Chapter 37: A True Choice

One of the most terrifying things about group activities is that it constantly strengthens everyone's sense of identity with the group activities. Regardless of the emotions about the most complex and tedious cultural festival in history and the preparations for it, at the last moment of preparation, everyone has already fully devoted themselves to this event, whether consciously or unconsciously.

I also believe that when this event is finally successful, everyone will sincerely celebrate it - whether it is the person who complained about it before or the person who sneered at it before, when you are involved in it, there is only one answer in the end.

Of course, there is no such thing as a failure at this cultural festival, at least that's what Xue Xia and I think.

In this kind of last-minute collective carnival, it is very valuable to be a person who is always clearly aware of the purpose of the cultural festival and the purpose that he wants the cultural festival to achieve for himself. Although some of these people are no longer able to achieve their goals, and some of them are not clear, at least they are much better than those who don't know why they want to party.

So, sometimes, I envy Haruki Kitahara, whose goal is always clear, is to make light music fans perform on stage and succeed, of course, he may consciously or unconsciously try to influence the executive committee to make it more suitable for his needs, however, even if these additional attempts fail, he at least guards his monopoly well.

Compared to Kitahara's predecessors, whether it is under the snow or Isshiki, in this battle, they are actually not the victors - the difference is that under the snow, with my support, at least they can get a superficial and bright result, and Ichishiyu, I can't see her future.

I don't know what Kogi Senpai wants to achieve through the cultural festival, but as things stand, her interests are the same as those of the Light Music Club, and that's all I know.

Of course, what surprised me the most was Yui-sama, although it didn't seem like there was much room for other thinking, but Yui Yui Yui could go in the simplest and most determined direction, participate in the ensemble of Yono's band under the snow, and as a latecomer, she continued to fight for her choice in Miss Taketaka. I've never seen my sister look so serious. Although I don't understand why she suddenly became so attached to this honor, I can't deny her efforts.

Perhaps, if there will really be a miracle, it may not be?

"-Xiaohe, don't look at me with that kind of eyes!" my sister's business interrupted my thinking, her face was a little crimson, "This kind of look of yours is like looking at your own grown sister's brother, I am my sister, I am my sister!"

"Is there any point in striving for this reputation at this time? Anyway, in the minds of those who know us well, it is normal for me to take care of you!"

"Refuse!"

"Then you can imagine the reaction of other people!" Yukishita must be 'although my brother doesn't seem to be reassuring, but in a sense, Yubihama may be a more uneasy person', and Hikiya will probably say something like 'I think my brother is more reliable'. So—ah, I'm sorry, sis, I shouldn't have made you so depressed. ”

Uh, it looks like it's still out of the way.

However, Yui was accustomed to a similar blow to me, and quickly adjusted her emotions, and she hummed softly again according to the music in her hand.

"Anyway, old lady, have you really decided to sing 'Sound-of-Destiny'?" I heard the familiar tune, and I glanced at the score in my sister's hand.

"It's not my decision, it's Sister Yangnai's decision!"

"That guy—"

I still can't understand Yono's thoughts. In a sense, this person's approach is even more whimsical, although there will always be many incredible behaviors, but the frustrating thing is that the final situation always seems to be under her control. Maybe this is the surplus that belongs to college students?

"Yang Nai's predecessors always have a reason for doing this. My sister explained in a hurry.

"And you should know her reasoning, right? If you don't explain your trump card and lead singer at this time, it will only lead to emotional instability on the other party - but, looking at my sister's appearance, I should have learned the inside story earlier?"

Thanks to you, you've been able to keep it a secret for so long!

"In short, Xiaohe, whether you believe it or not, I think that this time, my chance is not as small as you imagined!"

"Sister, when you feel reliable, it's five or five!"

"No, I actually thought about it later. Although Kogi Sao's predecessors are two consecutive champions, but her two consecutive championships are actually not stable, except for the accident that the seniors themselves admit in the first year, Yanagihara-san has become her big competitor in the second year, if the gap between the two sides is too big, it is impossible for Yanagihara-san to rely on participating in the performance of a club with little influence such as the Light Music Club. And my advantage is that I participate in the activities of aspiring groups outside the school, and people will always be more interested in performing outside the school, and as long as my performance is okay - I also believe in that, so that- what kind of expression is that Xiao and you?"

"Question: Sister Yui, how much of these words just now were you thinking of yourself?"

"There are indeed ingredients here that Xiaoxue and Yangnai's predecessors helped analyze, but I also think a lot about it myself, why do you always disbelieve me so much?"

"It's because Yui-san really can't be trusted—uh, okay, I was wrong, apologize. ”

However, this time I stopped in time and did not get my sister's forgiveness.

With his head bowed deeply, Yui Hihama's hands were clenched into fists. Not a routine complaint, nor a routine smiley.

"Xiaohe, please answer me seriously, whether it is my thoughts or my efforts, do you really think that your sister is so untrustworthy? Do you really think that even if I am serious and work hard, I can only reach this level in the end?"

