Chapter 19: Reaping Love
My brothers are gone, and I have officially started my life in the hospital to recuperate. Every day I was either checking or getting injections, I was almost annoyed, and if it weren't for my good, I would have yelled at people a long time ago
During this period of recuperation, my favorite thing was to chat with Xiao Fei, talk about my childhood life, talk about the days when I was a thorn in the recruit company, and talk about the hardships of the special forces. She was sad about my childhood, laughed at my thorny life in the recruit company, was proud of my special forces selection, and finally worried about my mission. Gradually, I fell in love with this sensual girl, liked her smile, liked her innocence, and liked her straightforwardness. Hey, the hero is sad about the beauty Guan Na, thinking that a person like me, the elite of the elite in such a special forces, will also panic because he can't see a beautiful woman. I felt like I was falling, I was stuck in unrequited love.
Every day I think about how to confess to her, how she will react after being confessed by me, whether she is happy or turned her face. I was a little scared, afraid that after I confessed, she would refuse, and in the end she wouldn't even have to be a friend. Every time she was away, I cheered myself on, and the next time I saw her, I confessed to her, but every time I saw her, my courage was blown away like a cloud by the wind. I flinched, thinking that a tough guy like me who crisscrossed the battlefield would have no courage.
Half a month has passed, and I've been in the hospital for 45 days (from the time I woke up, don't ask me why I remember so clearly, there is a desk calendar on the bedside. )。 The injuries on my body are almost healed, they have already scarred, if it weren't for Xiaofei, I would have said goodbye to the hospital a long time ago. I told myself that I had to be brave and that I couldn't back down anymore, because the day I left the hospital was not far off, and I didn't know when I would see you again next time. Finally, I mustered up the courage to confess to Xiaofei today, no matter what kind of reaction she has, I can't let myself miss such a good girl. Even if she refuses, I have no regrets.
On the morning of the 46th day, I told myself that I want to be strong, not to be a turtle with a shrunken head, and to become a mountain that will stop me. I feel that today's time is so slow, it's like a year. Finally, the time was in my anticipation, and at 6:58 a.m. on May 17, 2004, Xiao Fei was about to appear. Don't ask me why I'm so precise, because Xiaofei came over at 7 a.m. every morning to hang water for me, and then went to work on time after an hour of talking. At 6:59, there was a sound of footsteps in the corridor of "click", "click", "click", and "click", and the footsteps were getting closer and closer. This is what I found out after this injury, and I can hear sounds far away in my ears. The door opened, and my long-awaited figure appeared, and Xiaofei walked into the ward.
"How are you feeling today, is there any discomfort?" said as he skillfully pricked the needle, which has become a habit, and he comes in every day.
After the injection, Xiao Fei sat in front of the hospital bed and chatted with me.
"Okay, it's 8 o'clock, I have to go to work, I'll come and see you when I'm free, you have a good rest. As he spoke, he stood up and went out.
"Xiao ...... Xiao Fei, you ......" I called out to Xiao Fei a little nervously.
"What's wrong?"
"I ...... , I have something I want to tell you......" I stopped again when I said this, I was a little scared.
"What did you say, you were absent-minded when I chatted with you today, don't say I'm leaving!"
"Don't go, I really have something to tell you. I paused again.
Maybe Xiao Fei noticed that I was a little normal today, so she didn't speak or leave, just looked at me, and I was very nervous.
"You can't back down, you're a man, you're a special soldier, you're a warrior on the battlefield, if you can't even say this, are you still a man? If you don't open your mouth, you may not have a chance in the future, you have to seize the opportunity, and you have to fight for happiness yourself." I said to myself in my heart.
"Xiaofei, there is something I have been holding in my heart for a long time and want to say to you, would you like to hear it?"
"Tell me, I'm willing to hear anything. When I asked her this, she said.
"I've thought about this for a long time, and I think I should sue you, or I'll regret it for the rest of my life. ”
"I like you. "I'm quick to say that it seems to me that this is no less than a hard war.
"What did you say, I didn't hear clearly, say it again. Xiao Fei's face was red, and I lowered my head and didn't notice it.
"I said, 'I, Xi, Huan, you!'" I said word by word, and after I finished speaking, I looked up and saw Xiao Fei's eyes with tears. We just looked at each other and didn't say anything. Finally, tears in her eyes slid down her face.
"What's wrong with you, don't cry, it's like I'm bullying you. Seeing her burst into tears, I broke my silence and hurriedly asked.
"You're bullying me, you're bullying me. You're bullying me. As he spoke, he lay on the hospital bed and cried bitterly.
"I was wrong, I was wrong, don't cry, okay?" I said as I watched her cry non-stop.
"You're wrong, tell me what you're wrong?" Xiao Fei looked up with tears streaming down her face, but how did I notice a faint smile on her face.
"I was wrong...... , anyway, I was wrong. "I just reflected on this, this should be a good sign, why am I so stupid. It seems that people in love, not only the IQ of a woman is zero, but the IQ of this man is also worrying.
"I was wrong not to say I liked you. "I said a little deliberately, wanting to see what was going on with her.
"You mean to say I'm not worthy of your liking?" Xiao Fei said a little tricky.
"Forehead......" I opened my mouth and didn't speak. We just looked at each other.
"Then what the hell are you going to do? Forget it, if you don't like me, it seems that I am self-inflicted, maybe we won't even have to be friends in the future!" I lowered my head and said silently. Although I can also tell a little that she doesn't hate me, I am very anxious and more frustrated when she doesn't speak.
"Did I say I would say no to your flowers?" he said as he saw me cast my head and say this.
"Do you mean to say you accept my confession?" I said, looking up in surprise.
"Hmm!" Xiao Fei said softly with a blushing face and lowering her head. If I hadn't heard well, I wouldn't have been able to hear at all.
"Haha, hahaha, I have a girlfriend, I have a girlfriend, I have a girlfriend!" I excitedly got off the hospital bed, walked around the ward, and shouted loudly. (You should know that good hospital wards are well insulated.) )。
"What are you shouting, what are you shouting, are you afraid that people don't know?" Xiao Fei said quickly with a red face.
"I just want the world to know that I have a girlfriend, but I can't. "I walked to the window and opened the window.
"I've got a girlfriend!I've got a girlfriend!!I've got a girlfriend!!" I suddenly shouted out the window.
"Alright, stop shouting. In the future, if you don't treat me well, I'll find someone else. "Seeing that I was yelling again, I quickly threatened. He said and started beating me.
We played around in the hospital room. "Ahem. "Suddenly there was a cough, I don't know when the door of the ward opened, it seems that love has caused my alertness to drop to the end, and it seems that I will have to pay attention to this aspect in the future.
"Am I disturbing you?!" said Xiaoying, who was standing in the doorway.
"No, no. I said quickly.
"I'm sorry, the leader can't help me. Let's go, there will be time in the future, and the leader will look for you. The last sentence was addressed to Xiao Fei.
"Then you have a good rest, I'll go and see what the leader is looking for me. I'll be back for you later. So saying, he walked out.
"Yo, it's like glue. Xiaoying hurriedly ran away.
"Stop, don't run, don't let me catch you, I'll tell you, or you'll be good-looking." Xiao Fei said and hurriedly chased out.