Chapter 31: A charge without regard for the consequences

From the first moment the so-called "proposal" was proposed, I understood Sonoda's intentions, after all, her previous ideas were too obvious and the logic was too consistent, so that she said this sentence abruptly, but not too surprisingly.

Relationships between girls are mostly deceitful, and girls are more likely to fall into hypocrisy than conversations between boys, and people who you consider your brother will rarely speak ill of you behind your back, but people who you consider your best friend are more likely to slander you in your absence. Therefore, the friendship between girls should obviously be more questionable. But what if the camaraderie is genuine? What if the admiration of the juniors for the seniors is sincere enough? So, what level can the dedication to this affection go up to? I didn't think about that.

The girl with dark hair, beautiful hazel eyes, and a slightly shy Yamato Nadeshiko temperament all over her body, with a style different from her usual speaking, continued to talk confidently but calmly: "The biggest reason why Yuhihama-senpai rejected Ichishiki-senpai is that you are sure that Ichishiki senpai has a good impression of you - you can rest assured that I don't have this feeling for my seniors, and even the purpose of my proposal should be able to quickly distinguish between them, right?" ”

I looked into her eyes and nodded silently.

Sonoda, who received my affirmation, was visibly encouraged: "Of course, I believe that my goals may be contrary to the ideas of my predecessors, but in terms of the matter itself, we are not in conflict, are we?" Moreover, if the seniors know my purpose, you just need to be careful not to let me achieve my purpose. ”

"On the other hand, for the seniors, a very important reason why you can't find other people to help you is that this girl is likely to have to bear a certain amount of pressure, especially from Xiao Mu Yu's seniors, then, I have a big advantage here, I am not a student of the general martial arts high school, this pressure is the pressure within the school, it will not affect me, but only the seniors themselves - but, you must be ready to bear this kind of criticism, aren't you?"

"In the end, I understand the feelings of my seniors, although I don't like them, but I still understand, that's why I can make such an accurate judgment on the facts faced by my seniors, such an understanding of the situation, not to let myself get into an impasse, and can adequately avoid the object of tension from the school, it's not so easy to find, isn't it?"

Vice President Sonoda looked at me with some smugness, her thoughts were not clear at first, and she had a sense of improvisation, but as the conversation progressed, she had a feeling that her thoughts were becoming clearer and clearer, and when she finally asked me rhetorically, it was clear that even she herself was immersed in this wonderful logical reasoning.

- If you follow her train of thought, the problem seems to be solved. However, I know that one of the biggest issues that Sonoda missed in these words.

"It's a wonderful analysis, you have taken into account almost all the reasons that suit you, but, Sonoda-san, if I want to refute you, I only need a little."

"What's missing?"

"It's very simple, how to convince Senior Xiao Mu Yu of the fact that the two of us are dating?"

- That's right, that's the biggest problem with Sonoda Haiwei.

"You should know that Xiao Mu Cao's seniors know me quite well, not only my character, but also my social relationships, and you have so far, you have been in contact with me, and you are not even a friend, why does a junior who has not had much contact with me, and usually quarrels all the time, like me, why do I like such a junior, can you explain it clearly in front of Xiao Mu Cao's senior?"

This is not the kind of drama in the TV series where a person is temporarily pulled into a contract in the absence of his parents and a contract to make a contract with a boyfriend and girlfriend, in that case, the parents don't know about my situation, but now what I want to deceive is that the little Mu Yu senior who has been watching me has been watching, and this situation cannot be solved by this temporary agreement.

Sonoda couldn't give me that answer—though she would have worked hard to do it.

A moment of panic flashed in her eyes, but, apparently, she didn't give in.

"I can do it, I can explain why I like my senior, and I can even give a reason why my senior will accept my feelings."

"The key to the explanation is not whether other people believe or not, the key is whether Kogi Yu's predecessors believe it, do you think, can you do this?"

"I can do it."

"Promised too quickly, Sonoda-san," I shook my head, "you're now a little girl who is trying desperately to prove herself, without thinking about the process, without thinking about the outcome, just self-righteously imposing on me your romantic feelings about the world. At this point, you and Koharu are exactly the same. ”

When he heard Koharu's name, Sonoda froze as if he had been electrocuted.

"You admire your seniors, and you're complaining about why I made your seniors what they are now, but, in fact, if I say something a little cruel, the current Koharu is the one who has abandoned that idealistic fantasy, isn't it? What is the difference between you asking me to believe that you can do it with your idealism and asking Koharu and me to return to the past? You're building a fictional character that you've perfected, and that's it. ”

To be fair, Sonoda is a nice girl, and it's not wrong to pursue idealism, it's just a different value orientation, and the problem is that she's trying to shape the world in the direction of her idealism, trying to "correct" everyone in a way that is the same direction as I used to dictate other people's actions in the name of reason.

It's dangerous, so, at least out of the courtesy of my predecessors, I need to correct her—even to use the strictest of words, to combat her illusions.

