Chapter 45: Dreams

After hanging up the phone, Li Ming didn't know what he was feeling in his heart.

He didn't know, and he didn't understand, that so many things had happened to Enron, and this qiē was started because of him.

Perhaps because of these experiences, Enron has changed a lot compared to before.

From An Pingwen's story, the current Enron does not lie to any man, and even no longer believes in any man at all.

All those who want to get close to Enron and pursue her will be viewed by Enron with suspicion, because Enron is already in love

Looking forward to it, I am even a little resistant to falling in love and getting married.

Li Ming suddenly felt that he was really a failure.

He used to think that since fate had given him a chance to do it all over again, he wouldn't be the same again.

Nor will he let the people he cares about or care about him get hurt because of him.

However, his appearance made Enron have such a change.

Although he doesn't know the life trajectory of Enron in another life, Li Ming thinks that there will be no difference now.

All of these made Li Ming feel powerless and even uncomfortable, as if there was a suffocating feeling enveloping him.

Back in his room, Li Ming didn't say a word, lying on the bed, dazed and stupid, not knowing what he was thinking, his eyes were looking at the ceiling, but his eyes were scattered.

That night, Li Ming had a dream.

In the dream, he returned to the narrow, small, dark room he had been.

There, he had just lost his job and was seriously ill and could not go out to find a new job.

When he called Song Qian's number, it turned out to be just an empty number, and when he contacted others to ask for Song Qian's contact information, the result was that Song Qian had already died.

Li Ming, who didn't want to believe it, took his already poor body to find Song Qian everywhere, until Li Ming came to Song Qian's resting place.

Looking at the familiar yellowed photo, Song Qian on it was still smiling so happily, so simple, and so beautiful.

At that moment, Li Ming's whole person's spirit seemed to be emptied all of a sudden.

People are either silent or crazy.

Undoubtedly, Li Ming was crazy, he was crazy and wanted to dig up Song Qian's sleeping place to see if it was the real Song Qian.

However, before he could see if it was Song Qian inside, his crazy move had already been stopped.

He was beaten out of the graveyard as a madman.

Because he was regarded as a madman, the police did not arrest Li Ming, perhaps because they also thought that there was no need to waste police resources for such a madman.

Li Ming, who was walking alone on the street, was a little confused, he didn't know, he didn't know if he was back or woke up from that dream, perhaps, it was all his fantasy and dream world.

Li Ming unconsciously walked back to his house not far away.

When he saw the home, which was both familiar and strange, he was suddenly frightened, and he didn't know what he was afraid of.

It was his home, so familiar, and he spent his childhood here. He grew up here until he became an adult, and here he left traces of his growth.

But it is so strange, over the years, the familiar home has also undergone some changes, the roof has become a little different, decorated with tiles that were not there before, and solar street lamps have appeared on both sides of the road that were not there before

Li Ming stopped, hid in the dark, and glanced at his parents from a distance. And he was gone.

He didn't want his parents to see what he was now, where he was.

Li Ming is gone, and he doesn't know where he will be in the next moment, or even where his next stop will be.

He just walked aimlessly, or in accordance with his inner walk, which he couldn't figure out.

Leaving the county seat, he came to Gaoyang City, where he stayed for a long time.

Here, he doesn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, and he met Enron.

In the crowd. Li Ming recognized An Ran at a glance, but An Ran didn't seem to recognize Li Ming, or maybe it was because An Ran didn't pay attention to Li Ming's body at all!

An Ran was holding a child, about five or six years old. Li Ming also heard the child shouting An Ran's Mommy.

An Ran's whole mind was on this little girl's body, and on An Ran's face, there was also a brilliance that Li Ming had not seen in An Ran before, which was a kind of maternal love. Full of tenderness, full of love

An Ran also had a smile on his face, and from that smile, Li Ming saw something called happiness.

Li Ming had no intention of disturbing An Ran. Therefore, he didn't stop An Ran, but just passed by her, just like he usually passed by with young mothers with children.

In this way, Li Ming went to a lot of places and saw a lot of people, he saw Ying'er, it was in a mental hospital, Ying'er had a very strict depression, and even had hallucinations, because Ying'er always talked to Song Qian, in fact, it was a ball of air that talked to Ying'er.

Other than this, Ying'er is normal in other aspects, just like a normal person.

Even, when Ying'er saw Li Ming, she recognized Li Ming instantly, and showed a pure childlike smile to Li Ming, as if she was very happy and happy to see Li Ming.

When Li Ming and Ying'er were chatting, Ying'er would always ask Song Qian beside her, as if Song Qian was really beside her.

This made Li Ming very sad.

Li Ming even talked to Song Qian, who had nothing but air, and said hello, as if he was really talking to Song Qian.

This is not because Li Ming really saw Song Qian, but because when he really thought he was talking to Song Qian, Ying'er would be very happy and happy, even happier than when Li Ming was talking to her.

Because finally someone believed that Song Qian was by her side.

Just for Ying'er's smile, Li Ming communicated the air as if it was a real Song Qian.

Li Ming also met a lot of people he knew and didn't know before, good or bad relationships.

Just walked and walked.

Finally, Li Ming woke up!

After waking up, Li Ming was still a little dazed, lying on the bed stupidly, doing nothing, not even thinking about anything, it seemed that the influence of the dream was still there.

After Li's mother called Li Ming several times in a row, Li Ming got up from the bed as if he had just woken up from a dream.

When Li Ming was washing, it took a long time, and he dived his face into the cold water, until he couldn't stand it anymore, so he left the cold water, returned to the air, and breathed the fresh air.

At a certain moment, Li Ming even felt that time was stopping. (To be continued......) R1292