Chapter 30: Of course, creation is called creation for a reason
"Kazuya, you probably haven't practiced guitar in a while, right?" said Kitahara-senpai, looking at me seriously.
"Huh?" I was stunned for a moment, indeed, I didn't expect that Haruki Kitahara would first ask me this kind of question in this situation.
"That's right, right?" Kitahara-senpai continued to look at me step by step and asked, "You can see the clues from your hands, if you are a beginner who studies hard, you should be like me, and your hands will be injured a lot, not like you!"
After speaking, he waved his right hand somewhat modestly and said.
Indeed, compared to my clear hands, Kitahara seniors still had a lot of band-aids on their hands, and my hands, of course, had scars when I first practiced the guitar, but when I went to the ministry department, I also put down the guitar in the process of being angry with Yukino under the snow for a long time, and of course, my hands were intact.
However, do you think you are Sherlock Holmes? Observing the hands of your juniors so closely, if I hadn't subconsciously added a setting to you that "learning to play the guitar is to chase girls", I would have suspected that you were a - it seems that I habitually think of people I don't like as, Kitahara-senpai is like this, and Hayama-senpai is like this.
It can also be seen from here that, at least in terms of the degree of effort in practice, Haruki Kitahara, he at least has that kind of preaching capital, and a person who has worked hard to teach others is certainly more powerful than a person who does not work hard to complain about others.
However, the crux of the matter is that the so-called preaching, which itself is problematic, and most of the preaching is the self-satisfying self-absorption of self-righteous people, and the effect on others only increases the disgust of others!
"It's true that something has happened, and the affairs of the community over there are indeed a bit busy and so on. I replied in a hesitant manner, of course, the ministry is not that busy, but I don't want to admit that I have indeed abandoned my guitar studies, which would make me seem to be a very unfortitive person!
The so-called insignificant self-esteem of human beings is like this.
However, Kitahara-senpai didn't seem to care too much about my answer, or rather, my answer didn't seem to be much different from his estimate, so he just said very urgently: "By the way, Kazuya, I remember that Takeya told me at the time that you were sent to another club by a teacher in the second grade, right? If you are forced to join a club that you don't want to join, and then engage in something you don't like and finally affect your guitar learning, I can help you!" Even a teacher can't force a student to do something he doesn't like, that's a must!"
Haruki Kitahara seemed a little righteous at this time, which was somewhat unexpected to me, because, in my impression, he should be a relatively smooth person who is very adaptable to the social system, and this so-called behavior of a second-year child like a teacher's struggle should not appear in him, or is his idea of showing a sense of existence because he wants to help others outweigh his own tactfulness in handling things?
However, the words of Kitahara's predecessors made me understand that Kitahara Haruki is still the person I know.
"Specifically, I mean, if you don't want to, I think I can help you explain to that teacher, in the name of the Light Music Club, which also needs you, temporarily call you back from another club, and then you can slowly explain your problem to that teacher, what the general martial arts advocate is the play of students' autonomy, and the balanced development of all aspects——"
I didn't care so much about what I said next, and his somewhat pedantic remarks gave my ears an instinctive rejection - though the man himself wasn't so pedantic.
"Although the club over there is a bit busy, but on the whole I am still satisfied with the club over there, although the initial joining was more or less forced, now I have basically adapted. I shook my head and rejected the "kindness" from Haruki Kitahara, and my words were not lies, although I still don't like Yukino and Hikiya Hachiman, but I somehow developed a sense of adaptation to the environment of the ministry department.
In other words, compared to the noisy environment of a large number of people in the light music club, in my current state, it may be better to have a quiet place with few people in the Ministry of Service.
It's a terrible thing to know - I complained about the quiet atmosphere of the ministry not long ago, and now I'm enjoying it, you know, a year ago, I was the leader of the noisy football club, and I was a very active activist in the class.
To put it mildly, now I'm a slightly gloomy isolate, and I really don't know if this situation is good or bad.
"So that's the case!" Kitahara's senior showed a reassuring expression, but, I don't know if I'm a little too sensitive, there seems to be a feeling of unwillingness on his face, is it because he didn't help the expected help, so he seems a little frustrated?
"Instead of paying attention to a nobody like me, let's take a look at the situation of the Light Music Club first, right?" I frowned, and couldn't help but interject, "With the eyes of the seniors, can't you still see the crisis that this association is facing? Don't you think it's better to stop that Yanagihara friend from continuing to make waves as soon as possible? After all, this is also your best friend's club!"
"Oh, about this matter!" Kitahara senior put on a somewhat relaxed expression and said, "Since Takeshi thinks it's okay, then let him continue to do it!After all, there is still a long time before the school festival, and if there is a problem, it can be solved later." After all, I'm just a substitute now, and I can't play!"
Although this seems to be something that doesn't matter to himself, it sounds very reasonable, but when this sentence came out of Kitahara Haruki's mouth, I felt an abnormal noise, this shouldn't be what he should think, normal Kitahara Haruki, when he encounters this kind of troublesome thing, he should be like a hound that finds prey, but now, he is a little leisurely watching from the wall, lest the world will not be chaotic.