"You keep telling me that you can convince your seniors to believe you, but do you really have an accurate plan? Or are you ready to get to work with just a passion and a spur of the moment? It's not a bad thing to aim high, however, it's important to do what you can. ”

"Taking a step back, even if I gave you this opportunity, if you fail, do you think it's just your personal failure? This will directly affect the trust that my senior has in me in this matter, and more specifically, it may affect my senior opinion of me as a whole - if you know my true feelings, do you think I would be so rash in entrusting this task to a little girl who seems to me to be far from being able to mature? ”

"Little girl—huh?"

"That's right, Sonoda-san, although you have just improved your level of speech for a while, judging from the state reflected in most of the things you do, you are still just a very simple little girl, and you can't deceive the senior of Xiao Mu Yu. That's why I can't trust you. ”

"But will Yubihama-senpai be able to find anyone else who is willing to help you?" Sonoda raised his voice and asked rhetorically.

"Threatening at this time is another terrible choice, do you really think you know me well enough - do you really think I can't find anyone else who can help me?"

The girl finally fell silent.

I patiently waited for her final reaction, and as a rule of thumb, it was time for the other person to throw in the towel.

After a long time, Sonoda finally raised his head again: "Yubihama-senpai, when you rejected Isshiki-senpai, or, even earlier, when you rejected Sugiura-senpai, did you also use this expression to talk to them?" ”

"What do you mean?"

"When I first met you just now, what I saw, your sadness, and your sadness, are they all lies?"

"I chose to take the initiative to talk to you because, I saw the seniors at that time, you are really sad, you know?" She said softly.

"Although I don't like you, although I hate you very much, I think that at that time, as long as anyone who knew you, they would want to care about you - and the way you talk to me now, it's as if the seniors I meet now are two people from the seniors I saw dozens of minutes ago, why do you still have to talk to me at this time with this kind of emotionless thinking that is almost forcing yourself to think about feasibility?"

When I was cornered by my reason, this was a response from Sonoda Haiwei.

Completely unreasonable, with pure emotion to decide the winner's response.

"It is true that, as the senior said, I may not be able to convince the senior of Kogi Yu in fact, but is the so-called logic, the so-called facts, and the so-called reasons of this question really so important? Our predecessors have been thinking about the gains and losses of others, and about the interests of a larger whole, which seems to be magnificent, and have been doing a kind of work of God who arranges the world. But, senior, you're not the God who looks down on everyone, you're one of the people, aren't you? Your analysis incorporates other people's emotions, but have you considered your own emotions? ”

"I thought about my feelings."

"If it's just the so-called 'like Kogi Senpao's feelings', it's no different from every consideration. When I say feelings, I mean more concrete, more immediate feelings, for example, I know that the current seniors are tired, then you can find someone to rely on, you can find someone to help - don't think about so many follow-up results! ”

"Isshiki seniors too, just now I too, and the seniors discussed the so-called rational analysis of the problem, the final loser must be ourselves - this is from the position of the seniors, but the seniors themselves may not be the real winners, right? Yubihama seniors just now, rejected Isshiki seniors, and what did you gain besides being 'correct'? ”

The logic is confused, the thinking is not clear, and the answer is not what is asked—I don't know what this girl is talking about, this is my judgment of what I said before.

But is that wrong?

Maybe not.

"You're tired, so you have to find someone to rely on, Sonoda-san, you know? The last person to say this to me was a color feather. ”

"I don't want my seniors to rely on me or anything, I don't have the same kind of thoughts as my predecessors, and I don't want my seniors to do anything, in the final analysis, I just said these words to express my dissatisfaction with my predecessors." Apparently realizing that this sentence was somewhat ambiguous, Sonoda turned his head away with a red face.

At least I won't get her wrong, though.

The synonym of careful analysis is actually looking ahead and looking backwards.

I suddenly remembered a long time ago, the Yui sister who temporarily decided to apply for the general martial arts high school, at that time, she should be the age of Vice President Sonoda.

I don't know when it started, maybe because of my way of thinking about problems, everyone around me began to pursue "reason" to convince me, and over time, they no longer liked impulsiveness - even Yui-sama.

And now, there's a girl who, in this way, puts in front of me the stupid enough solution of "don't be rational" and tries to convince me with it.

She must be crazy when she thinks about it - she doesn't know me well.

However, because of this ignorance, she may have really achieved the effect she wanted.

Sometimes, let the girl who doesn't think about the consequences and only looks forward to the future ahead, go to charge, maybe it's not a way to break the game, isn't it?

"That, Yuhihama-senpai, don't misunderstand, don't misunderstand-" Vice President Sonoda explained in a panic.

I interrupted her, though.

"Sonoda-san, you're right, I'm a little tired, so I don't want to think about it perfectly, relying on someone who doesn't have so many scruples and just thinks about charging, maybe there will really be unexpected surprises, right?"

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