Sadness that cannot be vented
She hunched back in her chair, the sound of rain in her ears.
In my memory, Luo Chenggong has always treated her very well, although after her mother died, she married Jin Shufen again, but her love for her has not decreased because of this, on the contrary, he often takes her to various public occasions, and even indulges her to play in his office.
I remember that Luo Chenggong said at that time that he gave her a lot of shares in the company, she was the majority shareholder, and some decisions needed her to sign, at that time, she almost didn't distinguish, because the other party was her father, how could she doubt her father, but she didn't expect that because of this trust, she sold herself completely, when she thought of the tragic death of those bloody lives, her hands trembled unconsciously, it was she who signed those documents, she asked herself if she had never done anything hurtful in her life, but she unknowingly buried such a big baneγ
Wu Xudu said that the tiger poison does not eat children, why would Luo Chenggong treat her so cruelly, what did she do wrong, and she should accept such a punishment.
A loved one who was originally respected and loved became a stranger in her life in the blink of an eye, and the changes in the world were so fast that she didn't have time to breathe, and she was mercilessly beaten to the bottom.
The rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, and she didn't know how long she had been sitting there, her mind sometimes confused, sometimes sober.
There was a gentle knock on the door, and she seemed unmoved, as if she hadn't heard it at all, only immersed in her own world.
The knocking on the door became more and more urgent, and after the worst, Lin Ziheng had to push the door in.
The curtains were open, the windows were open, and the rain fell in fine and dense layers on the dark brown floor.
Rohi cowered in the couch by the window, like a wounded hedgehog, unaware of his approach.
Lin Ziheng glanced at the recorder thrown on the bed, slowly squatted down beside her, and held her hand, he was shocked that it was so cold.
"Roshi. β
She kept her eyes on the ground, unresponsive.
He sighed and took the thin quilt and surrounded her, "Aren't you mentally prepared? The Roshi I know is strong and will not be easily defeated, no matter what happens, I will be on your side." β
She still has blank eyes and no focus, as if she is disgusted with the red world.
Lin Ziheng was distressed, and held her cold hand to comfort, "Luo Xi, don't be like this, there is a solution to any problem, if there is anything, I will help you." β
Her eyes finally blinked twice, and finally froze on his face, "There are so many people who have died, how can people be resurrected after death?"
Lin Ziheng frowned suspiciously.
"Who can they rely on for those who died because of their father?"
"That's not your fault. β
"If I had found out about all this, maybe these people wouldn't have died. β
"Fool, you are not a saint, you can't predict the future, and you don't have a mission to save mankind, you can be sad about the death of others, but there is no need to blame yourself, even if it was caused by your father, but it has nothing to do with you, do you know the way?"
"Dad?" she suddenly smiled bitterly, her eyes shining with water, "I thought he was my dearest person in this world, but I didn't expect him to hurt me the most." β
She pointed to the location of her heart, "Here, it hurts. β
"I understand that you must be sad, but the truth is that you insist on knowing the truth, so you must bear it and not be defeated by the past. You have to think carefully about what to do in the future and what you can do now, it is a coward's behavior to stand still. β
Lin Ziheng's words seemed to remind her that she did have something to do now.
Although Cui Dingtian's name is only mentioned in the recording, she knows that the person who really operates behind this scene is Lu Sheng, in order to cover up the truth of the year, he has good intentions, he doesn't want her to go to prison, and he doesn't want her to know the fact that Lu Dao was betrayed by Luo Chenggong, let alone let her die, so he must have made some deal with Cui Dingtian, or rather, Cui Dingtian still has a trump card in his hand that can kill her.
She knew that Cui Dingtian was the person Cui Dingtian, Lu Sheng's top boss, the commander of the military region, with huge power, and Lu Sheng, who had no family background, could go all the way up, it was because of this person's promotion, and now it seems that he exchanged his freedom for her freedom.
There were too many questions in her heart, too many words to ask the man in person, and the full blockage in her chest made her almost breathless.
"Okay, don't think too much, get some sleep, wake up tomorrow, maybe you will think it's not a big deal. β
Roshi looked at him and nodded vigorously, "I know." β
After she lay down, she picked up the voice recorder on the side, "This one will be returned to you." β
"You don't keep it?" Lin Ziheng took it.
She shook her head, "Now that I know the truth of the matter, it's useless to keep it, it's yours to dispose of it." β
"Okay, you go to bed early, don't be cranky, I'll take you for a break tomorrow. β
"Hmm. She gently pulled up the quilt to cover half of her face.
Lin Ziheng took the recorder out of her bedroom, standing in the corridor, he picked up the thing in his hand, and then looked at the trash can on the side, he could choose to break it directly and throw it away, but after hesitating for a while, he still neatly put it in his pocket, he had no intention of snooping on her secrets, but he thought that if he knew more about her, he might be able to help her.
But Lin Ziheng never expected that this recording was also related to him.
He closed the black button and finally understood Lu Sheng's words, it turned out that the person who killed his cousin's family back then was Luo Xi's father, so Cui Dingtian's hatred for Luo Xi was naturally logical, no wonder Lu Sheng would warn him, it turned out that the truth was so cruel.
He leaned on the head of the bed, holding the small recorder in his hand, and suddenly smiled bitterly, just now he was still comforting Roxi, and now, who will comfort him.
It was destined to be a rainy night with insomnia, so early in the morning, the rain stopped, and both of them had some puffy eyes, as if they hadn't slept all night, and said good morning to each other in the living room, and Roshi went to pour a glass of ice water.
Lin Ziheng stretched out his hand and grabbed it, "How many times have you said that ice things should be drunk less." He exchanged it for a glass of hot milk, "Drink this." β
She said, "Thank you." β
Walking into the kitchen, she opened the refrigerator, "I'll make something to eat." β
Although he has no appetite, Lin Ziheng always wants to eat, he smiled and said okay, then the phone rang, and he went to the living room to answer the phone.
Roshi made a simple breakfast, "It's time to eat." β
After listening to the phone, Lin Ziheng stood in the living room and looked at her, his eyes were complicated and difficult to understand.
She repeated, "It's time to eat." β
There was only his own share on the table, and she really didn't have an appetite.
Lin Ziheng walked over, pulled out a chair and sat down, looking at Luo Xi who was holding the milk cup opposite, he finally opened his mouth after a few times of wanting to speak, "There is one thing, I think you have the right to know." β
She raised her eyes, "What?"
"Lu Sheng is getting married. β
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