Chapter 14: After being busy, you will look forward to calm
To be honest, if you want to put this history in front of everyone in the Ministry of Service, then in addition to my sister, the other two people will probably think that Sugiura Koharu is definitely a good joker, because such Yubihama Kazuya and the Yubihama Kazuya they know are definitely two people.
However, in fact, the two Yuhihama are one person, one is the past me, and the other is the current changed me - it's just that once people have formed a certain fixed impression of someone, it is difficult for their cognition to shift.
Of course, Koharu didn't make such an explanation, she just glanced at the snow with some confusion, then tilted her head to look at me, and asked a little inexplicably, "Well, I mean, Yubihama-senpai, the tone in which he usually talks to people?"
I understand that for Sugiura Koharu, she didn't know about the changes that had taken place in my high school years, so in her cognition, I was still the overly arrogant and flamboyant me in the middle school period, and the crushing rebuttal that made Koharu under the snow just now undoubtedly reminded her of the experience I had that made her a little embarrassed, right?
Not to mention, before that, her first impression of Yubihama Kazuya in Sobu High was the feeling of doing the same thing on the football field as she had on the football field of this person in Kunaka, so it should be normal to deduce this conclusion, right?
"Well, I don't quite understand what you mean, Yubihama's normal situation, do you mean the kind of image that is a little taciturn and unwilling to talk more?" Yukishita frowned, and pointed to me, who was standing in front of the table and watching the conversation between the two with a little stupidity.
"Ah, is this the normal situation of Yubihama-senpai?" Koharu was obviously stunned for a moment, and raised his eyebrows, "Well, speaking of Yubihama-senpai, isn't he the kind of feeling that he is particularly flamboyant and doesn't admit defeat from anyone?
Well, it feels like Koharu said something bad!
"Well, if that's what you're going to say," Yukishita nodded, "I still have some impressions of the characteristics of this part of Yubihama's sentain, but it's just a flash in the pan." ”
Obviously, under the snow is remembering the quarrel I had with her when I first joined the department.,If you think back to my state at that time.,In fact, I was really sharp in the face of the snow at that time.,Not giving an inch—although the goal that this sharp state wants to achieve is somewhat different from the goal that Koharu wants to achieve.。
But that doesn't stop you from using your excellent memory and logical analysis skills to connect the two dots.
"Well, that's what it means, that," Koharu glanced at the snow with some caution and curiosity, and asked in a low voice, "Eh, so, isn't that what the current Yubihama seniors look like?"
Although Isshiki told me that Koharu was asking her for my information, it was clear that this kind of information could not be found through Isshiki's generalizations, and with Isshiki's shrewd awareness, she would definitely use her understanding of my information as a bargaining chip in exchange for a compromise with Koharu, which Koharu was unwilling to compromise, so the information she could get from Isshiki was somewhat limited.
"You can rest assured, the current Yubihama junior, well, although it still seems a little restless," Yukixia nodded, as if describing a pet that has been tamed by himself but still has a temper temper occasionally, "Generally speaking, it is not so sharp, after all, I told him the gap in ability from the beginning!"
Although the conclusion is true, but what is the feeling of "Yubihama and was also tamed by Yukishina", you have to remember, Yukishita-san, I'm just in the stage of self-restraint now, and I haven't accepted your set, and I once agreed with the idea. Moreover, my current self-restraint is just a manifestation of my high school debut, and it has absolutely nothing to do with your so-called blow.
"Uh, that's right!" Koharu's eyes darkened slightly, from the bright and hopeful look just now, to the somewhat cloudy situation at the beginning.
"Well, then if it's okay, I'll leave first, I already know about the matter of the seniors under the snow, and then the student council of Qingquan Middle School should discuss this matter with the student council of the general martial arts high school, so that the commission of the seniors under the snow is more or less completed, right?" After that, the silence of the classroom of the service department, which was a little inexplicably cold, was broken by the guests first.
"So, if needed, we can help Koharu-chan find Koiha-chan, well, that's it, you just said that it feels a little weird for a person to come to our school, right?" Looking at Koharu, who was still a little depressed in general, my sister took the initiative to stand up and said to Koharu in a tone that wanted to ease the atmosphere.
"No, well, Yubihama-senpai-senpai-well, it's not Yubihama-senpai," Koharu smiled reluctantly and said, "Yukishita-senpai-seni just meant that he didn't want the student council to know that you were involved in this matter, right? So then I just need to solve it myself, and the seniors under the snow can also act like they don't know the impact on me. ”
"Ah, that's right, but Xiaoxue-" My sister still looked a little unwilling, but the decision should have been made at this time.
"—just let her go, Yui-san. ”
"Eh, Kowa?"
There's no way, that guy, that's it, although she has suffered a big failure, although her previous self-confidence may be destroyed by others, but at this time, she still wants to bear it alone, although it is obvious that it would be better to have others to help her bear it, but she will still work alone.
Maybe this kind of overly strong, and in the end, a little fragile, is also the reason why she was able to attract me at that time, right?
However, ironically, it was I who caused the biggest failure in Sugiura's life.
