When I arrived at the cinema, there were a lot of people on Saturdays, and Cheng Xingtao deliberately chose a show with fewer people, but fortunately, the number of people was not the hall she watched.

Cheng Xingtao was holding popcorn, waiting for the feature film to start, and someone came over next to her, wanting to pass by her, at this time, the movie screen happened to be playing an advertisement, and the light was bright.

Cheng Xingtao leaned sideways and didn't look up, but he heard a voice that was a little hesitant and surprised: "Cheng Xingtao?"

Cheng Xingtao admits that she doesn't have many acquaintances, but she didn't expect that she would come out to watch a movie casually and meet someone who knew her.

When she looked up, the light on the movie screen dimmed again, and she only saw the other person's long hair hanging down due to the posture of bowing his head, and his face was dark because the long hair blocked the faint light.

However, the woman who called her name was holding the hand of a man behind her, the man was standing straight, the light of the movie screen hit the side of his face, his skin was still as black as ever, and his appearance had not changed much from many years ago, although Cheng Xingtao was blind, he still remembered him.

"Instructor Liu Jin. Being able to accurately call each other's names, Cheng Xingtao felt that he was already very remarkable.

Since this man is Liu Jin, then the woman who calls her name should be Mei Zizi.

Cheng Xingtao knew that Mei Zizi took the initiative to pursue Liu Jin back then, and after a few years of hard pursuit, Liu Jin didn't express his position, but it seems that the two of them still became in the end.

"It's really you!" Liu Jin was also a little surprised.

Cheng Xingtao smiled politely, she hadn't talked to someone she knew before for many years, which made her a little unsure of how to talk.

Mei Zizi took the ticket and looked at the seat, and found that it was just one seat away from Cheng Xingtao, Mei Zizi glanced at both sides of Cheng Xingtao, and found that there was no one else, and asked, "Are you alone?"

“……”

Although there are indeed more pairs of people coming to places like movie theaters, you can't discriminate against single dogs so much. Who says you can't watch a movie when you're alone?

"yes. "I also invited someone! It's just that the person was busy and didn't come!

"Then I'll sit down. Mei Zizi sat down next to Cheng Xingtao, and didn't say anything about the psychological burden: "Anyway, there is only one seat in the middle, and it is estimated that there is no one, if someone really comes, tell him to change the seat when the time comes." ”

The corners of Cheng Xingtao's mouth twitched.

I roared in my heart: I bought this seat! I bought it! The reason I bought it was reserved for Qiao Yue! Even if he didn't come, I bought the seat for the sake of the silence next to me! You sit in your own seat! What do you want to do when watching a movie close to me? I don't like to communicate with people when I watch movies!

The heart is galloping, but Cheng Xingtao's surface is still as plain as water.

"You are also in the imperial capital? I know that many of my classmates are in the imperial capital. ”

As soon as Mei Zizi sat down, she started the conversation, talked endlessly, and listed the names of many classmates in the imperial capital with Cheng Xingtao, most of whom Cheng Xingtao didn't know, after all, Mei Zizi and her were not in the same class.

Cheng Xingtao will know Mei Zizi entirely because Mei Zizi and Jiang Tingting have a good relationship, and Jiang Tingting and her are in the same dormitory.

"Recently, a lot of classmates have come to the imperial capital, and everyone is thinking about getting together for a party, so you can come too. What is your mobile phone number?Decide on the time of the meeting and I'll let you know. ”

Facing Mei Zizi's enthusiasm, Cheng Xingtao looked embarrassed, but fortunately, the light in the movie theater was dim, and Mei Zizi couldn't see her expression clearly.

Cheng Xingtao saw Mei Zizi take out her mobile phone, and waited for Cheng Xingtao to report her number.

Liu Jin, who was on the side, probably felt Cheng Xingtao's embarrassment, pulled Mei Zizi's arm, and persuaded Mei Zizi: "Zizi, the movie has started, watch the movie first." ”

Mei Zizi was a little unhappy when she was interrupted, but when she saw that the movie had officially started, she shouted happily: "Wow, I like Makoto Shinkai the most!"

The crisp birdsong, the sound of the rain, and the vivid picture made Cheng Xingtao, who was uneasy because of the sudden intrusion of Mei Zizi and Liu Jin, gradually calm down.

The male protagonist is a public face who is not handsome, but it is the type that Cheng Xingtao likes, it looks refreshing and clean, natural and not pretentious.

Before watching the movie, Cheng Xingtao read the introduction and knew that this was a story about a teacher-student relationship, but according to Cheng Xingtao's consistent understanding of Makoto Shinkai, the two will definitely not be together in the end, just like "Five Centimeters per Second" back then.

Even if they hide it in their hearts for several years, in the end, the two of them will miss it after all.

It gives people a faint sadness that opened a sincere relationship at the wrong time, and in the end can only regret missing it.

Cheng Xingtao likes tragedy, probably because she thinks that tragedy is beautiful, and the perfect ending always gives people a sense of deliberateness, just like a beautiful fairy tale specially woven to deceive the audience.

Most of the time in the whole movie is spent in the sound of rain, the sound effect of the theater is very good, giving people an immersive feeling, Cheng Xingtao watched it very seriously, as if he was also in the gazebo on a rainy day, quietly, doing what he liked.

Stay away from the hustle and bustle of the world, stay away from the troubles of human affection, be alone, and do what you like.

The heroine is a strange woman with beer and coke, and when they met for the first time, they left a short song: faint thunder, haze sky, I hope the wind and rain come, can leave you here.

Her original intention was to express that she was a teacher of ancient literature, but the male protagonist who didn't know the truth, but she kept focusing on the meaning of this short song.

It wasn't until I saw the end that I knew that the heroine was a teacher, but because of a boy's wishful thinking about her, some girls had resentment towards her, so that in the end, rumors spread.

What a terrible thing rumors are.

At that moment, Cheng Xingtao suddenly empathized with the heroine's previous evasion, fear, cowardice, and self-blame for her weakness, and her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, as if she saw herself many years ago, hiding alone on the beach with no one, wanting to get out of the mire of the past, but she couldn't take a step.

But the female owner is lucky.,She met the male owner.,Even if it's a high school student who is 12 years younger than her.,The male owner decided to help the female owner get angry after learning about what happened to the female owner.,Even if you know it's out of anger, it doesn't make much sense.。

For the heroine, the damage caused is already there.

Teaching those people a lesson will not change anything.

But......

If that time ......

Yes, who doesn't want it, when you are vulnerable and helpless, someone can stretch out your hands, someone can stand on your side, and someone can be angry for yourself, probably what everyone in a wronged situation thinks in their hearts.

Faint thunder, hazy sky, I hope the wind and rain come, can stay here.

The next line of this tanka is:

There is a faint thunderstorm, a hazy sky, and even if there is no rain, I will stay here.