Chapter 335 [You Must Be Happy]
Li Xuan'er's place of residence is near Cheongdam Cave, and if you approach the road, after walking slowly for about half an hour, the two have returned to the house.
For some reason, Li Xuan'er's face seems to have a feeling of red tide that has not faded. In the sight of occasionally touching, there was a special feeling of shyness, and when Chen Tianlang looked at her, he deliberately avoided Chen Tianlang's gaze.
I don't know why, Chen Tianlang's current mentality is also very strange, obviously he doesn't have any evil thoughts, but he always thinks about ** and contempts her.
Li Xuan'er felt that Chen Tianlang's gaze seemed to be like fire, and she was a little unable to sit still, and said, "Do you want to drink water?" Why do you keep staring at me. Do I have flowers on my face?"
Chen Tianlang smiled slightly and said, "It's not that you have it on your face, it's because I have flowers in my heart." ”
Li Xuan'er said to go! Jiao Sheng laughed and said: "Do you Chinese men all lie to women like this? Don't say it, I'll pour water." When she said this, her face turned crimson.
When she bent over to pour water, Chen Tianlang saw her shirt slide forward, revealing her white waist, which made Chen Tianlang suddenly feel a little strange impulse. couldn't help but stand up, and also bent down and hugged her.
"Ahh
Chen Tianlang himself doesn't remember how long it has been since he touched a woman, and he hugged Li Xuan'er several times today, which made his enthusiasm that had been silent for a long time suddenly pour out like fire.
Li Xuan'er was sensitive, and immediately felt the temperature on Chen Tianlang's body and the changes in his body. said weakly: "Don't do this!" Then he pushed Chen Tianlang with his hand, but Chen Tianlang grabbed him and gave his left hand to press on her lower abdomen, preventing her from moving.
Li Xuan'er's body was trembling, and she seemed to have anticipated what would happen next.
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I don't know how long it took, when Chen Tianlang woke up from the incomparable sleepiness after indulgence, the faint sunlight pierced through the cracks in the window lattice, and Li Xuan'er's face was still flushed. Opening her eyes slightly, her face turned crimson again, hugged Chen Tianlang tightly, and buried her head in Chen Tianlang's chest.
Next to the scattered futon are various dolls scattered all over the place. Chen Tianlang looked at her long soft hair lying on his chest, but he was a little inexplicably dazed. ,
However, Chen Tianlang's heart did not encroach on the so-called pride of conquering a woman, but more guilt.
Chen Tianlang knew that he didn't love her, because he always thought that the other party would be a casual woman. Otherwise, she wouldn't have easily come out on a date with herself, but at this moment, the facts proved that she was her first man.
Chen Tianlang reluctantly took out a cigarette from the messy clothes on the bed and lit it, this excessive action also made Li Xuan'er, who was still intoxicated, sober up. Slowly turned over, grabbed the sheet and wrapped his white body, and sat up gently. Looking at Chen Tianlang, she smiled lightly, reached out and took the cigarette she had just lit from his mouth, took two puffs herself, and handed it back.
Chen Tianlang took a deep breath of cigarette, stretched out his right hand, and gently held her back in his arms, stunned for a moment, Fang Softly said: "Don't sleep more?"
Li Xuan'er shook her head lightly and smiled sweetly: "Do you think I can fall asleep?"
Chen Tianlang asked, "What's wrong?"
Li Xuan'er grimaced at Chen Tianlang with some anger, and cursed hatefully: "You did good things yourself, and you came to ask me." ”
Chen Tianlang smiled: "What's wrong!"
Li Xuan'er was shy, lowered her head slightly, and said softly: "You hurt people!" said that she pinched Chen Tianlang's thigh fiercely, and said with hatred: "You are going to die, big pervert!"
Chen Tianlang smiled and said, "Yes, yes, I'm a pervert, and I don't know which one entangled me so tightly just now." ”
Li Xuan'er glared at Chen Tianlang with a delicate face, lowered her head again, suddenly seemed to remember something, and said softly: "Are you hungry, do you want me to make noodles for you to eat!"
This domineering president-like woman suddenly became so gentle and lovely. It seemed that he put all his heart and soul on Chen Tianlang.
Chen Tianlang stroked her smooth back, raised his head and sighed, "Do you know what I want to say most now?"
