628. Chapter 134
While waiting, another week passed quickly, and Cheng Hao didn't call her in the two weeks he went to the United States, and Xiaoyuan didn't dare to call him. As soon as she remembered what happened last week, her heart began to mess up again.
She was now more and more afraid to go to the moon platform, but she couldn't stop wondering if he was all right.
Xiang Xiaoyuan hesitated for a long time, but decided to go over, because she still wanted to know his situation, and he should come back.
When she entered the door of Xiaoyuan, she didn't find his figure, thinking that he hadn't come back yet, she breathed a sigh of relief, but her heart suddenly became very lost, and she felt empty.
"Koen!" Xiang Xiaoyuan was going upstairs when she suddenly heard someone behind her calling herself, she slowly turned her head and couldn't help but exclaim, "You're back?" When did you get back? ”
Cheng Hao was wearing an apron, looking a little ridiculous, he looked at Xiaoyuan and said, "I'll be back in the morning." ”
Seeing that Xiao Yuan was still stunned, he said again: "Wash your hands and eat!" ”
Looking at his warm smiling face, Xiao Yuan suddenly felt a little strange.
Cheng Hao didn't care about her expression, and pulled her to the dining table:
"Wait! Try my craft! He was as happy as a child, and quickly brought a roast chicken out of the kitchen.
"How about what my sister taught me? I tried several times to get it! He said as he cut the chicken and put it on Xiaoyuan's plate.
Xiaoyuan sandwiched it and tasted it, although it was not delicious, but it was not so difficult to swallow. She laughed and said, "It's delicious." ”
Then the silence continued.
By now, she didn't know what kind of mood and attitude to use to face Cheng Hao, so she could only be silent again.
Cheng Hao seemed to see her embarrassment, just smiled and let her eat, and didn't say anything else.
In the end, Xiaoyuan couldn't help but ask, "Is your mother okay?" ”
As soon as she finished asking, she saw the black armband on Cheng Hao's right arm, and suddenly realized that she had said the wrong thing, so she quickly lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry." ”
Cheng Hao still smiled: "My mother passed away." Luckily, I saw her for the last time. ”
Hearing him say this, Xiao Yuan felt very heavy, but he felt relieved, although he missed a lot, but in the end he caught up.
Cheng Hao saw that she didn't speak and continued: "I'm glad I listened to your words, otherwise I think I would regret it for the rest of my life......"
In fact, the moment he saw his mother, who was sick and full of life-sustaining equipment tubes, Cheng Hao was suddenly relieved.
Those past resentments, those unspeakable loneliness, those things that had been pressed in his heart for decades and could not be relieved, suddenly light as a feather, just slowly drifted away.
His mother can't speak anymore, she can only roll her eyeballs, and what can support her until now is Cheng Hao's ability to come to see her.
She knew that her son had finally forgiven herself.
She walked very peacefully and satisfied, this is her last wish in life, and she finally has no regrets.
At the moment when he saw the medical staff remove the life-saving equipment and cover the white sheet, Cheng Hao finally understood what Xiaoyuan said:
We don't have the right to use today's emotions to promise that we won't regret it in the future, and we shouldn't punish ourselves for the mistakes of others.
Yes, he once thought that he would never regret it and never forgive, but at this moment all the resentment disappeared with the death of his mother.
He really regretted why he couldn't let go of those obsessions and resentments to fulfill his obligations as a son.
It was his mother, and he couldn't control his heart at that moment, it was the person who had given him life, the connection of blood, and the inheritance of genes was not something you could break if you wanted to.
He couldn't describe the pain, but he really felt it......
"Thank you! Thank you! Cheng Hao held Xiaoyuan's hand with tears in his eyes, this is his heartfelt thanks, simple but the most sincere.
Xiao Yuan also looked at him and smiled softly: "It's okay, I didn't miss it." ”
Cheng Hao clasped her hand tightly and nodded: "Yes, fortunately, I didn't miss it." ”
They looked at each other as if they had a lot to say, but nothing came out.
After struggling with Xiaoyuan, Cheng Hao let go of her hand and quickly changed the topic.
He gave a general account of the situation of going home this time, and then took out a bunch of photos to show Xiaoyuan.
This time when I went home, everyone opened the knot in their hearts for many years, and although it was a funeral, everyone's hearts were very calm.
For the living are relieved, and the departed are liberated.
After attending his mother's funeral, the whole family sat around and was finally able to chat calmly, Cheng Hao suddenly felt that he felt a lot less lonely in his heart, after all, he had a home and a lot of family members.
In fact, these have always existed, but his heart has not made room.
"This is my sister and brother-in-law, my brother-in-law is taller than me, a standard Aryan, an amateur rugby player, and now works in the court. These are my two nephews! Cheng Hao pointed to the people in the photo and introduced them to Xiaoyuan one by one.
His two nephews were about the same height as him, with obvious caucasian characteristics at first glance, and they were mature before they were seventeen years old.
"This is your dad, right?" Xiao Yuan looked at Cheng Hao and pointed to the photo and asked.
Cheng Hao sat beside her with one hand around her and smiled: "Yes, it's easy to recognize." ”
Xiaoyuan also smiled: "Yes, you can see at a glance, you and your father look alike!" Looking at this picture, I can imagine what you look like at sixty years old! ”
Cheng Hao laughed: "Yes, my family looks very similar, and outsiders can see at a glance that they are all from my family." ”
After that, he hurriedly went to the bedroom to find a photo album: "Do you look like it?" ”
Xiao Yuan looked at the yellowed photo and couldn't help but sigh: "Oh my God! It's so similar! Your grandfather? ”
Cheng Hao shook his head: "No, it's my great-grandfather." ”
Xiaoyuan was shocked, and said in his heart: "Mom, what kind of gene is this?" It's like a clone! ”
Looking at this photo compared to Cheng Hao, it is basically like Cheng Hao wearing the clothes of the Republic of China and changing his hairstyle.
Cheng Hao added evilly: "In the future, my son will definitely look exactly like me!" ”
Xiao Yuan nodded and said with a sneer: "Yes, you have even saved the paternity test fee." ”
Cheng Hao was so angry that he directly gave Xiao Yuan a burst of the brain, Xiao Yuan covered his head and argued with him, Cheng Hao was very angry and didn't want to deal with him at all, so he blasted her upstairs.
Xiao Yuan rubbed his head and muttered. Okay, I picked up a small bag, and I poked his lung tube again.
Xiang Xiaoyuan was reading under the lamp, and Cheng Hao came up and knocked on the door again.
Xiaoyuan didn't bother to take care of him and didn't open the door for him.
Cheng Hao had no choice but to endure his anger and said, "Come out with me tomorrow!" Gotta go! ”
Xiao Yuan let out an "oh" and turned off the lamp, indicating that he ignored him completely.