Su Xiaocan heard the confusion in his voice, followed his words, and asked, "How is it different?!"

Cui Yimo's eyes looked blankly at the glowing place in front of him, and said, "I'm thinking about whether I did something wrong, whether I shouldn't be by your side."

I even thought of my father in the past, when he wanted to change careers, but because he felt that after changing careers, he was afraid that he would do the wrong thing and drag us back even more, so he didn't dare to stop moving forward.

I have also persuaded him and explained him, but on the contrary, when I crossed such a question, I found that all language was incomparably pale and weak, and the hesitation in my heart would not change at all because of these great principles.

Xiaocan, do you hate me like this? Do you think I'm useless and get you into such a big trouble?"

Su Xiaocan looked at Cui Yimo's helpless eyes, the dark yellow street lamp sprinkled on his face, between light and darkness, it seemed that the whole face was softer, just like an abandoned hutchis, looking at the master pitifully, his heart was so soft.

Smiled softly and asked, "Fool, how is your dad doing?"

Cui Yimo thought of the current Cui Xiangcheng, a person who has not had a sense of existence in the past ten years, a person who has been a person for more than ten years in his memory, and now his appearance is becoming clearer and clearer in his mind, and he is becoming more and more confident, younger and more imposing, but at home, he is still an honest person as always, and he is called by his mother Fang Pingya.

"Ah, my dad is fine now, much more energetic than he used to work in the fertilizer factory. Some time ago, my mom told us that when they were shopping, they ran into my dad's former colleague and said hello, but they didn't recognize anyone, which made my mom laugh for a long time. ”

Su Xiaocan bypassed the bicycle resting between the two, stood in front of him against the light, looked up, and looked at him seriously: "Look, no matter how worried and scared your father is, even if he feels that he may be dragging his family back, for the sake of this family, in order to keep up with everyone's footsteps, he still works hard and seriously to take this big step in life."

If he fails, will you and your family abandon him?

No, because he is your family and an inseparable part.

The same is true between us.

From the first year of junior high school, when our bikes collided together, we were inseparable.

If I am injured, you will compensate me, and you will pay for it for the rest of your life. Don't think that you want to deny yourself now, want to run away, and want to leave me alone.

Tell me, is that what you just said about that?"

"No, no, I never thought of running away. Cui Yimo looked down at Su Xiaocan, who was close at hand, because of the light, his whole expression fell into the dark, but the bright eyes were like elves in the dark, looking at himself seriously.

He had a lot of things to say to her, but he was afraid that if he said it, he would be disliked and rejected by Su Xiaocan.

If he just wants to be a friend with peace of mind, then he will only change silently, and if he changes well, he will continue to stay by Su Xiaocan's side;

However, he was unwilling, unwilling to just be an ordinary friend of Su Xiaocan, he wanted more.

Is he greedy?

Thinking of the bits and pieces of getting along between the two of them, they are both busy on their own life trajectories, and it is not easy to get to where they are today.

Knowing each other until now, the two are no longer ignorant and ignorant at the beginning of junior high school, Cui Yimo can already clarify his mind, he likes Su Xiaocan, and he likes it so much that he wants to guard her all his life, not the kind of friendship of friends, not the family affection between brothers and sisters, but the emotion between men and women.

There are many words, which have been held in his heart for a long time, and he has always wanted to open his mouth to Su Xiaocan, especially when he was stimulated by Zhao Xinling today, he found that confession is still such a complicated thing, he doesn't know if his reckless confession now is too abrupt, and whether it will scare Su Xiaocan.

If Xiaocan has any reluctance, will they get along more and more unnaturally like Zhao Xinling and Su Xiaocan in the future, and even become strangers in the end?

The excitement that I wanted to talk about was so much that I was so much thought about, and the cold wind blew, and all of a sudden, all my courage disappeared!

Hey, if Su Xiaocan knew what Cui Yimo was struggling with, he didn't know how much he had to beat his chest! Now in the world, it is estimated that Cui Yimo himself thinks that the two of them are still a simple friendship!

She remembers that once, Cui Yimo helped Zheng Shuxian move two gas canisters in one go, Zheng Shuxian turned around and patted her on the shoulder and said: This little boyfriend is raising well, keep working hard!

At this moment, she saw that Cui Yimo was silent, thinking that what she said was not clear enough, thinking about what Cui Yimo said just now, since it solved the problem that Cui Yimo wanted to stay away from him, then he was entangled in the trouble that Zhao Xinling brought to him because he liked him.

That's easy to say!

"Yimo, are you still worried that Zhao Xinling is making trouble for me because he likes you?

Actually, you're really too careful!

This matter has nothing to do with you, it is her psychological problem from beginning to end.

We've been at the same table since the beginning, and I've never avoided you when I make friends with anyone.

Now, if you think about it carefully, how do I get along with Manwen and Teacher Ding, and how do I get along with Zhao Xinling.

Friends, there are also near and far.

Since I was in junior high school, I didn't like Zhao Xinling, was it because of you at that time?

Didn't you hear me ask her why she did this? You're really just a small part of the reason, or the main cause is a negative influence.

Combined with the information of your investigation, her expression today, and my understanding of Zhao Xinling on weekdays, I summed up one thing: Zhao Xinling is extremely jealous, it should be from the beginning of my first year of junior high school and my performance was too good, she was unhappy with me.

However, she is very good at pretending, so she makes friends with me and observes me at the same time.

Later, as you became better and better, and you became closer and closer to me, she became more jealous of me, and felt that I had taken advantage of all the good things. Perhaps, her liking for you is also because she brought it into me, thinking that if she were me, or better than me, she would get everything I have, and in the end, her feelings for you became more and more out of control.

In other words, even if she doesn't like you, just because I have been the first in the grade exam all the year round and liked by my teachers and classmates, she will spread rumors about me behind my back. ”