Chapter 45: Lies
Actually, Yukina Kogi is very good at wearing masks, and she is very good at acting out what she doesn't like so much - although she doesn't have the role of a good girl who is so annoying, speaking in this capacity.
So, she should be good at lying.
However, the feeling of lying casually in front of passers-by in order to maintain their image is completely different from that of Yui Yuihama, who is the sister of the person he likes and is also his rival in love.
If Yui could be a little more careful, if she could be a little more distrustful of herself, she felt that her indifferent appearance of pretending to lie would also disappear.
Luckily or unfortunately, Yui Yui Yuira must have believed in herself.
Believe your own terrible lie.
She hadn't made it to Nagano - although she had really thought so, but this kind of overly romantic plot seemed a little too heavy for Yukina Kogi. However, it is true that she did not go to the concert, and the reason why she chose this way is only because she does not want to give Yubihama Kazuya any more room for misunderstanding.
The reason why Yukina Kogi didn't interrupt her contact with Haruki Kitahara when she was full of scandals was just to make Yubihama Kazuya pay attention, make him dissatisfied, and make him jealous - but when she realized that this contact would really make her form an image of a watery poplar, she would decisively stop.
didn't care what Fuyuma and Sasa would think, and in the face of Kitahara's constant urging of her calls, she was even a little surprised to find that she didn't have any guilt for Kitahara Haruki, maybe that boy was really not bad, maybe that boy really just regarded himself as a good friend, but, when his use value disappeared-
Even Yukina Kogi herself didn't know that she would be such an excessive girl at such a time.
However, it's all because I like it, because I care!
That night, she squinted her eyes and fell asleep peacefully, even thinking a little happily.
The next morning, she wakes up early and sends an invitation to Kazuya and Yui for her birthday party - yes, this is another lie from Yukina Kogi, at first, at least when she decided not to attend Fuyuma's concert, she decided to invite Kazuya to her birthday party - and before that, she was going to ignore the boy and make him surprised, dissatisfied, and angry.
But she didn't want to, and wouldn't dare to, do it now - to hold on to what she already had, she didn't need to make the thrilling and romantic action of running to Nagano that didn't necessarily pay off, but she should at least take the opportunity she should, and that's it.
She also sent the invitation with a happy mood, and when she sent the invitation, she even felt that the banner of victory was beckoning to her, and she felt very happy, so happy that a few days later she remembered the mistakes she had made before, and even took the initiative to call back Kitahara to explain to him that she had missed the appointment that night.
Haruki Kitahara believed his explanation, but then, he told himself something else.
Another thing that made her fall to the bottom completely.
She did not have the courage to make a romantic spiritual action, but Kazuya, who has always been rational, made such a choice. If it was in the past, it would have made her ecstatic.
But now, it only made her panic.
Kazuya Hihama's thrilling actions are completely destroyed by her smug caution.
She didn't run out of anger with her parents - this is Yukina's third lie, she just wanted to run out and take a break purely because she was a little overwhelmed by the news, and then she met Yui Yubihama.
The face of the girl named Yui Yui Yubihama is not much better than herself, and it is impossible for her, who has always cared about her brother, not to know the result of Kazuya's big adventure. Thinking of all her previous stupid behavior, Yukina feels like a clown who makes people feel helpless.
However, even so, she was able to realize that if there was ever a chance to make up for the damage she had done to Kazuya, it would be now.
So,As close as possible to Yui Yui as close as possible as if nothing had happened.,Pretend not to care as much as possible and reveal the news that Yui must have noticed to the other party.,Then,Try as kindly as possible to see if Kazuya is angry about his actions.。
She thought, she had probably achieved her goal.
As long as Yui believes her explanation, Yui will tell Kazuya that Yukina definitely didn't mean to avoid him, but made a helpless choice because of the pressure at home.
Although Yui is her rival in love, she is still Kazuya's sister, and she will tell Kazuya such an important thing.
- As long as Yui Yui Hihama believes her explanation.
This is the third time she has judged this hypothesis today.
The reason why she emphasized this assumption so much was because she was not completely sure of Yui's thoughts, and because she knew that if her lies were seen through, her image would continue to slide in a bad direction.
If you generously admit your thoughts, it may be nothing, but why should you lie? Isn't lying just to prove that you have done nothing wrong?
Pushing the pot on the parents is to prove that Yukina Kogi is still the friendly one in Yukihama Kazuya's mind, and she will not miss her friend's concert for no reason because of this selfish reason.
Maybe she doesn't care about other people's judgments of her, but, only right and also, this kind of existence is not good, this boy knows too many things about himself, but, although he understands so many things, his image in his heart is still very good, isn't it?
So a selfish little wood Yukina, he won't like it, right?
- She still didn't want him to see her selfish side, so she lied.
However, if this lie is exposed, doesn't it show that she is not only a selfish girl, but also a girl who does not hesitate to lie in order to cover up her selfishness?
That seems to be the case!
She thought to herself, laughing at herself.
Why is this happening?When did you start making mistakes?Was it from the beginning?At the beginning, the proud Kogi Yukina rejected Yukihama Kazuya's plea for forgiveness from him, asking him to do more. Confident Yukina Koki, despite facing Yui Yui's public challenge, she still chooses to stay put, letting Yui work hard, feeling that her lead is unshakable. What happened next? Yukina Kogi, who was initially uneasy, had neither the determination nor the courage to continue to persevere, and slowly began to choose the route of her so-called "insurance", so she did not go to the concert, so she sent them invitations. Suddenly feeling helpless, Yukina Kogi, in the face of a sudden blow, desperately tried to cover up her mistakes, but in the end she was exposed by others, and finally became so humble.
What was wrong? It seems that every step of hers makes sense, but every step seems to end the final failure.
When facing the person you like, you lose the calmness of the previous attitude of calmly dealing with other people who confess to you, and between hesitation and panic, you let a lot of opportunities slip through your fingers.
It turns out that Xiaomu Yukina is such a girl! If it is such a girl, compared to the girl who competes with herself, what capital does she have to compete with the person who dares to move forward?
Failure is a matter of course, right?
She didn't look at Yui Yui, who was quickly left behind by her, and continued to run forward.
It's not a confident run, but a run that wants to shake himself off Yui's sight, a run that wants to hide himself in a corner where no one knows him.
It's also Valentine's Day, and on that day, the invitation sent to Kazuya Yubihama, whether the boy attends or not, no longer makes sense.
Because, Yukina Kogi felt that she could already give herself a notice of outing.
I don't blame anyone, it's just that I didn't think about catching it.
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That's how it was during the finale sprint, and it's normal to have two chapters in a row when your brain is hot (laughs). Then,About this behavior and mentality of Yukina,I think writing like this may offend some people.,But I hope to be a little restless.,It's all chased here or read it (Wangtian),I'll explain it in the end of this summary.。。。