To answer this question is actually very simple, for me, the impact on my family because of my reasons is remedy, that is, it is a controllable process, as I complained about the other day, if my sister is still willing to let me help her review, I will be willing to help, because no matter what, I can control my own behavior by observing the changes in my family.

Of course, this is a bit arrogant, and as Hikiya said, for me, the relaxation of self-restraint in front of my family is just a way to find a place to relax after suppressing my own nature. But there must be something willful to say, family is actually such an existence, because the reason why family and family affection are called family affection is because of its infinite tolerance to you.

If your family members ask for something in return for your efforts, then this feeling called family affection is not family affection.

Therefore, many times people will habitually regard the family as their last bastion, and habitually show their relaxed side in front of their family.

From this point of view, in the process of gradually transforming oneself, it is understandable to indulge in front of one's family members and to give special treatment to their family's requests for help and attitudes.

However, after all, as Qigu said, this different attitude is strange in itself. If I had insisted on believing in my own philosophy, I would not have felt difficult in choosing the path I wanted to choose, and I could have another form in front of my family without being able to explain the true thoughts of my own heart behind the manifestation of this form.

If I were to stick to my own path, it would be right to be consistent in all situations, but if I were to deny this path, many of my inward thoughts and apparent actions would be explained.

I'm reminded of the phrase "Are you avoiding using your talents, or are you deprecating yourself" that Isshiki once said to me not long ago, although Isshiki may not be able to know my true thoughts, but she and Biqigu have undoubtedly poked at the contradiction of my behavior, in order to achieve my goal, what I did was not to restrain the threat, but to suppress my heart.

If Yubihama had that kind of blind self-confidence before, then, for the first time, I had doubts about what I had been doing since high school.

However, I still can't forget the failures I did when I was in junior high school.

I didn't sleep that night, so when my sister got up at five o'clock in the morning and ran out of the door, I got up and followed her.

Of course, I didn't want to go with her, and the next thing I'm about to see is how Hachiman Hikiya uses his deep insight into people's hearts to solve problems, which I would have scoffed at the day before, but now I'm not so sure of my position and my persistence.

I slowly followed behind my sister and watched her greet Hikiya and Yuki, who also got up early in the morning, with some embarrassment, and looked at Saki Kawasaki with impatience.

Of course, I also saw the bunch of junior high school students I saw before, the short-haired girl looked smart and eccentric, and seemed to have restrained her edge a little because she was by her brother's side, and the flat-headed boy had a confused and uncertain expression, but the eyes that looked at Kawasaki were very resolute. Presumably that is Kawasaki's younger brother who made the commission.

Of course, looking at my sister who makes everyone feel a little helpless, I feel a little envious in my heart. In the past, when I helped my sister prepare for the revision before the final exam, my sister would always complain that "the generation of the Yubihama family should have passed down 10 points of talent, but my parents didn't know how to distribute it fairly at all, and gave all the 10 talents to Xiaohe", at this time, I could only laugh and ignore these broken thoughts.

But,Now it seems,Sister who doesn't have special talents,Actually, it's very lucky.,Because there is no special talent.,So you can't guide others in the field you're good at.,Can't guide.,Can't make mistakes.,Although it's a very mediocre form.,But at least you don't have to think about your own mistakes.。 Of course, my sister is not without problems, her problem is that she is too easily influenced by others to question her own judgment, but at least in that she does not inadvertently affect other people, she is much easier than me, who is terrified to avoid all kinds of problems.

Although she didn't realize it herself.

On the other end, Hikiya looked at Kawasaki with confidence, as if he was explaining something to her, Kawasaki's expression was a little embarrassed at first, but it was obvious that the idea of not wanting to burden her family overcame her temporary guilt for her family, but, obviously, when Hikiya proposed the killer idea of "scholarship", Kawasaki Sahi's resistance was a little weak.

Well, that's all there is to it, isn't it? In front of her family, everyone can't keep their sanity and calm, and if you think about the problem from a purely rational point of view, it is a good choice to continue working for the purpose of further avoiding the burden on the family, but Kawasaki obviously just needs an excuse to give up her part-time job in the name of the word, and when the proposal to solve the money problem with a scholarship is proposed, her emotional inclination immediately deviates.

Therefore, no one can analyze the gains and losses with that cold reason in front of the family, and Sahi Kawasaki did not do it. Kazuya Yuhihama didn't do it either.

The gathered Hikiya and the others began to disperse, and just as I was about to go home before my sister, I heard a voice that was somewhat surprising.

"Well, Yubihama - senior?"

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Of course, to be honest, I don't understand why Koharu Sugiura-san was able to appear in this place at such a time, and the time is only less than six o'clock, even if he participates in club activities, it may not be too early, right?

However, since the other party also took the initiative to greet me, then I can only respond.

"Ah, Sugiura, good morning!" I remember that I should have felt that the most tangled part when you greet your ex-girlfriend is the address, and when you are used to calling each other by their first name, they are forced to call each other by their last name, which always gives people a very subtle sense of disobedience.

