The bus passed through the city and drove on the country road, Lin Fan sat in the last row of seats on the bus, leaning against the window, full of apprehension that he could see his parents again.

In his last life, he was away for ten years, he rarely went home, and he wanted to make some achievements, and buying a house in Yanjing could make the second elder happy. This vow in my heart is like the love between Jia Baoyu and Lin Daiyu, although it is very beautiful, it has never been realized.

It's April now, and his father Lin Liang has already gone to Zheng City to work, and his mother Qin Mei is the only one in the family. After getting off the bus, Lin Fan saw his home from a distance, and the two cattle in front of the house were very conspicuous. My mother was in poor health and had a hard time doing farm work, so she used cattle to replace the output in the field.

Under the gate, the mother is peeling peanuts, which is peeling seeds for spring peanuts. Lin Fan shouted crisply, "Mom, I'm back." It was a heartfelt call, with the remorse and guilt of a past life, fourteen years later.

"My son is back, hungry or not, there is food left for you in the pot. ”

"Mom, I'm not hungry. Lin Fan stepped forward to hug his mother, who was not young, and said with some emotion, "I just miss you a little." ”

Qin Mei pushed Lin Fan away with a smile, with a look of disgust, "How old is you, and you are still coquettish with me, is it a shame?"

"What's the shame, you are my mother, I am your son, and it is natural for me to be coquettish to you. ”

"Tell me how you've become like a now, and you don't have any manly spirit at all. ”

Lin Fan instantly felt hurt by 10,000 points, am I disgusted?

For dinner, there was stir-fried meat with potatoes on the table, and egg tea for myself.

"Son, the school food is not good and it is easy to get angry, you can eat more when you go home, you are about to take the college entrance examination and need to make up for your brain. ”

Looking at his mother's eager gaze, Lin Fan felt bad in his heart. How did he not know that his mother was never willing to eat vegetables at home alone, and she always made steamed buns with green onions, so she made some clear soup noodles and put more oil when she was really hungry. Why did he indulge in novels in his third year of high school in his previous life and let his mother down, he really damned it! In this life, he would never allow such a situation to happen.

"Two days ago, your dad called and said that I should cook you more delicious food, saying that your senior year of high school was too hard. ”

Lin Fan pulled the corners of his mouth with difficulty, "Mom, the third year of high school is not as terrifying as you think, it is just to review and consolidate the knowledge of the first and second years of high school, I am confident that I will give you a test." ”

"Hahaha, it's good to have confidence, you haven't let your parents worry about it since you were a child, don't be under pressure, just play normally!"

"Mom, I see. ”

Lying on the bed, Lin Fan couldn't sleep for a long time, he still remembered his father's dream in the previous life. There was a girl in the village who had been admitted to the second book, and her father walked around the road in the middle of the village every day, and when people saw his father, they asked why, and her father said that his daughter had been admitted to university, and then he could hear a series of congratulations.

Mother once secretly told Lin Fan about this, if Lin Fan is admitted to university, Lin Liang is also ready to walk around the village road with his hands behind his back, so that others can see, my son is also admitted to university. In the last life, he was admitted to three books, Lin Liang did not come back on the construction site for the more than 10,000 tuition, in this life, he is going to fulfill his father's dream!

The day is over in the blink of an eye, and it's time to go to school again. That's the case in the third year of high school, with two days off in the first half of the month. After having lunch at home, Lin Fan said goodbye to his mother and went to school, but Lin Fan turned into an Internet café, he had been working in an Internet café for five days last week, but he couldn't bear to spend Cai Wen's money anymore. This time, he plans to spend the afternoon at the Internet café and then come out tonight for an all-nighter, which must be done.

When Lin Fan came out of the Internet café, the sky was already slightly dark, Lin Fan was reluctant to sit on a motorcycle, so he simply walked to school, anyway, it was only half an hour away.

When he first arrived at the school gate, he didn't expect to meet Chu Chu who had just stepped into the school gate with one foot, but Lin Fan didn't twist, "Hello, what a coincidence." Back at the age of eighteen, he had an inexplicable affection for his high school classmates.

Chu Chu was stunned, as if she didn't expect someone to greet her, and when she looked up and saw Lin Fan who was smiling brightly, Chu Chu, who had always been cold, actually replied, "Hmm." ”

Lin Fan was very familiar, "Are you going back to the classroom or the dormitory?"

"Classrooms. ”

"Just together. ”

Chu Chu seemed to be very uncomfortable with Lin Fan's enthusiasm, and according to the past, she should have treated her with no response, but remembering the scene when Lin Fan recited love poems last week, Chu Chu's lips still moved, "Why did you come so late?"

"I went and bought some counselling materials. Lin Fan himself didn't know why such a sentence came out of his mouth, as if it was a disgraceful thing to say in front of a beautiful woman that going to an Internet café was a disgraceful thing, Lin Fan could only secretly despise himself in his heart for being unproductive.

