she admitted it herself, the fire in her heart suddenly exploded.

He glared at her coldly, but she seemed to be deliberately provoking him, and continued, "I hate him, hate him for abandoning me, and hurt Xiaobei regardless of my feelings, but Gu Tingchuan, you never know how much I love him, just like you treat Li Yun'er, which is irreplaceable and erasable by anyone." ”

"What a person!!"

He curled the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly, gritted his teeth and said, "Lu Haiyao, you remember it in my heart! You are mine, no matter how much you like Xu Yizhong, don't want to be with him in this life!!"

He almost finished yelling, wanting to yell into her heart.

But she didn't react at all, and looked at him blankly, as if she didn't take his words seriously at all.

Pinching her jaw, he leaned over and kissed her lips with a punitive meaning, Hai Yao closed her eyes and struggled to writhe, "Hmm......"

She thought he was dirty......

He has touched other women, he has kissed others like this, and he has touched other women with those hands!!

"Hmm...... Don't ......"

She struggled, her hands pressed against his chest, but he was like a furious beast that was about to tear her apart.

The domineering and strong kiss did not have the slightest tenderness, and even gnawed on her lip, making her feel pain and powerless to resist.

The strength of the struggle became smaller and smaller, his hand ripped her clothes violently, rubbed her softness without gentleness, and said harshly, "Remember this feeling, you can only be mine!!"

"Don't ...... Don't touch me......"

"Ah......" She was suddenly turned around by him, her back to him.

After all, the strength of a woman and a man is very different, no matter how she screams and struggles, or is tightly choked by him, before she is ready, she has already pushed and entered, and the pain of tearing suddenly came from the private // private place.

Entering without preparation, that pain is equivalent to strong jian.

The moment he entered, she had given up the struggle in despair, her hands clutching the sheets under her tightly, her nails deeply imprinted in her palms.

She was pushed by him like a puppet, biting her lip to stop herself from making that shameful sound, until she tasted blood in her mouth......

They are intimately united, but their hearts are getting farther and farther apart.

When the torture ended, the people around her left indifferently, leaving her alone, shattered.

The room was quiet and only the sound of her breathing could be heard.

Her heart ached, and she felt that her wheezing hurt.

Eyes staring at the ceiling without focus, ://