Chapter 22: In fact, Yubihama will not hide it
Although Kogizeng's senior took the initiative to pull me in to sing with her, but, as in many previous cases, once I picked up the microphone, my senior would fall into a state of selflessness.
Of course, this is also very good, because I, a person with incomplete tones, can finally not be ugly in front of people like my predecessors.
"Powder-Snow" is actually a very good song, but compared to the "white-album" where lovers can't see each other, it seems a little sad and a little sweet, but there is a clear but hopeful feeling for the future, and the meaning it expresses is obviously more sour.
It's a kind of nostalgia for what I once had.,Although I've given up.,But there's still some persistence.,There's something to look forward to.,And I have to tell myself to be strong.,It seems that Yuki Morikawa and Rina Ogata also sang this song together.,I don't know what kind of mood these two artists who are now top singers sing it.。
But for some reason, when Kogi told me about this song and heard the tune and lyrics of this song for the first time, it made me feel another sore feeling in my heart that I should be pursuing absolute calmness and objectivity.
There's something wrong with it, but why don't you want to remember it?
"Now, Kazuya, I'm a little distracted today! Although it seems that it will become this situation where I sing and you listen to it before, but today you don't look like you're listening to me sing?"
"I'm sorry, but I just think that my seniors don't feel as good when they sing "Powder-Snow" as they do when they sing "White-Album". ”
As soon as the words came out, I felt that the question was a bit big, Yubihama Kazuya, what qualifications did he have to say these words in front of Yukina Kogiso? For me, who hardly had any musical talent, I shouldn't even have the opportunity to evaluate the songs of Kogiso's predecessors, right?
Sure enough, the senior raised her eyebrows in surprise, but she didn't seem to express a very dissatisfied look, but looked at me with some curiosity: "Kazuya rarely comments on how well I sing, you have always only admired it on the side, although I also like your praise, but it would be better if I could have an evaluation." ”
"Say it casually, say it casually, just feel it, haha, haha!"
"Then tell me what you 'casually said and felt', Yubihama-senpai!" the senior's somewhat dangerous eyes stared at me.
In fact, the senior's singing skills are still quite good, although they have not reached the professional level, but even if I am a music idiot, I can feel that her breath is very stable when singing, and her tone is not off, which is definitely a rare level among amateur singers.
However, the most fascinating thing about Kogi's predecessors when he sang was that kind of emotional investment, the radiant appearance after having been invested in feelings. For example, when singing the winter love song "white-album", she had a strong expectation of feelings, although my feelings were not so rich, but the singing voice of Kogi's predecessors was enough to stimulate all my limited feelings.
But as far as "powder-snow" is concerned, Kogi's predecessor's expression is indeed not enough, after all, she is not a professional singer, she should still not be able to imagine this feeling of being strong in soreness, after all, she is only an eighteen-year-old high school student.
- It's as if you're a lot more mature than Kogi's predecessors.
I think I can silently complain about myself, and if possible, I don't want Kogi to sing "powder-snow" with emotion, if you really have to go through it in exchange for the feeling of singing this song, then the choice of the vast majority of people should be "don't want"!
"If you can't sing well, you can sing it!" Obviously, my silence was not exchanged for the concession of my predecessors, but in exchange for her somewhat malicious eyes, and obviously flirtatious and dangerous words.
So, my answer is:
"I see, I'll give it a try. ”
That's right, I agreed, it should have been unexpected by Kogi's predecessors, but it was very firm.
