Chapter 035: Don't chase the past

PS: Who wants to stop me from being a knight? Ahh

――――――I'm a dividing line worth 600 pieces――――――

"Yo, Xiaoxian. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info "Early in the morning, Jin Zhongming dialed Xu Xian's phone. "Are you sober?"

"Hey......"

"Something is not right?"

"I'm still a little dizzy, and I didn't get up in bed. ”

"Oh. ”

The two sides were silent for a while, and Xu Xian opened his mouth first: "oppa?"

"Something suddenly comes to mind. Jin Zhongming swept the pen in his hand. "Are you interested in getting involved in something interesting?"

"I don't understand. ”

"Usually you don't think you have a senior model on the Internet?" Jin Zhongming stood up and came to the viewing glass. "I would like to invite you to work at the Korean Artists Rights Mutual Aid Committee......

β€œoppa。 Xu Xian's voice was mixed with a little smile. "It's not that I don't want to go, I'd like to get involved, but with my age and seniority, it's still too early, right?"

"Then when do you think it's appropriate?" Kim Jong Ming was a little unimpressed.

"At least until the time when our girls' generation makes other girl groups unable to catch up in their lifetime!" Xu Xian had already sat up with his unkempt hair. "At least wait until the juniors can compete for second place with peace of mind. ”

"Makes sense. Jin Zhongming replied with a smile. "It sounds like Xiaoxian's momentum, but if that's the case, you'll have to wait until 12 years......"

"How did you calculate the oppa?"

"What do you care about me?" Jin Zhongming's answer still seemed very unimpressed. "So be it...... Wait 12 years to come and join the company, and then come and be my deputy...... Good bye. ”

β€œoppa。 Xu Xian suddenly reacted. "What do you mean by that?"

"Xiaoxian...... Do you have a clear mind now?"

"Of course. Xu Xian stretched out a hand and pulled his hair down. "There's nothing wrong with me right now, except for a little messy hair. ”

"That's good. Jin Zhongming laughed. "That's what you mean. ”

After being silent for a long time, Xu Xian couldn't suppress his anger a little: "Why do you want to do this suddenly?"

"Xiaoxian, I already feel exactly what you mean. Jin Zhongming put away his smile and replied seriously. "But both of us are too hard...... Be my assistant and sister, I promise, I'll still show you what I want to do, and I'll still share and witness something with you. ”

Xu Xian lay on the bed and was silent for a while, she was still unhappy: "oppa!"

Say. ”

"Why are those people so considerate in their way of rejection...... Am I going to be so direct?"

"Maybe they think I'm grinding, but you're turning around and resenting me?"

"OPPA, I'm not kidding, I'm really a little angry......" Seo Hyun was dissatisfied. "You can be so tolerant of Sister Sunny and so gentle with Sister Yuli...... Even Sister Yuna and Sister Xiuying, you can make them retreat by themselves, you were so careful when you sealed them outside the friendship line, why did you change me like this? I'm so angry!"

"It's because you're busy, you're going to get angry. Kim Jong-ming's answer is very interesting. "I know Xiaoxian, you are still the same busy, you are prepared for everything, you will be angry instead of thinking, and when you are angry, you will ask directly instead of sulking alone, of course I can rest assured that you will be angry...... Therefore, we should be frank with each other, and don't put it off if it is destined to come to fruition. ”

"Is it because of that Park Chulong from yesterday?" Seo Hyun's tone fell.

"Yes and no. Kim Jong-ming looked at the clouds in the sky in the distance and had to admit that the morning air in South Korea was still good.

"What do you mean?"

"Busy. Kim Jong-ming suddenly asked a strange and direct topic. "Do you think, putting aside these three months of distractions, if one day I get married...... With my personality, and then simply from my past experiences, who will my bride be?"

Xu Xian thought about it seriously, and Jin Zhongming didn't urge, but stood up directly, and came to the viewing glass window behind him and waited quietly for the other party's answer.

"Without me. Xu Xian gave the answer ten minutes later. "I've thought about it, and there are no Xiuying sisters. Maybe it's Sister Sunny, maybe it's Miss Han Eunjing, maybe it's ...... Sister Sika, it may be yesterday's Park Chulong!But...... We can try to build a bond like you did with those four people......"

"You're right. Kim Jong Ming interrupted. "Your 'but' I also understand, I'm only 24 years old...... Emotional foundation what I can certainly start over. But back to the previous topic...... As you might think, it's true that only the four of them have a chance based on their previous experiences...... I'm not a promiscuous person, but I do have a feeling of 'the hardest to resist the grace of a beauty', because there are four people, and each of them does have something that is hard to resist...... And I'm so sorry that this is Seoul, not Saudi Arabia, I can't marry four, and the nature of my feelings for Sika is destined to prevent me from taking that step. Thankfully, Sika chose to follow me as a sister, and Sunny chose to be a friend again, Eun Jeong...... Eun Jing gritted her teeth and dispersed with me...... Of course, Chu Long, Chu Long did have a little accident last night. ”

"After the little accident, you called me early in the morning to tell me to give up my delusions and become your secretary?"

