Chapter Eighty-Five: Dreams
readx;? Wu Neng slowed down as much as possible, quietly went up to the second floor, saw Yanzi's door ajar, and entered the room only to find that Yanzi had fallen asleep. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Wu Neng went to Yanzi's bedside, whispered goodnight in her ear, closed the door, and quietly returned to his bed.
I was not in the mood today, and after drinking some wine, it began to drizzle outside the window again, and the quilt on the bed was also cold and abnormal, Wu Neng was groggy, took off his coat and pants, and shrank into the quilt, and was stimulated by the cold quilt cover to be a little sober.
Wu Neng looked at the snow-white ceiling with his eyes open, and his thoughts slowly sank into sleep with the chaotic thoughts.
He has been dreaming for a long time, he has been doing it for a long time, he dreamed that he was back in 2017, "Yunmei, don't let the child run around, Wu Neng seems to see another self in his dream, a short, fat, sturdy middle-aged man, carrying a load of yellow and clear rice and falling on the flat ground at the door of his house, the middle-aged man's hair is messy, and his beard is already a little gray, but that look, Wu Neng will never forget it for the rest of his life, that is himself, but it doesn't seem to be his ......!"
Next to the man, a boy about one year old sat in a rocking cart made of wood, staggering around the door of the house, under the mulberry tree, sitting a young woman in her twenties and thirties was groping for the beans around her, picking them slowly, as if the things around her had nothing to do with her, occasionally she whispered a few words, "Baby, come to Mommy", and the child crawling on the ground crawled over with a smile.
That woman Wu Neng knew, Zhuo Yunmei, when he was thirty-four years old, she was twenty-two years old, the two had a blind date, and they were almost done, but unfortunately Wu Neng finally retreated and ran away alone, leaving the disappointed eyes of his parents, Wu Neng couldn't accept that he would live with a blind man for the rest of his life.
Later, Wu Neng also thought that if he really married Zhuo Yunmei, would his life be a different ending? Unfortunately, the road of life is only forward, not backward, from the age of thirty-four to thirty-nine, and he only has more than five years.
Wu Neng never thought that in his dream, there would be Zhuo Yunmei's figure, and he married her and had children, Wu Neng remembered to look at the baby, but unfortunately he couldn't see the baby's face clearly, only heard the baby's happy laughter, crawling, Wu Neng never could see his face clearly, Wu Neng couldn't even remember what the name of his child was, Wu Neng turned around and ran out of the door, at this moment he seemed to be awake, he wanted to wake up, but unfortunately it seemed that there was an expectation deep in his heart to see his parents again.
Wu Neng ran in the fields, the sunset in the distance had already dyed half of the sky red, and on both sides were patches of rice fields, golden and yellow.
On the rice field not far away, Wu Neng seemed to see the hunchbacked figure of his parents and the second elder, his father's old gray hair was dyed golden by the setting sun in the setting sun, his beard and gray hair were blown by the wind, and the increasingly frost-white sideburns were golden, each of which seemed to tell a sad past.
Father stepping on the threshing machine in the field The ground was trampled, the mother held a handful of rice and held it up to the father, but unfortunately the father wanted to beat the rice that was not cleaned several times, stepping on the threshing machine, the mud and flying insects were splashed on the body by the threshing machine, as well as the gray hair, and the gray beard, the father gritted his teeth and stepped on it, the mother's hands were really weak, and she carried the handful of rice that was heavy enough for her with her left arm, and the cloudy eyes always looked at the figure of her father, worried that the next moment, her father would take over the rice ...... in her hand!
Looking at everything not far away, Wu Neng felt that his eyes had blurred his vision, and he couldn't see everything in front of him clearly, and he wanted to wipe the perspective of his eyes that had been blurred by the fog.
But this time, he found that everything in front of him had changed again, his father sat at the dinner table, took the rice bowl handed by his mother, the middle-aged Wu Neng sat below, Zhuo Yunmei also sat there quietly, she held the little boy in her arms, the little boy was eating peacefully, Wu Neng got up and poured a glass of wine for his father, the family of five was eating, chatting about family trivialities that Wu Neng couldn't understand, his father's face was full of wrinkles, but he looked at the grandson in Zhuo Yunmei's arms, his face was full of satisfaction, overflowing, and his mother took the little boy who had drunk the milk with a loving face, and lightly changed the little boy's diaper……!
Wu Neng finally couldn't bear the feelings in his heart, he cried loudly, cried and cried, and suddenly made a sound, Wu Neng wiped a handful of tears, only then did he find that he had woken up, the scene in the dream, as vivid, Wu Neng could finally realize what happiness is, a family together, no matter how hard and tired it is, the final harvest is often happiness, and in the previous life, he always thought that money could buy everything, as long as he had money, his parents would be satisfied, as long as he had money, he would naturally find a beautiful beauty as a wife, as long as he had money, his life would be colorful, but he was not rich, he died first, and finally fell into nothing, leaving a regret that can never be remedied ......!
At this moment, Wu Neng can finally understand what his parents want, and finally realize what the life he lives in, what his parents want is just the warmth of the family, and the life he wants is not only money, but also a free and easy life.
His dream may be the kind of life he wanted in his previous life, this dream may also tell him that the past is over, this dream is also the greatest comfort to the parents in the dream, perhaps, in a parallel world, another Wu Neng is living like in the dream at the moment, although the family is hard, but harmonious, although the experience of life is incomplete, but what is obtained is often more cherished than now.
Wu Neng glanced at the alarm clock on the cabinet, the time was already six forty in the morning, the winter morning was bright and late, through the window, it was still dark outside, only the sound of rain dripping on the ground was heard, Wu Neng was lying on the bed, he had already been unable to sleep, last night's three points of wine, at this moment has long disappeared, Wu Neng thought about going to the printing factory today, and his head began to wake up, he didn't care so much about his future development, everything in the past is with the wind, his own life, this life is his own decision.
After lying down for half an hour, Wu Neng finally felt that it was already dark outside, and he really didn't feel sleepy, today Sunday, no one was in school to class, and the road outside was quiet.
Wu Neng got up and got dressed, his steps were as light as possible, and he quietly went downstairs, and when he arrived at the kitchen, Wu Neng closed the kitchen door and was busy in the kitchen alone.
As soon as the porridge was cooked, Wu Neng heard that someone's kitchen door was opened, Zhou You's mother Aunt Yuan got up, and she was a little surprised to see Wu Neng so early, Wu Neng smiled and said that he couldn't sleep, so he got up early to make breakfast.
Since it is estimated that the time should be almost seven o'clock, since it is almost time to get up, then forget the breakfast, Wu Neng took local materials, made an egg noodle, and then poured a spicy seed with hot oil, and saw that there was a dried radish in the pickle stall, so he took some, mixed one with oil and spicy seeds, and brought it to the porridge.
At this time, Zhou You got up in a daze and came over to wash, and when he saw the dried radish that Wu Neng was mixing, he didn't rinse his mouth, so he picked up one with his hand and stuffed it into his mouth, which was so spicy that he smashed his mouth ......!
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