Chapter 107: I'm afraid, I'm in pain, I love more

The train finally arrived at North J Jingxi Station, the most convenient thing in Beijing is the subway, Zhang Xiaoyao and Zhao Hanyu went directly out of the station and transferred to Metro Line 9, and two yuan per person exchanged for two subway cards.

Zhang Xiaoyao took the subway for the first time, and he had a feeling that people were next to each other and crowded. Zhang Xiaoyao held one of Zhao Hanyu's hands tightly, and the other hand held the suitcase. Even so, there are still young people who consciously give up their seats to pregnant women, the elderly, and children.

Arrive at Liuliqiao Station, transfer to Metro Line 10, and then transfer to Metro Yizhuang Line at Songjiazhuang Station.

Finally, the two arrived at their destination, Yizhuang, DX District.

On the bus, looking at the clean streets, rows of emerald green ginkgo leaves on the side of the road are swaying in the wind.

Looking at this strange city, there is always a little uneasiness in my heart. Look at you sitting next to you smiling, a pride fills your chest, with you, where you are always at ease.

Personnel Department of an Entertainment Technology Co., Ltd. in the capital.

The door opened, and Zhao Hanyu directly took a form for joining the employee and handed it to Zhang Xiaoyao.

"Xiaoyao, you fill this out, I recommend you to go to the computer technology department. ”

"Hanyu, why didn't you see the HR manager come over for an interview with me?"

"Hehe, Xiaoyao, don't think about it, how can there be no one to interview? You have already passed the interview. ”

"Impossible, I came here, and the leader of a company hasn't seen it yet, how can it be that the character has exploded and passed the interview directly?"

"Because I'm a personnel assistant, I'm interviewing you! I've already said hello to my sister, so don't worry about filling out the form." ”

"Haha, is this the legendary back door? Sure enough, it's a good shade under the big tree, then I'm welcome, I filled out the form!"

"Just your poor mouth, hurry up and write your entry form. If you sign the contract, you'll be my man. ”

"Are you going to sell me, and maybe you can sell me for a good price!"

"Virtue ......"

When I first came to the company, June was a stage of learning and progress.

July is the time for new and old employees to cooperate, get acquainted with each other and make new friends.

Every day, I passed by Green Town, talked and laughed with my colleagues, and walked to the staff dormitory. The staff meals at noon and evening are basically very much in line with Zhang Xiaoyao's taste, rice is still the staple food here, and the occasional steamed bun and noodles make Zhang Xiaoyao miss the taste of his hometown food.

Most of the employees in the company are from all over the country, gathered together in the metropolis of the capital, various dialects and local accents cannot be changed, each speaking a special version of Mandarin, and the occasional joke and banter will expose all the bottoms.

On August 8, it was already the beginning of autumn.

I still remember Valentine's Day two days ago, we just had a bland Western meal together for lunch, pizza, fruit salad, pasta......

For dinner, the taste of Sichuan-style boiled fish downstairs is still unstoppable. You say that you want to control your weight and resolutely stop eating meat, but you still keep holding the boiled fish fillet, and your spicy little face is flushed.

In fact, you don't have to deliberately lose weight at all, you don't have to lose weight or lose weight, don't you? The KTV upstairs is also a place where we often sing, and you always like to listen to me sing to you quietly.

September 12, Mid-Autumn Festival.

We had already mailed the gifts we had bought back to our homes, and on the night of the full moon, we each called our family and friends to tell us that we were okay here. Hanging up the phone, we still couldn't control the tears, after all, this is not home, thousands of miles away always miss.

Late autumn, looking back,

There's no end in sight,

When to light a red river and smoke,

The wind blows on the face,

Close your eyes and wish you all happiness!

When you open your eyes, you don't have to care,

There will be no more entanglements,

I can't think of regret and pain,

Only a silly smile ...

Just like the love under the autumn wind,

Like a golden dream,

Only long buried underground...

Suddenly the heart was calm,

A long, long, long dream...

Then I woke up, and I smiled,

You are a child in my heart,

A child who doesn't grow up,

And I'm just a big kid,

can take care of your older children,

I can give you warmth...

Give you that little bit of little man's love,

Sitting on the Badaling Great Wall and looking at the sky,

Looking at the winding and intertwined, endless,

I'm happy......

The hope that can't be seen is love,

Why do you stay so close?

Maybe this is plain life!

The sun was warm, and we were taking pictures of each other on the old city walls. And the mischievous big black bear climbed on the iron fence, looking up to the sky and shouting, I knew that he would not want to stay in this small cage for people to see, but he couldn't help it.

In the middle of November, Xiangshan is already full of red leaves, but the sky is full of red.

I walked behind with my head down, and suddenly there was a sadness in my heart, the scene was still the old scene, but people didn't know where. You sat beside Yuhuaxiu and looked at me, silent, but unspeakably lonely.

I walked over and grabbed your hand and ran to the blessing stone at the top of Xiangshan Mountain. I picked up a blessing red ribbon and climbed up the tall ancient cypress, tied it to the top of the high tree, and stuck out my tongue mischievously, but you secretly photographed it.

The afterglow of the sunset, through the long hair in your ears, your bright smile, drunk in my heart.

Xiangshan red leaves, when will Nai transit,

Wind and frost,

is the beauty that renders the heart,

It's a pity that the materialism is penetrating, and the history is full of scriptures,

I don't know what the mountains are,

can only be happy with the happiness of people, the beauty of creation...

November 23, the eve of Thanksgiving.

You are sick, looking at you frowning and looking pained, and forcing a smile on my face to tell me not to worry. I can only be silently by your side, but I am powerless and unable to share your pain, and now, I am just an ordinary person.

You're lying on the infusion, and I don't know when I'm asleep on the side of the bed. Waking up in the middle of the night, looking at your sleeping face, gently wiping away tears from the corners of your eyes, this moment I have never been more eager to gain the power I lost before.

Even if it's not for yourself, I can protect you better.

November 24, Thanksgiving.

Wake up in the middle of the night, no sleep, you are still asleep in the morning, but there are still tears in the corners of your eyes, looking at your complexion has improved a lot, I know that you should be fine, are you also homesick? Reaching out and touching your sleeping face, I always think of a lot.

We have gone through the ups and downs of the past few years together,

Those memories that can laugh and tears when you close your eyes,

Those days of wanting to talk and tears,

That's the deepest nostalgia in my heart.

I was in such a heavy mood last night,

Almost out of breath,

Somehow I can't control my tears.

The heart is pounding, but it is also hurting,

I'm so scared, I'm so scared,

Why do you shed tears,

It turned out that I realized that I was so powerless.

All my strength and courage are there,

I'll give everything I have to protect you.

If you're homesick too,

Honey let's go back,

All of this can be compared to you.

Today is Thanksgiving,

A bottle of Niulanshan,

Drink it in one gulp,

I don't want to say a word.

I don't know when, Zhao Hanyu has woken up, wrinkling his nose slightly, as if he smelled wine.

"Xiaoyao, are you drinking again? I'm fine, let's go, you go back and make up for sleep!"

"Hanyu, are you homesick? Why don't we go back together?"

"No! I'm fine, I don't miss home at all. Xiaoyao, with you by my side, this is also home!"

"Letter to ...... Sometimes, I want to guard, but I can't do anything about it...... I'm not convinced......"

"I'm not afraid of time, I'm not afraid of pain, I'm not afraid of reality, if you don't feel wronged, you wait for me...... I'll marry you in a few years...... , okay?"

Zhao Hanyu hugged Zhang Xiaoyao tightly, but secretly wiped his tears with one hand.

"Hmmm......"