What does it mean for the fetus to stop developing?

When they heard the news from the doctor, Bai Jing and Wang Wei felt cold in their hearts, almost desperate.

What is the most devastating thing about a person's mind? Is it a great disappointment?

If you ask Bai Jing and Wang Wei this question, they will probably say that they first give you great hope, and then tell you that all your hopes are in vain.

When she came out of the hospital, Bai Jing was shaky, if it wasn't for Wang Wei's support, she would definitely be paralyzed on the ground, and her tears couldn't stop flowing.

And Wang Wei's performance is not much better than her, his eyes are empty, and he has a false sense of detachment when he looks at the people who come and go around him, as if those people are just phantoms in front of him.

It's been five or six years, and it's been five or six years since Bai Jing's first pregnancy and ectopic pregnancy, and in the past five or six years, as long as the two of them hear about which hospital treats infertility well, or where there is an old Chinese medicine doctor who is famous, they will definitely take the time to see it.

The disappointed eyes of the parents on both sides, and the inadvertent sigh, even if it was just when they looked at other people's children, the gloom in their eyes was a kind of heartache in the eyes of Bai Jing and Wang Wei.

The classmates and colleagues around them, who are about the same age as them, gradually have children, and every time they hear these people talking about their children, Bai Jing and Wang Wei will be depressed.

Seeing others posting photos of their children on social media will also make them gloomy for a long time.

And recently, Bai Jing finally became pregnant, and this good news swept away the haze that had been shrouded in the heads of their three families for the past few years, like a cold and drowsy after a whole winter, the thick clouds in the sky were finally pierced by a touch of sunlight, although the body did not feel the warmth of the sun, but the heart was hot all of a sudden.

For more than two months, although Bai Jing nested in bed every day to raise a baby, her life became extremely monotonous and boring, and she was also tormented by morning sickness and itching all over her body every day, but her mood has always been good.

The same is true for Wang Wei, although all the housework is on his head, he does it willingly and happily.

The parents of both sides also came to visit them every now and then for various reasons, buying this and that, shouting and asking for warmth, but the smiles on the faces of the four old people could not be concealed.

It was an expression of extreme physical and mental comfort, an expression of happiness.

Bai Jing finally got pregnant, and this time it was not an ectopic pregnancy, both parents only had joy in their hearts, and the four of them often said to Bai Jing and Wang Wei: "There is no such thing as patriarchy in our family, as long as it is our own child, it is good whether it is a man or a woman!

Bai Jing and Wang Wei also thought the same.

For people who give birth to children like old hens laying eggs, they will want a boy or girl in their hearts, but for Bai Jing and Wang Wei, it is already a great happiness to have a child of their own, as for whether it is a man or a woman, they are not extravagant at all, it is better than not having a child on their knees!

I have been happy for more than two months, but today I was declared over by a cold sentence from the doctor.

The two of them were not in the mood to eat dinner, and when they returned home, Bai Jing and Wang Wei looked at each other speechlessly, Bai Jing just wiped her tears from time to time, touching her still flat stomach, Wang Wei couldn't stand the atmosphere, and simply walked to the balcony and smoked cigarettes one after another.

Looking up at the sky, he felt how unfortunate his fate was, and he, who had never believed in fate, finally began to believe.

He is confident that he can do anything else, but he can't do anything about giving birth to a child, an ectopic pregnancy, a fetal arrest, looking at the sky, he began to reflect on whether he has done anything harmful to heaven and reason over the years, so there is such retribution?

He remembered stealing the neighbor's eggs, beating his classmates, pulling the braids of the female classmates at the front table, and privately speaking ill of his colleagues in front of the leader......

But is the retribution for these things so great?

So, he wondered if he had done anything evil in his previous life, so he took retribution in this life.

Cranky thoughts occupied his thoughts, and Bai Jing was not much better.

The two of them lay in bed at night, neither sleepy, but neither spoke, Bai Jing was immersed in sadness and inferiority, other women give birth to children so easily, but they can't give birth to any of them, two pregnancies, but there are such and such problems.

Fetal cessation of development......

This is a condition she had never heard of before, but now it happened to her.

She was even wondering, will Wang Wei ask me for a divorce?

If he asks for divorce, what reason do I have to disagree?

So, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became.

And Wang Wei! He was already wondering if he would never have the opportunity to be a father in his life, and what would become of his and Bai Jing's lives in the future?

Do you just live like this all the time? Before you are thirty years old, you eat and wait for death day by day? Is every day like living in the twilight?

Am I going crazy?

Wang Wei felt that his heart was empty, and suddenly felt that everything in this family was cold, and he felt that everything he had now would not belong to him in a few decades, ten years, or tomorrow or someday.

Because of the impermanence of life, he may leave this world one day, and when he leaves this world, who will fall into the hands of those things he has now?

Who will inherit?

He doesn't have children!

Maybe it falls into the hands of a relative, maybe it will be taken back by the government, maybe there will be no one around when you die, right? How many days will your body rot at home, and how far will the stench waft out before it will be discovered?

Wang Wei, who is not yet 30 years old, is full of pessimism and despair about the future.

He thought to himself with amusement: I don't have to care about how expensive the kindergarten tuition is, how serious the air pollution is, how bad the nature will be, or even whether there will be a war in the country, whether the human race will perish or something.

Because when he dies, everything in this world will have nothing to do with him.

What does a person who has no hope in his heart care about, and what does he care about?

Just like Bai Jing beside him, he was suddenly startled at this time, and said to him: "Ah, husband, why is my stomach suddenly hot? Husband, is the baby about to be miscarried?"

In bed at three o'clock in the morning, Wang Wei opened his eyes and turned his face to look at the panicked Bai Jing, he could feel his indifferent heart, and a voice said in his heart: Anyway, the fetus has stopped, isn't it a matter of time before the miscarriage happens?

He was in such a state of mind, so he opened his mouth and said to Bai Jing: "Sleep! If your stomach hurts badly, I'll take you to the hospital, if it doesn't hurt, go to sleep! It's not early!"

As he spoke, Wang Wei closed his eyes weakly.

Bai Jing looked at him blankly, dumbfounded.