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powder snow が空から優しく降りてくる
(Specks of snow continue to fall quietly from the other side of the sky)
手のひらで受け止めた雪が切ない
(The snow caught in the palm of your hand is hard to let go)
どこかで見てますかあなたは立ち止まり
(It's like looking at where you stopped)
思い出していますか空を見上げながら
(Do you remember looking at this sky at the same time)
嬉しそうに雪の上を歩くあなたが
(You are happily stepping on the snow)
私には本当にいとおしく見えた
(It's so emotional in my eyes)
今でも覚えているあの日見た雪の白さ
(I still remember the white snowflakes I saw that day)
初めて触れた唇の温もりも忘れない
(and the warmth of the lips that I touched for the first time)
I-still-love-you
(I still love you)
powder snow が私にいくつも降りかかる
(A little snow is falling on my body)
warmかいあなたの優しさに似ている
(Just like the tenderness that warm you bring)
楽しそうに話をしてくれたあなたが
(You who are happy to talk to me)
私には心から爱しく思えた
(It's so heartwarming in my heart)
今でも夢を見るのあの日見た白い世界
(I still see the pure white world I saw the day I first woke up from my dream)
あの時触れた指先の冷たさも忘れない
(And the coldness of the fingertips that touched it at that time)
I-still-love-you
(I still love you)
今でも覚えているあの日見た雪の白さ
(I still remember the white snowflakes I saw that day)
初めて触れた唇の温もりも忘れない
(and the warmth of the lips that I touched for the first time)
powder snow のようなあなたは汚れなく奇麗で
(Like a little snow, you are so pure and innocent)
私もなりたいと雪に願う
(I also want to become like you, and I pray to the snow)
I-still-love-you
(I still love you)
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I must have sung it hard to listen to, because more than once, I saw the somewhat frowning look of the senior, but the senior did not stop me, perhaps, I can understand this practice as her politeness?
"So, what did my seniors say about me?" So in the end, I finished singing the whole song "Powder-Snow", and Kogiso's senior looked at me with some unfamiliar eyes.
After a long time, the senior slowly spoke: "Kazuya, it seems that you have more secrets than I imagined!"
Why, didn't I just sing a song? Although it was the first time I had sung this kind of song in front of someone other than my sister, and, at least, this song should have been my first time singing, what was the reaction of my seniors? Do you think my singing level is higher than she thought, or is it low?
"Kazuya, do you have a favorite girl?" the senior suddenly popped out of a sentence.
"Huh?"
What's going on here?,Just a while ago,My real sister seems to have asked me the same thing?As for my opinion of Ischishiyu.,Like her or not.,Kogi Zeng-senpai will definitely not directly ask me about the opinion of this girl who doesn't actually have anything to do with her--If it's related, I think it's probably that this year's newborn calf may not be afraid of tigers to participate in the election of Miss Zongwu High School.。
But why did the seniors suddenly ask this question, you know, even if I don't have a lot of feelings now, even if I don't have anything to hide in front of my seniors, I'll be embarrassed, right?
"Ah, forget it, it's nothing, it's true that I'm a little embarrassed to ask these questions!"
"It's nothing!" suddenly rose in my heart a little embarrassed, and some thoughts that I wanted to try, yes, although I can't think so, but, at least, if it's a joke, I can still look forward to it!
"I can tell my seniors!"
"Eh, is it true? I didn't feel embarrassed, even I was a little embarrassed to ask such a question!"
"It's nothing, because what I like is my seniors!"
"Huh?" Kogi was obviously startled by my words, but then she reacted, touched my head, and said to me like a child, "Kazuya is two years younger than me! Sister and brother love something, although it is very popular, but I still haven't thought about it! Don't overdo it just kidding!"
"Hmm. I nodded and didn't speak.
I may be crazy, no, I must be crazy, in front of my seniors, I said this kind of thing, fortunately my senior understood my behavior just now as a joke, fortunately my senior is that kind of very gentle character, otherwise, Yuhihama Kazuya, you are committing suicide by doing this! Even if it is a joke, you can't make it like this! What is the situation that made me suddenly have this thought?
Obviously, before, I didn't have any out-of-the-ordinary thoughts about Xiaomuzeng's predecessors.
Is it this song? "Powder-Snow", from the first time I heard this song, I felt very familiar, and after singing it, I really did a lot of things that I didn't use my brain!
