Chapter 194: The taste of the world is pure joy

The willow tops on the moon, people about after dusk.

"The moon is so big and round tonight. ”

"Really?"

"I think you fit well with the moon. ”

"Why?"

"Don't go near the same living people. ”

Lin Fan was a little surprised, and subconsciously touched his face, he was indeed in a bad mood, and the reason was naturally related to his parents. I just didn't expect it to be so obvious.

Chu Chu held her cheeks, her expression when she said this sentence was very flat, and she didn't seem to want Lin Fan to react to this sentence, she just wanted to say it, and what attracted her more at this time was the moon in the night sky.

"Life is an encounter with seven selves. One is bright, one is sad, one is gorgeous, one is adventurous, one is stubborn, one is soft, and finally the one is growing. Lin Fan still explained.

"I think you're more like a Nietzsche child. ”

Nietzsche divides the human spiritual state into three stages, the first stage is the camel, in which many burdens are weighed on the human spirit, such as pretending to be humble in order to hide, showing madness and forgetting wisdom, being tempted to make progress, and pursuing knowledge for the sake of truth but neglecting to elevate the noble soul.

The second stage is the lion, at this time, people begin to demand freedom and want to be their own masters. The third stage is the child, why can a child do something that even a lion can't do? Because children are naΓ―ve and forgetful.

"I seem to be omnipotent in your eyes. ”

"You've never been excited about wealth, you've never been blind to high status, it's more like enjoying the whole process for you, you're like a child, doing your favorite games, everything because of your own interests. Chu Chu told the story, more like talking about a trivial matter, God said, the husband is the head of the wife, Chu Chu thought and did the same.

It's hard for you to get angry with Chu Chu because she's always so detached and empathetic. It's like at this time, Chu Chuming knows that Lin Fan is in a bad mood and won't say anything to comfort him, but he just inadvertently arouses your interest and says something that seems to have nothing to do with the narrator, and it will be very worry-free to live with such a girl.

"I'm not as noble as I think, and I don't like self-anesthesia, noble is noble after all, and meanness is despicable after all. ”

Chu Chu changed the topic, "Have you thought about your twentieth birthday wish?" Lin Fan obviously still had a knot, and if he continued to talk about it, it would only make each other more impatient, and changing the topic was the best decision.

Lin Fan didn't spit out the answer Chu Chu wanted, but said suspiciously, "Make a wish on your birthday, eat cake, and celebrate." Eating cakes, blowing candles, or eating longevity noodles is not just a ceremony on a specific day, and if so, what is the meaning of birthdays?"

"It's like you have to pray for prayer and you have to use paper to go to the toilet, and when a special thing becomes a regular thing, it loses the meaning of the thing itself. ”

Chu Chu's face was still very calm, if other girls heard this, they might think that Lin Fan was dissatisfied, dissatisfied with herself. But Chu Chu understood that Lin Fan was just venting, and the man he loved was a man who hated restraints and rules.

"The ceremony has a very special feeling for people, just like the ancient ancestors prayed for good weather and must be sacrificed, and it seems that now marriage must be married, which is not only the most consolation, but also a declaration to everyone. ”

Chu Chu's eyes were very bright, and he said word by word unhurriedly. Lin Fan saw Chu Chu's bright eyes, and his heart suddenly beat for a moment.

For a while, the dissatisfaction and indignation in his heart were held back to the deepest part of his heart, he has never liked to vent or show his bad feelings, and today he complained too much, making him a little different from himself.

"I think I smell you're making stew. ”

"Do you want to open another bottle of wine?" Chu Chu knew that Lin Fan's heart knot had not gone, but she would not insist on untying it or asking the bottom of it, everyone is an adult, and they have their own ways of thinking and doing things, as long as they can be restrained and do not affect others, why make everyone very bad.

The dishes on the table are very simple, stewed vegetables, garlic vegetables, beef in sauce, and braised eggplant. Sixi balls are still Lin Fan's favorite dishes, and Chu Chu doesn't find it strange, loving someone often makes him lose himself.

After Lin Fan had already started eating, Chu Chu brought another basin of hot water, "Very surprised? That's right, it's to wash your feet." ”

"This is the new custom for birthdays?"

However, Lin Fan still obediently removed his shoes and socks, and let Chu Chu's little hands move up and down, and after a while, Lin Fan figured out what Chu Chu was going to do.

"Pinch your feet?"

"Two days ago, I accompanied my dad to pinch his feet and secretly learned. ”

A sore feeling came from the soles of his feet, but then it was comfortable, Lin Fan didn't have the feeling that it was refreshing for an iceberg beauty like Chu Chu to pinch his feet, he just felt that it was very much like a home, plain but comfortable, this was the feeling he had been looking forward to for a long time.

The two didn't speak, and the lights in the house were bright, which was something that Lin Fan had been looking forward to for a long time. It's a dark night outside, maybe it's cold, maybe someone hasn't eaten dinner yet, maybe there are children waiting for their parents to return, maybe someone is still out and about.

But at the moment there are a few plates of home-cooked food on the table, next to his sweetheart, she is beautiful, he loves her very much, is there anything more perfect than this?

"Tired of pinching, aren't you? ”

"I'm really tired, and I don't have the skills to get home. ”

Lin Fan sandwiched a piece of beef and put it in Chu Chu's mouth, "It's very good, I'll pinch it for you when I go back to the room." ”

"No, you boys have too many hands, I can't take it anymore. ”

"Don't worry, I have a score in my heart, and I will definitely serve you well. ”

The night was not too deep, nine o'clock seemed to be the beginning of the nightlife, Lin Fan and Chu Chu were already lying on the bed, there were no intertwined bodies, only two hearts snuggling up to each other. Lin Fan is fulfilling his promise, listening to Chu Chu's instructions, pinching his feet with all his might, the two whispered about the interesting things that happened in life, harmonious and happy, just like an old couple who have been married for decades, warm and happy.

Chu Chu was already asleep, snuggling in Lin Fan's arms with satisfaction, Lin Fan looked at the ceiling very energetically, his heart was calm, and all the negative emotions in his heart had disappeared. Getting along with Chu Chu is like a breeze, inadvertently smoothing out a lot of things.

The twentieth birthday has passed like this, is this a third or a quarter of his life? But none of this matters, Lin Fan had an unforgettable twentieth birthday, plain, warm and satisfying, as if he had passed his eightieth birthday in advance.

In fact, what he wants is very simple, the taste of the world is Qinghuan.