"Assistant, deputy. ”

"Yes, assistant. And what was yesterday's little accident?"

"Xiaoxian, do you know that I was actually scared by what happened in the past three months?"

"I know. Xu Xian lifted the blanket and walked out of bed barefoot in pajamas, and it could be seen that her expression was still not very good. "I already felt it. ”

"I really don't know why so many of my usual good friends would reveal this kind of information? At the beginning, I felt that my heart was congested, for me and Eun Jing, I don't understand those people, including you, I don't understand how you all noticed that there was something wrong with me and Eun Jing. But there's one thing I can bet on...... Most of the people in this area underestimated the matter between me and Eunjing, so I was really unhappy and unhappy after the breakup, and during that time, I really wanted to completely close myself off, and then I didn't want to do anything......"

"Then why did you come out?" said Busy, sitting cross-legged on the dorm couch. "If you sit on your balcony for another two months...... That's not all there is to it, is it?"

"Because of Maomao. ”

"I see. Xu Xian was slightly stunned. "Sister Sika took the initiative to stand up and tell you in some way that she was just your hair, and not someone else......? I remember that time, and even earlier, when she went back to you...... She is indeed the best person for you, and she thinks of everything for you. No one can compare to this. ”

Kim Jong-ming did not respond in time.

"Let me guess. Seo-hyun clipped his phone to his shoulder socket and began to put on his socks...... But she immediately noticed that she hadn't taken her socks out at all, so she could only put down her hand in a dejected way and devote herself to the conversation. On the one hand, you want to follow Sister Sika's advice and instructions to do mutual harm with some people, but on the other hand, you are also angry with some people who don't know how to advance or retreat. Especially when they have Miss Han Enjing and Sister Sika by their side to compare...... Although I don't know much about Miss Han Enjing's affairs, I think she must have done some kind of active and resolute behavior for you when they separated......"

"How do you know?"

"Didn't OPPA say that I was very similar to her? ”

"It's easier said than the heart to say these four words, but it's too difficult to do, so Xiaoxian, I appreciate you more and more. ”

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"Why don't you speak?"

"I'd rather you hate me......"

"No, how is that possible?"

"Hmph. Busy sneered, not knowing whether he was mocking himself or the other party. "Forget it, let's not talk about it. And then what about it? Is it Sister Sunny who made you completely lose your temper? This is actually quite my fault, I don't say, she doesn't even know that she was actually locked up by Sister Sika. ”

"I don't blame you!" Kim Jong-ming replied seriously. "There is no stranger between me and Sunny, she is reluctant to change, and I am not willing to change, not to mention that Maomao, who has already made a choice, is standing by and watching, we really have to make a change, so there is no reason to cross Maomao...... Then I had to give up......! It's just that I feel really uncomfortable. ”

"For whom, for Sister Sunny, for Sister Sika, or for Sister Han Eunjing?" Seo Hyun looked down at his bare toes. "I feel powerless because they don't think it's worth it? I feel powerless that I can't maintain the beauty at the beginning? An oppa who is so strong in his career that he is as weak as a little bug that has fallen into a spider's web in front of you, but emotionally he is also like a little bug who has fallen into a spider's web. Struggling back and forth, only to find out that there is nothing to do...... No wonder you were able to tolerate me yesterday, didn't you have the heart to me? What about Park Chulong? I'm curious about her. ”

"Are you sure you want to listen?" Kim Jongming smiled. "If you hang it up now...... It doesn't really matter. ”

"I just want to hear how I lost...... What did she do after I fell down last night?" Seo-hyun slumped on the couch with her toes like Sunny's. "It was able to get me out early in the morning. ”

She ...... A lot has happened between me and me. Kim Jong Ming smiled. "After you left, I had a few more drinks with her, and she ran to the Han River to blow the wind in a daze, and then called Endi, who had already returned, to bring her a bass, and sang to me, and after singing I asked him, 'Am I worthy of her?' So she took the opportunity to make a confession to me, and the terrible thing is, I went on to ignore her confession...... But she persevered, and took out another promise I made with her before, hoping that I would refuse you early this morning......"

"I heard you say that you ignored her confession and didn't deserve it for her. "Busy's eyes are a little lonely. But when I heard the last one, I hated her a little more. ”

"Really?"

"Actually, oppa did it on purpose, right?" Busy Nei straightened his body on the sofa and lay down straight. "Ignoring her confession is deliberate, isn't it? It's cruel, but your gain is huge. ”

"Why do you say that?"

"Because then you were already moved. At the end of the day, this is really another good girl who is wholeheartedly devoted to oppa...... What a messy experience, from beginning to end, she just saw oppa the depression and discomfort in your heart last night, so she wanted to try her best to help you get rid of this bad mood according to instinct, as for the ridiculous reaction and behavior in the middle, it was actually just because she drank too much, right? Anyway, Sister Sunny or someone should have told her about it...... But she still did it, and even when you ignored your confession, she still thought about oppa your situation and wanted to solve me, after all, I was the last big trouble...... Just like Sister Sunny was crushed to death by Sister Sika and had no chance, I was also crushed to death by that Miss Han Enjing, right? Since it is destined to be a fruitless thing, then simply push it and solve it for you, then oppa you will have one less trouble anyway...... She's such a person who loves you with all her heart...... So you...... You're thoroughly ...... Did you completely open your heart to her?"