Chu Chu bowed, "Your usual grades are good, and it should be too late to work hard now." ”

Lin Fan was not used to Chu Chu's old-fashioned tone, and he was very optimistic and pillowed his arm, "Do your best, obey the destiny of heaven." It doesn't matter if you work hard or not, you just don't want to regret it. ”

"You don't want to go to college?"

"It's just to fulfill my parents' dreams, and by the way, I gave myself an explanation. ”

"And what are your dreams?"

Lin Fan groaned slightly, "Do the work you like, live the life you like, be free and unrestrained." ”

Chu Chu looked up at Lin Fan, "Freedom is to human beings, like light to the eyes, air to the heart, and love to the heart." There seemed to be a hint of yearning in his tone.

"Ingersoll. ”

It was Chu Chu's turn to be surprised, his good-looking eyebrows and eyes wrinkled together, and they combined into a look of surprise, "Have you read it?"

Lin Fan didn't answer, and shrugged his shoulders noncommittally, "Freedom only exists in bondage, without embankments, where can rivers come from?"

"Ginsburg. ”

"Freedom is one of the greatest blessings God has given to mankind. ”

"Cervantes. ”

Chu Chu seemed to know Lin Fan for the first time, raised his head and looked at Lin Fan's eyebrows seriously, and then there was a silence, "You wrote that poem?"

Lin Fan was a little at a loss for a moment, "I couldn't get used to Wu Lin that day, and I want to relieve you from the siege." Lin Fan scratched the back of his head with his hand, maybe he didn't know what he was nervous about.

"Oh. ”

Under the street lamp, the backs of the two were stretched so long.

When Lin Fan just stepped into the classroom, he obviously felt that something was wrong, and it seemed that a lot of looming eyes were focused on him. Lin Fan sat back in his seat as if nothing had happened. Could it be because he entered the class with Chu Chu?

Lin Fan was about to take out a book from the desk to read, but he touched an envelope, Lin Fan's expression moved, and he took it out to see, a typical youthful pink, inside the envelope was a note covered with Juanxiu's handwriting, Lin Fan swept it, it was nothing more than that Lin Fan wrote poems very well that day, reading poems was very handsome, girls also love literature and poetry, they can just be friends together, and the payment is Shen Qing.

Lin Fanwaner, looking up, saw that there were several girls in the front row who had been secretly paying attention to him. Lin Fan had the impression in his heart that this was the sister group of Shen Qing and the others. Lin Fan's few impressions of Shen Qing are that she has always been a relatively gentle girl in the class, and her appearance and figure are very petite like Jiangnan women, but she didn't expect that the commotion in the third year of high school would mess up this girl's heart.

As the saying goes, women chase men through the veil, this is the first time Lin Fan has received a love letter in his past life and this life, and it is fake that there is no turmoil in his heart, but Lin Fan really has no intention of falling in love, but he doesn't want to reject Shen Qing directly, for fear that the girl is too ugly, although they can't be together, Lin Fan still wants to be a light that warms the other party's youth, rather than leaving an embarrassing memory of the girl's youth.

Reliving a lifetime, Lin Fan has a lot less unwillingness and anger in his bones, but a little more peace and understanding. After thinking about it, Lin Fan wrote a short poem on the north side of the letterhead:

I stood on the bridge and looked at the scenery,

The people watching the view were watching me upstairs.

The moon adorns my window,

I adorn other people's dreams.

Shen Qing, thank me for decorating your dreams, life is the most beautiful but youth, cherish each other, and become the most beautiful scenery in each other's lives.

Lin Fan changed the 'you' in the broken chapter to 'I', and this little poem was the best way Lin Fan could think of to refuse.

Lin Fan walked in front of Shen Qing in the surprised and joyful eyes of several girls, the students in this era are always full of blessings for every couple who can come together, and they do not take the parents' early love to heart at all, this is the purest word of love and the truest feelings.

Gently buttoned the table, Lin Fan put the letterhead on Shen Qing's table, the girl's face was flushed, but she subconsciously saw the handwriting on the back, and sure enough, she instantly understood the meaning, and her eyes flashed a trace of loss. Looking at the corners of his mouth gently, Lin Fan finally bit his lip and asked, "What's the name of this poem?"

"Mr. Bian Zhilin's broken chapter. ”

Lin Fan turned away, there seemed to be a faint sadness in the air, the love of youth is always short and beautiful. It's just that Lin Fan didn't expect that after he rejected Shen Qing, he didn't see the inexplicable look that flashed in Chu Chu's eyes, nor did he expect that there were more and more love letters in his table fight.

The broken chapter has conquered everyone, this time the poem is so beautiful, in this era when the word literature and art have not yet become popular, in this era when rock and roll seems to be the hustle and bustle of personality, Lin Fan, a clean boy, is so different.