"Hawkers,And also,You remember,If you really have a girl you like,,You can't joke with her like you just told me.,The so-called love,It's not a simple process of you confessing to the girl.,But you need to be psychologically prepared.。 "Kogi's predecessor suddenly gave me her love tutorial.
"You've never been in a relationship yourself, have you?"
"What did you say?"
"No, it's nothing, senior, please continue. ”
"That's right, then go on, the so-called love should include your acceptance of the other party, even if you like her, but if you are not ready to be with the other party, you should not confess easily, because it is the most hurtful to confess because of a temporary conflict. And for the person who confesses to you, you also have to take into account similar situations, because, for girls, the so-called confession is not the girl's alone, but also includes the evaluation of the people around her, you must know that girls are very sensitive, if it is just a simple refusal, many times the impact is not as simple as you imagined!"
The senior continued to say in a hurry, "Really, what's the use of telling me about love?" Knowing that the so-called "liking" I just said was a joke, are you dissatisfied with my somewhat rash attitude?
"Peace of mind, senior, I don't have anyone I like now! And with my current situation, no one should confess to me, so I won't encounter any of the situations you said. ”
However, although Kogi's words still seem to make sense, I feel that I should stop this.
"yes, I feel like you should still listen to these words, obviously the feeling you had when you sang just now, but there's-"
"No, senior, you think too much, this is the first time I've sung "powder-snow", although I've listened to this song many times, if you have a delusion, it must be because you didn't feel comfortable listening to me sing for the first time. ”
I knew what Senpai was going to say, but I quickly interrupted her, speaking at the same speed as Kogiso's Senpai just now, impatient.
"Is that so?" Kogi looked at me seriously, his eyes not having the ease he was used to before, but an indescribable seriousness.
"That's it! You know people like me!"
That's right, that's it!
"Okay!" the senior sighed and said, "Then Kazuya and you will make a mistake for me!, but then, back to your song, your "powder-snow" sings better than mine!"
"What?" I had some hard time believing Kogi's senpai's evaluation, if I didn't count the disastrous vocal audition before, this should have been my first time singing in karaoke, and in this way, I was judged to be better than my seniors.
Don't be kidding, even I can feel that I sang clearly a mess before, okay? But my predecessors actually said that I sang better than her, what kind of logic is this.
But Kogizeng's senior didn't seem to give me much opportunity to question her, she put on her signature smiling expression again, stood up, and pushed me out of the door hard: "Okay, okay, Kazuya, now it's the turn of the guests to enjoy the singing time alone, please ask the service staff to go out! Besides, if you don't go back, you'll be scolded by the aunt over there, right?"
"But obviously the senior just said that you want to help me go over there to explain, so I came with you with confidence, and you are responsible for the senior!"
"Ahla, this matter," the senior rolled his eyes, "That's good, if Auntie is dissatisfied with your performance today, I will pay the money for your part-time job today, right?"
"That's not the problem, is it? Besides, I can't use your money!"
"So, if the service staff stays here and doesn't leave, I'm going to complain!" said the senior with a serious face.
I ended up watching Kogi Zeng-senpai leave a little inexplicably, but, I don't know if it was my delusion, when I left, the senior's eyes kept staring at me and didn't take it away, as if I was hiding something from her.
However, Yuhihama Kazuya is not hiding anything, and if there is anything to hide, it can only be something that Yuhihama and does not want to remember.
Or rather, it's because I'm too impressed and don't want to keep mentioning things.
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This chapter was actually not written when the outline was made.,But when I wrote this chapter, I kept the single loop "powder-snow.,So I wrote this chapter on a whim.,It's also a pit for the protagonist to continue to dig holes.,I also thought of a more emotional setting for this plot.,It's just that it seems that this style isn't so in line with the style of the book.。
So for the content of this chapter and the next chapter.,If you think it's okay.,Then I'll supplement this plot as a line.,If you feel that the sense of disobedience is too strong, then I'll put it away depending on the situation.。