Li Xuan'er saw that Chen Tianlang's voice seemed to be heavier, so she couldn't help but glance at him strangely and asked, "What do you want to say?"
Chen Tianlang took another deep breath of cigarette, and Fang said slowly: "I'm sorry!"
Li Xuan'er chuckled and said, "I thought you were going to say something, it turned out that I was sorry for this, I was voluntary." ”
Chen Tianlang shook his head miserably, and said softly: "But, I don't want to lie to you......" Looking at her watery eyes, Chen Tianlang said slowly word by word: "I don't love you!"
Li Xuan'er's expression froze suddenly, and a sluggish whiteness rose from her face, and Chen Tianlang felt her hand caressing her back and suddenly slipped down.
Li Xuan'er's expression stiffened, she didn't say anything, she was stunned for a moment, and then she slowly turned around and slowly stood up. The white sheet slipped lightly off her body and circled on the ground. The skin on her back was as white as clotted cream, and it was unreasonably distressing to see. The cold wind gently poured in from the skylight leak and blew on her body, causing the small particles on her skin to protrude, and her long hair fell to her waist like a tassel.
She stood like this, without any movement.
"Get dressed, don't catch a cold. Chen Tianlang said lightly, and as he spoke, he handed the pajamas from the bedside to her.
Li Xuan'er didn't look back, just silently took the pajamas and put them on gently. Still facing Chen Tianlang, I don't know what I'm thinking.
After a long time, she turned around and said lightly, "Is there any smoke?"
Chen Tianlang nodded, handed her the cigarette, and turned on the lighter again, wanting to help her light it. Li Xuan'er shook her head slightly, her eyes were a little dull, but she just took Chen Tianlang's lighter and lit it herself.
The green smoke flowed slowly in the room, Li Xuan'er walked to the window, opened the curtains, and looked at the withered metasequoia outside the window, motionless.
Chen Tianlang didn't know what she was thinking. The wind blows, the branches sway, and the fine fallen leaves are swept up by the wind and scattered like the cold rain of a winter night. Chen Tianlang's heart was suddenly a little sad, knowing that he had deeply hurt this woman.
When did he become so cold-blooded? Chen Tianlang, who used to be righteous and chivalrous for irrelevant people or things, has begun to change inadvertently. The so-called warmth seems to have slowly moved away from his own body.
Li Xuan'er was silent for a moment, then suddenly looked at the window and said softly, "I want you to tell me something." ”
"Whatever you ask, I'll tell you the truth. Chen Tianlang nodded.
Li Xuan'er slowly turned around and looked at Chen Tianlang's eyes, there was loneliness in her eyes, "I want to know, why are you saying this to me now?"
Chen Tianlang sighed a little dazedly and said, "I really want to say sorry again." But I know that some things don't change with a word of sorry. You're a good girl, I don't want to lie to you, I'm a person who is not suitable for a relationship. It can even be said that I can't accept that someone is too nice to me. ”
"Then why are you doing this to me!" Li Xuan'er's voice suddenly raised a pitch, appearing sharp and poignant.
Chen Tianlang's mind was empty, yes! Why should I do this?
The moment he looked up, Chen Tianlang suddenly saw a tear slowly flowing out of the corner of Li Xuan'er's eyes. Her face twitched, trying her best to suppress the tears, but the tears still slipped gently down her face uncontrollably, crystal clear. Tears turned out to be so beautiful.
Chen Tianlang's heart suddenly collapsed. It wasn't the first time he had seen a woman cry. But he knows that in this life, there are only two women who have really cried for themselves, one Xia Qing, and the other in front of her!
Xia Qing and Chen Tianlang are just a little sister forever, Chen Tianlang will not have any feelings except for his brother's liking for his sister. And Li Xuan'er ...... Chen Tianlang didn't know why at this moment, he actually felt a little heavy in his heart, and his heart hurt like a needle.
Could it be just a few short moments, an unintentional impulse, and deep in my heart, it was so deeply chromium-stained on her?
"Why don't you answer me?" Li Xuan'er saw that Chen Tianlang didn't answer, and asked lightly.
Chen Tianlang exhaled a long breath, shook his head gently, grabbed his clothes and put them on, and said in a low voice: "Perhaps, it's because I'm not happy!"