"Sister—"

"-Or did Xiaohe not expect anything from me when he supported me to work hard at that time?"

"I really want to support you in this competition. I replied quietly.

- But, isn't it best to have no expectations? Because intellectually, sister, your chances are really not big, even if the performance can be compared to Xiao Mu Cao's predecessors, but, in other aspects, it is not enough!

Can Yono's band under the snow turn Yui Yuira into magic?

"I'm participating in the competition for Xiaohe!" said my sister suddenly.

"For me?"

"To be exact, it's for Xiaohe who was hurt by Xiao Mu Yu's seniors!" "My sister said solemnly, "If Xiao He really thinks that Xiao Mu Yu's seniors are more like my sister than me, I can't do anything, then, only the seniors can replace me and support Xiao He well." However, didn't the predecessors fail to do it?"

I opened my mouth and didn't open my mouth to explain. Objectively speaking, Sister Yui is not wrong, Kogi Senpai, when I trusted her the most, had different thoughts from me.

- There must be a reason for that. If you want to explain it that way. Presumably my sister won't accept it, right? What's more, I don't know even now, even now, when the relationship with my predecessors seems to have eased and become estranged.

Without a definite answer, there is no way to convince.

"But Xiaohe is Xiaohe after all, Xiaohe still regards my sister as an object that needs your care! I don't hate Xiaohe's care, but, Xiaohe yourself, isn't it also a person who needs to be taken care of?"

"Sister, your brother and I are much more reliable than you-"

"-Then why did Xiaohe rely on Xiaomu Yu's predecessors in the first place?"

"It's a special case—"

"-So, now that there is no one to rely on, Xiaohe is actually very confused, right?"

"Sister, this joke is not funny at all, on this question, you can ask under the snow, she trusts me now!"

"Xiaoxue's trust in you is Xiaoxue's problem, but I can feel that Xiaohe is actually very unstable and insecure now, not so much Xiaoxue trusts you, why isn't Xiaohe using Xiaoxue's trust in you to create the illusion that you can also be alone?

"When, Sister Yui, have you become this kind of trickster?" I subconsciously took a step back, and I found that I was already a little unable to resist Yui Yui's momentum.

"Haven't Xiaohe experienced the consequences of overtrusting his own judgment?"

"It's because I've experienced it that I don't make mistakes, so-"

That's why Xiaoxue's trust in you is so important, because even Xiaoxue supports you, so you can trust yourself. Actually, Xiaohe, do you really have what you believe in, do you believe in yourself like that? Do you really believe in your own set of theories, deep down in your heart?"

Is it the true thoughts in the depths of my heart again? Xiao Mu Yu's predecessor, a color feather, is it Sister Yui's turn now?

Indeed, the truth of the heart and the pursuit of the heart, the truth of this subjective judgment is the most difficult thing to draw conclusions. How can those who have been guided by me not believe that their choices that have been driven by others are their true thoughts?

was stabbed back by my sister with her own theory!

- But, Yui-san, I'm still different from those people.

"Brilliant rhetorical question, Yui-san, but you've overlooked the most important point," I said, looking up at my sister, who looked at me in some surprise, "Your problem is that you didn't take into account the starting point of my thinking. It is impossible for a man who seeks freedom to tie himself to someone else's chariot in order to prove his freedom - if I am now relying on the snow to maintain my judgment, then my approach is itself contrary to my goal, and if I had made such a mistake, I would not have allowed it to happen without you pointing it out. ”

"Today, I do have a deep impression of Yui-sama, and I take back my previous comments that I always wanted to take care of you, but only your judgment, you are trying to help me in this aspect, I refuse to accept it. ”

"So, isn't it as good as Xiao Mu Yu's senior?" asked my sister murmuring.

"This has nothing to do with Xiao Mu Yu's seniors, right?"

"However, if what was said just now was what Xiao Mu Yu's predecessor said to Xiao He, would Xiao He's answer be so quick and sharp?"

This time, it was my turn to be a little dumbfounded.

Of course, I would like to answer yes, but I find it difficult to make this answer.

"That's why I have to win, that's why I have to prove it to Xiaohe!" my sister raised her head and showed a strong smile, "So, Xiaohe's heart is not always so rational! If I can really bring Xiaohe a sense of security, will Xiaohe's attitude towards me also change?"

My sister turned her head, and she untied the hairband that bound her head, and her sister's red hair was messy, but supple on her shoulders.

"Didn't you ask me before, why do I like this dumpling so much?"

"That's because, Xiaohe, who protects me, said that he liked this hairstyle at that time! So, Tuanzitou means the sister who is protected by Xiaohe, and now, it's my turn to protect you!"

"So, after the performance of the cultural festival, between me and Xiao Mu Cao's seniors, I hope Xiao He can make a sincere choice!"

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The official opening question: 1, can Yukina miss the triple championship;2, whether the performance of the light sound will be less than expected, it will end before 6 o'clock tomorrow night, and everyone can join the group to vote. Then I will draw one of the people who guessed the plot and write an extra article according to his requirements~