To be honest, this approach is hard for me to understand.
Of course, I have one of the worst assumptions in my mind, one that even a person like me, who has a deep prejudice against Haruki Kitahara, is unwilling to accept.
But don't think of human nature as too dark, right? I thought to myself.
"All in all, if you think the club on the other side will be better, I won't interfere too much, as for the things on the side of the light music club, you don't have to care too much, at least now it's all within the scope of control, after all, Yanagihara-san-chan is a big-name player with a decisive role that Takeya has worked so hard to invite over!"
Indeed, while establishing my identification with the Ministry of Service, I am gradually losing my identity with the Light Music Club, so I don't feel that this is unduly closely related to my interests.
Although it is said that this so-called "decisive role of the painstaking invitation" or something, it is more or less ridiculous, you know, the predecessor of Xiao Mu Yu, who Yanagihara Peng wants to defeat, will definitely be more qualified than her as a singer!
That's right, that little Mu Yu senior who likes to sing, presumably, although the predecessor is more or less hiding his own side, but, from the heart, the predecessor still wants to convey his singing voice to other people's hearts!
Glancing at Minister Iizuka over there, who was struggling to deal with the dispute between the two factions of Yanagihara Tomo, and then at Kitahara's seniors here, I decided that it was better to keep myself out of the matter.
So, after getting rid of the "entanglement" of Kitahara's predecessors, I was finally able to leave this No. 1 music room and go to the classroom of the Ministry Ministry.
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However, in the first music room, I thought of Kogi Senpai or something, and it also reminded me of the last conversation I had with Kogi Senpai, and the seniors at that time gave me the feeling that they were trying to give me advice, but it felt like they were hiding something.
However, because of my own reasons, the somewhat rash but somewhat joking "confession" at the time, although it was explained clearly, I always had some awkward feelings in my heart after that. Of course, after that, Kogi Senpai didn't appear in karaoke, so it feels like I haven't seen Kogi Senpai for a long time!
Whenever this happens, I have to feel the fragility of my relationship with my seniors, compared to my sister's relationship with my sister, with my classmates, and even compared to the relationship between Yukino and Hachiman in the same club, the relationship between me and Kogi Saku's seniors is simply too fragile.
All contact relies on karaoke meetings, and although it is possible to meet up by email or something, this deliberate meeting always feels a little inconsistent. If you think about the future, if the senior graduates and goes to college, maybe her karaoke location will be changed, or when someone like her finds someone who can really understand her, then she may forget about me as a younger brother, right?
So, it's a little sentimental!
However, just when I was stunned, I found that before I knew it, I had walked to this floor of the third-grade school building.
The atmosphere of the first grade and the third grade is completely different, on the one hand, compared to the first grade that feels that the school is full of seniors and seems a little restrained and respectful, the third grade seniors show a more confident state, showing a kind of elder power; on the other hand, compared to the first grade students who have just entered high school or are full of confidence or curiosity, the third grade students, because of the future way out and other reasons, in the overall state of life, will appear more nervous and purposeful。
It's only in the club that they can relax, right? Just like Minister Iizuka's somewhat neurotic self-, the complex emotions of leaving appear in the hearts of every third-year student, and show in their expressions.
However, I still made a mistake in appearing in this kind of place, and I have always been very careful to tell myself not to become another "minister under the skirt" of Xiao Mu Shu's predecessors, so as not to cause trouble to my seniors, so I have always been careful to avoid the situation of taking the initiative to go to the senior's classroom to find her. However, because of those unconscious reactions just now, I came to this place, and I seemed a little too relaxed!
So, let's go back quickly!
Although, to be honest, there are still some expectations in my heart at this time, looking forward to the situation where my seniors found me in the crowd and stopped me with some surprise, and then the two of them talked for a while.
However, as I slowly and pretended to be as unobtrusive as I walked through the hallway of the third-grade classroom, I did not hear the familiar and somewhat pleasant voice.
It was the same until I walked back into the ministry classroom.
Therefore, the kind of coincidental scene in the animation will never appear in reality! The creation of art comes from this kind of coincidence that seems normal, but in fact is very obviously mixed with the scene, otherwise, how can it be called artistic creation?
Even if I set up a flag that I will never see Kogi's predecessors, I won't be able to make this coincidence come true!
But to be honest, because of the stroll around the Light Music Club today, and the special circumstances that happened later, I came to the ministry classroom a little late.
After all, this classroom has a perennial lack of visitors, and if it was Kigiza Yoshiki's middle two disease, it would be more than enough for Kiya Hachiman to deal with it alone, right?
However, when I pushed open the classroom door and heard the unusual noise in the classroom, I realized that my previous judgment had been somewhat wrong.
Why is this flag valid, the previous flag is not so effective, this is definitely the world's malice!
However, this time I came to commission a cute girl, which is somewhat of a comfort to me!
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I'm trying very hard to keep the daily update in this part of the plot.,But I think the quality of these two chapters has dropped a little.,It seems that this book is still not suitable for the daily update.。