Mei Xiang is right, once this kind of thing is known by the state, it will definitely attract immediate attention, and at that time, even if they really don't do anything bad for the country, they will be listed as the object of suspicion, and even the relationship between the two will be cut off by Shengsheng, not only that, but it will also have a huge impact on their future.

Jiang Yuetang still has a mission to carry, and he can't care about his future, let alone Xiao Diyuan.

Even if he had the courage to take a desperate gamble, she had to think about his future.

Jiang Yuetang didn't think about these problems, but even if she could control her actions, she couldn't control her heart, she couldn't miss him, and she couldn't completely cut off contact with him.

Once a person is stubborn, he has the weakness of being attacked, but even so, she still hopes to have a relationship with him.

Mei Xiang saw that Jiang Yuetang was silent, and knew that Jiang Yuetang also had thoughts and difficulties in her heart, so she slowed down her voice and said, "Young master, quickly cut through the mess, this is good for you and him." And he said, "You ....... It's basically impossible to be together, and no one will agree to it. ”

Although this is ugly, it is true, so Mei Xiang does not regret saying it herself. She didn't want to see Jiang Yuetang's future ruined because of this incident in the future.

Jiang Yuetang got up silently and went to the study.

Seeing this, Mei Xiang hurriedly followed.

Neither spoke the way.

Entering the study, Jiang Yuetang picked up a book and read it intently. Mei Xiang served her tea, and then went outside to wait.

Jiang Yuetang doesn't like people around him when he reads.

Although he seemed to be concentrating on reading, Jiang Yuetang's mind was not on the book.

The words that Mei Xiang had told her, and the obstacles she thought she would encounter in the future, these things could not be overcome by bravery.

But is it really good for the two of them to give up? Not necessarily, maybe it will ruin their lives in another way.

Since not giving up will ruin the future of the two of them, and giving up may also ruin the two of them, then don't give up, just stick to it and see what happens.

In terms of feelings, Jiang Yuetang is far less courageous than life, but since Xiao Diyuan is so courageous, and she wants to be with him so much, then she should show some courage.

So she made up her mind, read only half a book, and then went back to her room, picking up a pen and drawing her own portrait.

Mr. Hsiao said he wanted a self-portrait of her.

In the past few years, although Jiang Yuetang looks in the mirror every day when dressing, she has never seriously looked at her appearance.

At the age of seven, she has bright eyebrows, bright and big eyes, as if she is about to drip water, the heavenly court is full, her forehead is smooth, her cheeks are pink, her chin is slightly pointed, her skin is fair and delicate, and she has a faint luster, which makes people think of high-quality white jade. The whole person looks delicate and elegant, like a blooming white lotus.

Although she still looks like a child, her eyes already reveal a bit of precocious wisdom, which is related to the memory of her past life.

I don't know what would happen if she wore women's clothes like this, she couldn't help but think to herself.

It's a pity that there are no women's clothes in her room, otherwise she would have put them on and felt it.

She sighed and began to paint.

In her meticulous paintings, the image of a boy gradually appears on the white paper. The boy in the painting has a melon seed face, bright eyes and bright teeth, delicate and handsome.

After the painting was finished, she looked at it carefully, and Fang was surprised by her painting skills.

In the past two years, she has very little time to paint because she is busy studying, but she didn't expect to paint well.

She sat down in front of the mirror with the painting, looked at her own face, and saw that the resemblance was very high, and smiled with satisfaction.

Mei Xiang looked outside and saw her smiling at the portrait, so she hurriedly came in to look at it, and said sincerely: "It's really like!"

Jiang Yuetang simply mentioned the word "court" on the right side of the portrait and rolled it up, then wrapped it in several layers of paper, and finally put it into a long wooden box.

Mei Xiang hurriedly asked, "Is the young master going to send it to him?"

"Hmm. ”

"Young master......" Mei Xiang wanted to speak and stopped.

It seems that the words she just said to Jiang Yuetang didn't work at all.

"I know what you're trying to say, but I'm not going to give up. Jiang Yuetang said while writing a letter.

"But, doesn't the young master really think about himself and his future?"

"Whatever happens in the future, I'll face it with him. Jiang Yuetang replied calmly.

Mei Xiang was stunned for a moment.

In Mei Xiang's impression, Jiang Yuetang has said things far beyond her age more than once, and sometimes Mei Xiang also wonders if she has an adult hidden in her body.

"What if, one day, you find out that this is wrong?" asked Mei Xiang again.

"I admit it and I won't regret it. Jiang Yuetang said.

Mei Xiang was completely speechless.

Jiang Yuetang also expressed his thoughts about him in his heart, but the words were much more subtle, and after writing the letter, Jiang Yuetang pondered what kind of gift to give him back.

The few pieces she collected were obviously not very suitable, and they were all sent by Jiang Chuanxiong, in case Jiang Chuanxiong wanted to see it one day, it would be difficult to explain that it was gone, so if she wanted to send it, she had to pay for it herself.

With her current savings, she simply couldn't afford anything comparable to his gift.

Of course, she doesn't necessarily have to buy the same price, but she hasn't come up with a suitable thing after thinking about it for a long time.

She always felt that there were few gifts worthy of him.

In the end, she decided not to buy a gift this time, but to give this portrait.

She knew he didn't care, and she knew he would understand.

Jiang Yuetang put the letter into the long wooden box, packed it carefully, and then said to Mei Xiang: "Tomorrow morning, you will send it to No. 9, Lane 11, Jiuhua Street, and give it to a person named Zhong Wen." ”

This address and this person were arranged by Xiao Diyuan on Zhaoguo's side to help Jiang Yuetang convey the letters between them, and Jiang Yuetang had met him once before. After this person received the things given to him by Jiang Yuetang, he would send someone to No. 13 Wentong Street in Shuguo to a person named Dong Zhi, and Dong Zhi would transfer it to Xiao Diyuan.

Previously, when Jiang Yuetang wanted to send something to Xiao Diyuan, he would send someone to inform Zhong Wen, and then Zhong Wen would personally come to Jiangfumen to pick up the things.

"Didn't they all ask him to come and get it before?" Mei Xiang said.

"There are a lot of people here, and he will be recognized when he comes, so let's send it quietly. Jiang Yuetang replied, and said: "I will allow you to go out tomorrow morning on the grounds that I will ask you to go out to help me buy things, and you will go and do this at that time." ”

Mei Xiang nodded and said, "Okay." ”

"Tomorrow you keep an eye on the people on the road and be careful not to be seen by acquaintances. Jiang Yuetang instructed again.

"I can save it, young master, don't worry. ”

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Dear friends, a watch is coming. Today I heard a beautiful song: Denean's "angels calling me", sweet, elegant, and atmospheric, like a clear spring flowing into the bottom of my heart.