But,Obviously,Koharu-san's adaptability is much stronger than mine.,Although I don't know what she's thinking about right now.,But apparently in terms of the attitude towards me.,She's already looking very natural.,Sure enough, the girls' recovery ability in this regard is amazing? Obviously, it wasn't like this when we met a few days ago.。

"So, what is Yubihama Senpai doing in this place at this time?"

I'm in the alley on the corner opposite McDonald's, and if I poke my head out, I can see what's really going on in the brightly lit McDonald's, but of course, as long as I hide myself in the shadow of the alley, the people on the other side won't be able to see me, and if I want to follow or peep, this is definitely a good location.

But here's the key problem, and if someone finds out, it seems difficult for me to explain what I'm doing right now.

"Let's not talk about me for now, what are you doing in your school uniform so early?" Of course, at this time, you really have to ask back, if you don't ask back and have been dominated by the other party, then the question is a bit big. This is what I've experienced since I dated Koharu in the previous two years, and I'm pretty good at doing this kind of thing.

Sure enough, Koharu's first reaction was to choose to answer my question, although her answer surprised me a little.

"Isn't it true that our school didn't have the experience of cooperating with middle schools other than Kiyosen High School to hold cultural festivals before, so there's been a lot of going on lately!" Koharu said, rubbing her eyes.

Indeed, in recent times, Isshiki's expression has always been heavier, and it seems that the time to go to the football club has become less, probably because of these things in the student union, right?

"Even so, it's a bit too big to go to school at this point in time, isn't it? The school is locked now, right?"

"It's okay," Koharu pressed his temple and said, "The members of the student council now have the key to the school gate, because this time the partner school with your general affairs high school also pays more attention, so the planning plan including the joint cultural festival, the approval of the budget of each club, or the linkage planning between similar clubs in two schools, these things need to be rearranged, so the members of our student council basically take turns to go to school early, so we can deal with a little more things, right?" Because there is no experience, the efficiency is also somewhat low. ”

I understand Koharu's character.,This girl has a kind of stubborn character who must solve problems according to her own ideas.,In a certain sense, she will ignore other people's opinions.。 When I was in the first grade, I ignored the warning of the student council president at the time, and when I was about to come to my football club "undercover", after becoming the manager of the football department, I arranged a friendly match for the team for the first time, and after being rejected by the other school, I didn't ask for my help but tried to persuade the other party over and over again.

So, at this time, I can't say anything else to comfort her, but Koharu himself doesn't seem to care too much about these things, and says casually: "But, to be honest, the achievements of your club seem to be quite average, is it?

"Well, I don't know much about it!"

"However, I'm still very optimistic about this year's football club, after all, with Yubihama Senpai, you, the blonde captain who played with you last time is also at a good level!"

"That, Koharu—"

"Don't doubt my ability to evaluate football, I'm not the girl who didn't know anything about football when I first entered school, after watching your two years of football, I think I know at least more than most girls——"

"That's not the case, Koharu-"

"-However, there's another question.,How do Yuhihama-senpai get along with the blonde captain now.,I don't feel like the senior is the kind of player who will stoop to a player who is inferior to his own level-"

"-So, listen to me!" The self-conscious girl basically can't stop talking, so I still have to cherish this rare opportunity to interject, "I'm not a member of the football club. ”

"However, if the other party - uh, senior, what do you say?"

"As I said, now my club is the ministry you have been visiting, not the football club, so I didn't join the football club!"

"Why?" Koharu's voice suddenly raised, and the calmness just now disappeared completely, "If it's because of this year's finals, it's completely unnecessary, if you lose the finals, your predecessors can't just give up football, what's more, this year's finals, the reason for losing-"

"—What is the reason?"

"Isn't it because of me?" Koharu's voice became quieter and muttered a little.

"Yes, now you think so?" I smiled a little self-deprecatingly, five months ago, when faced with the same question, the two of us gave a completely opposite answer, of course, now our answers are also completely opposite, except that we exchanged views with each other.

"That's right, if it weren't for me-"

"-There's no need to say," I stopped Koharu from trying to blame herself, "There's no need, anyway, you just need to know that I'm not in the football club now, and the club I belong to now is the service department, and of course, if you have to ask, it seems that I should still be a ghost member of the light music club who followed their guitar, right?"

"Light music club?"

"yes, you probably should know, I remember that before I became a member of the ghost department, they were going to sing at the school festival? organized an orchestra and found someone or something. ”

"That,Yubihama-senpai,Although it's a little strange for me to say that," Koharu grabbed the shoulder strap of his schoolbag and asked with some confusion, "But,What kind of light music club,I didn't see it on the prediction program list of the school festival of the head of the martial arts high school that the jo lord brought from the jo president!"

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The event of the light music club happened before the school festival in WA2.,The time is very tight.,But here for the need to adjust the time of the outbreak of the conflict.,Of course, the time of many other related events will also be modified.,I'll talk about it slowly later.。