A look of surprise flashed on Li Xuan'er's face, and she said coldly: "You are not happy, so you are looking for me?
Chen Tianlang didn't know how to answer, so he could only shake his head and said softly: "I don't know how to say it, but I really don't want to hurt you, if I knew that you were the first time, I would never do it!"
Li Xuan'er had tears in her eyes, shook her head and laughed to herself, as if she felt extremely funny, slowly turned her head away, and muttered: "Is there a difference? ”
In Chen Tianlang's heart, there was more and more a feeling of being burned, and he was so depressed that he was almost out of breath.
Chen Tianlang took a deep breath, slowly stood up, walked behind Li Xuan'er, stood for a while, and gently opened his hands to hug her. Li Xuan'er only trembled slightly, but there was no struggle as Chen Tianlang imagined, let him hold it, at this moment, Chen Tianlang suddenly felt a little impulsive, and wanted to tell her everything clearly. But when the words came to his lips, Chen Tianlang still stopped. Just gently hugged her and kept kissing her long hair.
Li Xuan'er suddenly whispered: "Actually, I'm quite stupid, I really like you a little." Chen Tianlang, we have only known each other for a few days, you are Chinese, I am Korean, I am not in the same world, but fate made me meet you. ”
"Do you want to hear a story?" Chen Tianlang hugged Li Xuan'er and said softly.
Li Xuan'er didn't answer, nor did she shake her head. Chen Tianlang exhaled a long breath and said slowly: "In the past, there was a very ordinary young man who couldn't do anything except fight and make trouble, and in the end, even eating became a problem. At this time, he said to himself, you must succeed, and until you succeed, you must not be affected by everything else. So, he doesn't even have a girlfriend!"
Li Xuan'er turned around slightly, glanced at Chen Tianlang, and sneered: "Are you excusing yourself?
Chen Tianlang felt an unspeakable pain in his heart, looked out the window, laughed to himself a little bleakly, and said, "No, although I haven't read anything, I have dared to do it since I was a child." What is right and what is wrong, I still know very clearly. ”
Li Xuan'er sneered disdainfully: "Dare to do it? Like now, it can be regarded as a dare to do it? No wonder all the good men in this world are dead." ”
Chen Tianlang sighed softly, stretched out his hand forward, took a fallen leaf from the window, crushed it with two fingers, and then lightly sprinkled it, saying, "Whatever you say, what I say is the truth!"
Li Xuan'er smiled coldly and said disdainfully: "Men, they will always only find all kinds of different excuses to justify themselves!"
Chen Tianlang stopped talking.
I don't know when, Ren Changding's song "You Must Be Happy" came from the stereo of a house outside the house, and the rich, magnetic male voice was slowly singing.
"You must be happy, forget me, forget all the pain. We were just friends and only occasionally went the wrong way......"
"I'm sorry, forget me! Take care of yourself, you must be happy!" Chen Tianlang kissed Li Xuan'er's neck deeply, his hand slowly entered her waist, and resolutely turned around and walked towards the bedroom door.
The moment he went out, the corner of Chen Tianlang's eyes couldn't help but glance into the house, and saw Li Xuan'er sobbing softly, and her white pajama with light patterns fell to the ground, like an angel who had fallen into the mortal world.
The corridor is an old-fashioned wooden structure, and when you step on it, you will tap loudly. When he went downstairs, it was only a short distance, but Chen Tianlang felt that it was such a long journey for centuries.
The sky has changed, the sky is oppressive and gray, and after a good night's sleep, people can't guess what time it is, and it may be almost dusk. The dark clouds are even lower than in the morning, completely obscuring the sun, and the north wind has become biting, making it feel like winter has never passed in Seoul at this time.
A gust of north wind swept by, and the metasequoia leaves fell from the sky, staining Chen Tianlang's whole body, he couldn't help but shiver, but he knew that he was colder than his heart.
Li Xuan'er may still be watching in front of the window, but Chen Tianlang no longer has the courage to look back at her. Even a glance!
Walking alone in the dusk of this exotic city, the back should be very bleak. Chen Tianlang couldn't help laughing to himself, thinking in his heart, should you call Charlie Chen and come out for a drink?
At this time, drinking is the best, isn't it?