I don't want to say something like "I don't have any other way to atone for my sins now", because I am correcting my mistakes, because trying to make up for the biggest harm to the other party, but her situation, which is very familiar to me, and which I can once help but can do nothing now, still makes me a little unbearable.
If the biggest characteristic that distinguishes human beings from wild beasts is their rationality, then the most important characteristic that distinguishes human beings from machines is their sensibility, right? While pursuing rationality and neutrality, I will want to restrain my feelings as much as possible, but if I restrain my feelings, then the meaning of human beings' pursuit of rationality does not exist, in the final analysis, the purpose of this rationality is to give ourselves self-satisfaction, and self-satisfaction itself is a kind of feeling.
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What happens next is really irrelevant to the ministry department. Although he received a big blow, Koharu still did his job meticulously. Just a week after that conversation with us, the Sowu High School Student Union and the Qingquan Middle School Student Council reached an agreement to jointly hold an event.
Although this agreement does not directly stipulate the so-called preferential conditions for further education, or rather, this agreement is only a so-called agreement that "encourages the students of Qingquan Middle School to participate in the school festival of Sobu High School, and gives convenience to the students of Qingquan Middle School who want to watch the school festival of Sobu High School".
However, considering that the previous cooperation project between Qingquan Middle School and Qingquan High School on the school festival was a similar situation, people who are interested have to have some ideas for further cooperation between the two schools. After all, when it comes to the issue of higher education, it is not simply a matter for the student councils of the two schools to decide, but also requires further coordination between the board of directors and the school.
However, once the initial links between a high school and a high school have been established, it is predictable that the terms of other cooperation on the basis of strengthening the student relations between the two schools will be reached.
On the day the agreement was reached, Koharu Tochishiki brought me a letter.
The content of the letter was very simple: "Yuhihama-sen, if I can do the same as Yukishita-sen, then our previous problems can be avoided, right?"
It seems that the words under the snow still have a great impact on Koharu, she seems to have taken the snow as her own goal, perhaps, in her opinion, the "absolutely correct" attitude to solve all problems under the snow can deter me, and it can also allow our previous relationship caused by my mistakes and her accommodation to me to continue to maintain, right?
But, Koharu-san, you're going in the wrong direction! The path of Yukino under the snow, which is the path of Kazuya Yubihama in the past, will only end up in destruction!
What's more critical is that along with this letter, there is also a message conveyed by Koharu Toshiki: "I will continue to work hard until I reach that level, so Yubihama Senpai doesn't have to try to convince me, I'm no longer the person who blindly trusted my predecessors before!"
So, it's good to have your own thoughts, but what's the deal with this attitude? This feeling of completely imitating the snow under the snow makes people really crazy! Not to mention whether or not you can learn the ability under the snow, this kind of attitude is absolutely undesirable.
However, such a road to the black Koharu can't be shaken at least for a short time, so I can only vent the resentment in my heart on Xuexia Xue's body - uh, it seems that I can't vent it either, because from beginning to end, Xuexia has never told Xiaochun what she should do, Xiaoharu's choice is completely self-interpretation and self-regulation, and it would be a bit too much to blame her for this kind of thought.
Of course, it's definitely not because I can't beat the snow on this issue for the time being!
On the other hand, although the Sobu High School Student Council had reached an agreement with the Kiyosen Middle School Student Council without knowing it, the role of the Ministry of Service was almost ignored as expected by Yukishita, and although both Isshiki and the head of the castle had some doubts about the possible role of Yuki under the snow, this suspicion was dissipated after everyone in the Ministry of Service kept silent about the matter, and even showed a completely unclear attitude towards it.
However, when I occasionally passed by the door of the light music club, and was pulled by Minister Iizuka, who was still more enthusiastic, to talk about the service department and the football club, I could see that in the club where the staff were already busy supporting or opposing Yanagihara Tomo, the one next to him, who seemed to be completely indifferent to this kind of thing, still looked at me very attentively, and occasionally took out a pen and wrote something on the paper, looking thoughtful.
Remembering that Isshiki had mentioned that the student council was ready to ask Haruki Kitahara for help, I somehow had the idea that Haruki Kitahara might know something, after all, the person who is particularly good at detecting anomalies in his surroundings should be sensitive to the places around him that need help in most cases.
Of course, I'm not a detective either, and I don't need to pay too much attention to these somewhat trivial and complicated things, and after telling the enthusiastic Minister Iizuka that "Hayama is a magnanimous person who didn't try to turn things against me because he was provoked by me in football" and other half-truths and nonsense, I also left the Light Music Club.
Of course, at the time, I just thought that the situation of the Light Music Club would be chaotic, but I never doubted the existence of the association itself, and the fact that they were able to achieve the minister's third-year carnival at the school festival.
And the events that changed after that, and the speed at which it happened, were a bit of a surprise.
Although this is all later, because, at least now, when I walk into the classroom of the ministry and look at three people with completely different personalities who have good and bad attitudes towards me, my mood is still very relaxed and calm.
After all that I've been through, I feel that the first unattended situation in the ministry is the best situation.