And now, Li Ming has an urgent matter that needs to be solved.

I only heard the sound of a key opening the door, and then the door of Li Ming's bedroom opened.

After that, he didn't need Li Ming to look up, he knew who was coming. Sure enough, Li Ming's mother's voice also came: "Li Ming, I can't sleep so late, you don't know, I can't sleep with a little light......

Okay! Li Ming didn't plan to ask his mother, he had already turned off the lights, where did the lights come from, okay, even if the computer was on, but, it seems that my bedroom is separated from you by a few rooms! Not to mention that it is just a bright light from a computer, even if you turn on the electric light in your room, you don't seem to be able to see it there!

But Li Ming didn't say that, just smiled and said gently to his mother: "Well, I know, I'll go to sleep immediately!"

Who told Li Ming to know that his mother cared about him and didn't want him to sleep all night.

Moreover, whether it is a father or a mother, as long as he sees himself in front of the computer, there will always be some unhappiness that Li Ming does not know for no reason.

Mother Li said unhappily: "Then you hurry up!"

After saying that, Li's mother closed the door and left.

As soon as Li's mother left, Li Ming's heart couldn't help but sigh, even if she is so old now, it is no longer the time to study before.

But Li's father and Li's mother seem to still be on some issues, just like Li Ming treated when he was still studying.

In the past, when Li Ming was still studying, Li's father and Li's mother would always secretly observe or monitor Li Ming's every move to see if Li Ming was studying seriously, especially when Li Ming was not in their sight.

And then engage in a surprise attack.

Always when Li Ming didn't think it was time to suddenly open the door of Li Ming's bedroom, he was always able to scare Li Ming.

And now it seems that Li Ming's father and mother have not changed this habit.

Without Li Ming's consent, he directly entered Li Ming's private space.

Although for Daddy Lee and Mom Lee. They didn't even think about their son's personal space and private time.

But it is precisely because of their behavior that Li Ming always has an unspeakable unspeakable unhappiness and depression, and even hurts.

Li Ming said to himself: "If I was holding a study book in my hand just now. Even if you turn on the lights, your mother won't say anything!"

Li Ming is not joking. It's a fact.

So this is what makes Li Ming the most unhappy, but the current Li Ming is no longer the Li Ming of the past, so he will not show this unhappiness to his parents, at least, he can't vent it to his parents.

He can understand and tolerate his parents' behavior, but that doesn't mean he agrees.

Li Ming suppressed the unhappiness in his heart and continued to code.

Today's mission is not yet complete!

Until Mother Li chattered again. After Father Li also said very unhappily from outside the door, Li Ming turned off the computer and began to sleep.

Before falling asleep, an idea popped up in Li Ming's mind: "It's not okay to go on like this, you have to stay in the county for a long time, and in this matter, it seems that you can't communicate with your parents, even if you say it, they will still do it next time." They have been used to it for more than ten years, and they may not be able to change it for a while. ”

This is also the reason why Li Ming is reluctant to go home many times.

He loves home, and he loves home. But I rarely think about going home.

Because at home, in addition to the familiar and warm feeling, he also has a greater suffocating restraint and unfreedom.

Here, he feels that he is not himself, and many of them cannot be completely left to themselves, and they have to submit to their parents and follow their ideas.

The restraint tightened his neck, and the lack of freedom kept him from breathing.

The more time passes, the tighter the strangler's neck becomes. The amount of air you can breathe is becoming scarcer.

It's not that Li Ming doesn't want to communicate with Guò to solve it, it's just in the eyes of Li's father and Li's mother. Li Ming will always be a child, just a child.

And. For many years, Li Ming, who rarely communicated, did not know how to communicate with his parents.

Problems come from all sides, and they can't be solved by a single word or an idea.

In addition to this time, what made Li Ming feel a little troublesome was that every day Li's father would tell Li Ming not to pull down the textbook knowledge written in school, let Li Ming read and consolidate, and hoped that Li Ming could continue to improve his academic qualifications.

This is a good thing, whether Li Ming accepts it or not, it is a request for people's care and love for him.

But every day is like this, and every time Dad Li fails to see Li Ming act according to his requirements, as if he just agrees perfunctorily, which always makes Dad Li unhappy, and sometimes even angry.

Once, Li Ming said to his mother: "It's not that I don't want to go home, but it seems that if only I stay at home for more than three days, my father will definitely be angry because of me, and it is even very likely that he will quarrel, although every time I am very restrained, but sometimes my father's words are too ugly, and it will make people angry!

Of course, Li Ming still has one thing to say, that is, sometimes his mother's words are even more ugly, without a dirty word, but the tone and ironic words are definitely a good hand at pulling hatred, which can make people angry.

Therefore, Li Ming loves home but doesn't like to go home.

In Li Ming's best idea, that is, to go home once a week, stay for a day or two at a time and leave, just like a vacation every week, that is the best state.

In this way, the probability of contradictions is greatly reduced.

Moreover, being able to see your parents again allows your parents to see you often.

Before Li Ming fell asleep completely, the last thought in his mind was: "I must buy a house in the county seat and move outside to live!"

With such thoughts, Li Ming fell asleep heavily.

Maybe it's thoughtful, just dream at night!

In the dream, Li Ming actually dreamed that he really bought a house in the county seat, moved to a new house to live, returned to his parents to live with him for one day a week, and lived in the new house the rest of the time.

Then get married and have children.

In dreams, there is some ambiguity in each qiē.

For example, his marriage partner, at first glance, it looks like Ying'er, and at first glance, it looks like Song Qian, and if you look closely, it seems to be An Ran, and even Li Mei appeared.

Just when Li Ming carefully wanted to find out who his bride was.

A sound woke Li Ming up!

This made Li Ming want to see the bride clearly in his dream, because he still wanted to go to sleep, and when he still wanted to see the face of the fresh mother, he found that he could no longer enter that scene.

Even if you close your eyes tightly, it won't help! If you can't get in, you can't get in! (To be continued) R580