Anding Hou's Mansion.

Zhao Yan's arrival surprised everyone in the Anding Marquis Mansion.

Mrs. Andinghou Li Wan was full of surprise: "Concubine, you...... Why are you back?"

Zhao Yan didn't answer Eniang's words, stepped forward and grabbed Eniang's old and withered hand, and asked eagerly, "Where is Ama?!"

Li Guan's tears swayed, and his face was full of unbearable color: "It's inside." ”

Zhao Yan didn't say a word, and rushed into the inner room, although this mansion has changed from the Bo Mansion to the Hou Mansion, but the main house is not much different from that year. Zhao Yan rushed straight into Amma's room, only to see a whimper and cry inside, kneeling on the ground, brothers, sisters-in-law and nephews, all covered in snow-white. Only she is dressed in a gorgeous brocade dress, which is so conspicuous.

Zhao Yan couldn't help but stumble and almost fell, but fortunately she was helped by Bai Tan behind her!

Zhao Yan's eyes were hazy with tears, and she ...... It's too late after all!

After all, it was still a step too late!! Amma had slept on the couch forever, and her decrepit and old face was serene and quiet.

Zhao Yan's ears were buzzing, she couldn't hear the words of Eniang and her brothers at all, the whole person was confused, and she didn't even know how she returned to the palace.

When she woke up, it was already the middle of the night, and she was kneeling in the small Buddha Hall of Zhongcui Palace, I don't know how long.

The cheeks are damp and the eyes are in a trance.

Since she entered the palace, she has never taken a good look at Amma, at most she can only take advantage of the next court, outside the Qianqing Palace, and take a look from afar. Especially after Ama Zhishi, I didn't even have a chance to see this at a glance.

At least Eniang can often enter the palace to see her daughter, and Ama ...... When father and daughter meet again, Amma is gone!

"Sister, you have been kneeling for two hours, you have to take care of yourself!" Concubine Li Qingruo knelt beside Zhao Yan and said with tears in her eyes.

Zhao Yan couldn't help but regret it in her heart, and her tone was extremely choked: "Cousin, if I don't go to ask the Queen Mother and go out of the palace directly with the Son of Heaven Dragon card, will I be able to see Ama for the last time?!"

Concubine Shu hurriedly said: "After my uncle fell from his horse and was injured, he lost his breath in just an hour, and even the eldest cousin in Shuntian Mansion didn't have time to see his uncle for the last time. Even if you leave the palace directly, there is a chance that it will be too late. ”

"Really?" Zhao Yan muttered to herself, "Although Amma is old, she has always been in good shape. If it hadn't been for this accident, he wouldn't have died so quickly!"

"People have good and bad luck, this is something that no one can predict!" "Concubine Shu sighed, "What's more, my uncle is almost old, and it can be regarded as a happy funeral." ”

But Zhaoyan doesn't think it's "happy" at all.

"Grandma, you went out of the palace to give your uncle a ride, when my Ama died in Liaodong, I didn't get the news until half a month......" Concubine Shu's eyes couldn't help but flash with tears.

"Cousin......" Zhao Yan couldn't help but feel a little sorry, she was much better than her cousin. My uncle died, and my cousin couldn't even look at her remains!

"The dead are gone, and those who are born must live. Concubine Shu gently patted the back of Zhao Yan's hand, "If you want to chant for your uncle, I won't stop you, but you can't stay up all night, so go back to your room to rest." ”

Zhao Yan turned her head to look at the hour, it was already past night, and her cousin was also with her until now, "It's so late, the road is slippery on a snowy night, cousin don't go." "-Anyway, Kangxi is not in the palace, so there is no need to avoid anything.

"Good. Concubine Shu nodded.

Sleeping with her cousin and snuggling in her arms, the warmth reminded Zhao Yan of the feeling of sleeping in Eniang's arms when she was a child, it was so similar.

Over the years, in the palace, even if Kangxi is no longer by her side, her cousin will always accompany her.

When she was at her saddest, her cousin was always there.

Maybe in Zhao Yan's heart, she has regarded her cousin as a mother.

The eldest sister is like a mother, this is really true.

Zhao Yan has no sister, when she was born, the eldest brother already had an errand, the second brother was wooden, and the third brother was a little child, and the only one who relied on her was Cousin Qingruo, who lived in the old mansion of the Li family in Beijing.

Like Zhao Yan, although Qingruo's cousin has many brothers in the family, there is no sister who can spoil her, and only Zhao Yan is the cousin who can be spoiled.

When he was young, his cousin was a frequent visitor to the Marquis of Anding's Mansion and often came to accompany Zhao.

Later, the cousin entered the palace and was separated from each other for many years, and then Zhao Yan entered the palace, and the cousin was together again as when she was a child.

In the past, Zhao Yan often thought that Kangxi was also her cousin's husband, and her cousin would feel sad when she saw her and Kangxi in love? But her cousin didn't have it at all, but was happy for her.

In this world, except for Eniang, her cousin is the one who hurts her the most. The love that her cousin gave her was not even as good as Kangxi.

Lying in her arms, Zhao Yan was in tears, her heart suddenly became peaceful, and she finally fell asleep.

The winter days in the Forbidden City are lonely.

Reciting sutras in front of the Buddha every day, and then copying the Buddhist scriptures word by word, Zhao Yan worships the Buddha with unprecedented piety.

She was once so tired of copying Buddhist scriptures that Zhao Yan thought she would never copy these Laoshzi again. However, after Amma's death, she looked forward to the Buddha's existence.

And her cousin Concubine Shufei accompanies her every day, accompanying her to copy scriptures and help her take care of several children under her knees.

Ah Yu and Ah Yu are also becoming more and more well-behaved, and they don't run around after school every day, but come to Zhong Cui Palace to accompany Zhao Yan and take care of their younger brothers and sisters.

Ama died, and her brothers and nephews also had to worry about filial piety, although Zhao Yan couldn't mourn for Amma, all she could do was to recite and copy the scriptures. She can't wear linen and white, but she also strips away her beautiful clothes, wears only plain clothes every day, and eats only vegetarian food. It can be regarded as a full heart as a woman.

She grew up with the love of Ama Eniang, but after the age of sixteen, she entered the palace and could no longer accept Ama Eniang's knees. Isn't that a flaw?

Now that Amma is dead, she copies the scriptures and worships the Buddha, not so much as surpassing Amma, but more like comforting her own shortcomings.

The children are so well-behaved, and even the naughtiest Mi'er in Su Ri is also well-behaved. Let Zhao Yan be comforted.

Zhao Yan closed the door to the Buddha, and the palace affairs were handed over to the four concubines, even if there were important matters and needed to fall into the palace phoenix seal, it was also the cousin Concubine Shu who did it for her. It stands to reason that this kind of slackness in palace affairs should never be done, but it is rare for the four concubines to be fine.

Even the Queen Mother took pity on her filial piety and sent her henchman Rui Dama to comfort and relieve her.

After the first seven days of Ama, Mama Rui came to tell Zhao Yan the news: "The emperor has already driven back to Luan, and it won't be long before he can return to the palace." ”

"Really?" Kangxi was finally reluctant to come back? Zhao Yan pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled reluctantly.

Wei'er jumped up happily: "Eniang, Eniang, Khan Ama is coming back!"

The chick smiled and bent her eyes.

Before, Kangxi loved Wei'er and Xiaoji so much, these two children hadn't seen their father for so long, and they missed it so much.

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