"That's right...... Are you crying, Xiaoxian?"

"Well, it's just a little tear, but I can't help it, I lost too badly, and there is no room to fight back, oppa, I hate that Park Chulong so much now. ”

"She hates you too...... You know what? Most of what you say is true, but you don't expect it. ”

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"You're underestimating yourself, and she's not pretending to be wary of you. ”

"Really?"

"Yes, I only noticed after her reminder that Xiaoxian ...... you."

"Oppa, I don't want to discuss this topic anymore!"

"Let's change the question...... I asked Chu Long yesterday, and I still want to ask you, is it worth it?"

"Oppa, have you ever heard a word?" replied in earnest. "I don't know what to do, but I always fall in love, and my hatred is not only the end, but I smile and ...... I'm different from those people, I really had an inner impulse to oppa you that night...... So stop asking girls that kind of question!"

"Why are you so resolute?"

"Because I don't want to be used as a substitute for anyone, and I don't want to be blocked by anyone, I am Xu Xian, and I have to ...... if I lose Forget it, anyway, just according to what you said in oppa, I'll go to you to be your deputy in 12 years!"

"Busy. Jin Zhongming closed his eyes and sighed. "OPPA still wants to thank you!"

"Thank me for what, thank you for knowing so much about advance and retreat?"

"Thank you...... When I got up early in the morning, I was obviously very uncomfortable, but I still accompanied me to talk so much, you are indeed different from those other people, I definitely feel this. ”

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β€œoppa。 If, I mean, if you have anything to say in the future, you can come to me, from work to relationship, I will be a good listener. Although I ...... There may not be Sister Mao Mao and that Park Chulong who care so much about you, and there is no such thing as Sister Sunny and you. But I, I really wanted to play that role. When you are not understood, misunderstood, or feared by others, please come and tell me: 'What I did was actually right'!"

"And what would you say?"

"Like that night, I'll tell you: 'I believe in you'!"

"Thank you!"

"No thanks...... In fact, I still want to take a small revenge on that Park Chulong in this way, there are always some things that she can't do, but I still do it! I really hate her. ”

"And then? Anything else?"

"And then I want to ask, what did you do last night after she used the promise you gave her to ask you to reject me?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Didn't you just say you didn't want to discuss this topic?"

"oppa!" Busy turned over on the couch. "Then don't talk about me, just talk about you and her!"

"I stood up and hugged her......"

"And then?"

"Then I said to her, I've made the same decision on this matter, so let her ask for another request, if she doesn't remember, I'm going to go to China at the end of this year, and then I can take her with me, me and her!"

"She's going to be happy, isn't she? Seeing that you've been struggling since April and finally coming out of it, and then immediately understand your true response to her confession...... Isn't that right?"

"That's true, and she's happy...... And then it's time to sing again. ”

"Haven't you woken up yet?...... How can you say that? oppa, you seem to be one person short. ”

"If you want to talk to her, I'll find a chance to talk to her in person before I go to China. I promised her that I would meet her with a smile in a variety show!"

"That's best, it's best to meet with a smile. ”

"That's right!"

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"Xiaoxian, let's go take a shower! tidy up yourself, change into beautiful clothes, and then go out to have a meal with your classmates...... Don't forget to come to the premiere of my movie tomorrow night, the one of the Nineteen Bans. ”

"Got it. Xu Xian replied clearly, but immediately, there was a complete silence, as if Xu Xian forgot to hang up the phone and went directly to take a shower.

After waiting for a long time, Jin Zhongming, who stood back at the desk but always held the mobile phone and did not put it down, finally put away his previous smile, and he said to the mobile phone very seriously, very seriously: "I'm sorry." ”

"It doesn't matter. The voice of the busy came from the other side softly but very quickly, and then it was the busy sound after hanging up.

Jin Zhongming sat back on his office chair, and then stared at the office area outside the optical glass wall in a daze, he didn't do anything for seven or eight minutes, but suddenly, he stood up and took a long breath, and in an instant, he felt that he had gotten rid of the tight cobwebs that had entangled him for more than three months, as if the whole person had regained his freedom!

He deceived himself again and again, thinking that it was over, comforting himself again and again, thinking that it would be done properly, but it was not until today that he realized that he had finally cut everything off......

Sitting back in his office chair again, Kim Jong Ming turned one hundred and eighty degrees on the chair, and then looked back at the scenery under the glass observation deck behind his desk. From his vantage point, he can see the entire Cheongdam-dong and Apgujeong Pavilion, and when the weather is good, such as now, he can even look northwest to Yeouido. And that's the real reason why he really liked this place and insisted on changing it to his own office - the best of Korea is in his field of vision, which is simply amazing!

Especially when the heart is relaxed again, and the whole person is about to become light, it is even more obvious.

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