Chapter 123 Loneliness is because of who you miss

After eating, I waited for Qi Chang to process a few songs, and it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening when everything was ready. When driving, Guo Yuqing played several songs repeatedly in the car, especially the song that Xiao Wu named "Opera 2" but changed its name to "Lonely" because of her strong opposition, which was played no less than five times along the way. The whole car was filled with Xiao Wu's high-pitched screaming voice. In her words: "It's the first time I've heard such a nice song in Russian, so I have to listen to it enough." ”

When Xiao Wulu was singing, "Chinese Poetry Circle" sent out the poems written by various poets in today's gathering. More than two dozen poems, a small section was opened, and all of them were placed on it. Many netizens who love poetry post back behind their favorite poems, some express their love, some come to learn and watch, and some put forward some deficiencies in their own opinions. However, even the accusations were sufficient, and most people did not criticize them excessively. There is only one exception to the poem, which is also the most controversial and posted, the name of this poem is "Portrait of a Young Poet", author: Wind Dancing Haitian.

At the beginning, the comments of netizens were all good, but when a reply post called "The Benefit of the Great River" accused Feng Wu Haitian of ridiculing the young poets of the entire Chinese poetry circle, the direction of the wind changed suddenly. Suddenly, many people came to criticize the poem and criticize the wind and the sky.

It is as red as blood: "Not all poets will 'walk through long sentences and alleys day and night' like in this poem, not all poets 'limp in and out of the roadside woods', this poem is a mistake in cognition, and it is the biggest fault of this poem to knock all poets down with a stick!"

Osan Rizhao: "Writing poems should also be based on facts, and cannot be exaggerated, this poem will infinitely magnify the small faults of some poets, and then impose them on all poets, is this a 'rotten fish' for everyone else except himself?"

"I suggest that this wind and dance should be expelled from this website on the charge of anti-poetry! We cannot condone this kind of person and this kind of thinking!"

There is a dog in the north: "The suggestion to pick flowers is very good, I vote for it!" Let the first poem make many people prejudiced against us in writing poetry, thinking that we poets are just like the poem says, a group of 'born old... Stunted... As soon as I turned around, I wrote my name on the wall of the public toilet. ”

"As a moderator of this website, I have the responsibility to propose to the person in charge of the website in the name of maintaining the purity of the poetry world, to block Feng Wu Haitian and delete all his poems on this website!"

When Shen Poshui also stood up and criticized Feng Wu Haitian by name, many poets who had attended the party finally understood why these people would attack Feng Wu Haitian, take a closer look at these people, all of them are people who write poems with their lower bodies, and the rebuke of Feng Wu Haitian at today's party made Shen Poshui unable to get off the stage on the spot, and now Shen Poshui has come to retaliate. So some people who had a good impression of Feng Wu Haitian stood up, and the first one was "Weightlifting" who was sitting next to Xiao Wu at that time

"There is no poet in this world who dares to say that the poems he writes are loved by everyone, and everyone agrees with the views in his poems." Poetry is a genre that will cause controversy, if anyone is expelled and banned because of some ideas in the poem, then who will dare to write poetry in the future, who will dare to tell the truth, we are now an enlightened society, not a feudal society, not an era of being convicted for a word. ”

Solemnly: "Agree with the point of view of 'lifting weights as the same', reject the proposal not to shoot, if there is a dispute, we can reply in the reply, delete or block it, I don't think there is anything wrong with this poem." It summarizes some of the faults of our poets who write poetry, but only makes us realize our mistakes, poetry can't always be praised, but more still criticized!"

There are several influential poets and poets in the Chinese poetry circle who have stood up to speak to Fengwu Haitian, and those who don't know the truth have also stood up to express their incomprehension.

"I think this poem is well written, whether it is the text or the structure, it makes people feel very poetic when they read it, and there is nothing bad about it?"

"Yes, I love this poem, and I want to keep it! Why are they so disgusted with it?"

"Sympathize!

"I heard that it was because of this wind dance Haitian criticized Shen Poshui's lower body for writing poems at a party today. ”

"Yes? Good criticism, those poems on the lower body are so disgusting, I used to let our son see the poems, and now I'm afraid that he will have some bad imagination when he sees the poems written by those people. ”

"That is, I don't know if these people are going to have children in the future, and whether they will let their children read these poems they wrote. ”

"Are these people going to have children? aren't they afraid to have children?"

For a while, many netizens expressed their support for the wind dance Haitian, and some people who love the lower body also posted back, and the Chinese poetry circle was full of dust because of this poem of the wind dance and the sky.

Xiao Wu didn't know anything about this, and when he walked out of the party, he was ready not to participate in the affairs of these poets in the future, in his opinion, real poets are paranoid, and it is difficult to get along if the Tao is different. He went to this meeting today just because he wanted to fulfill a dream. When he got home, he was busy sending Weibo!

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Fang Shengnan returned home and finished eating and everything was cleaned up, it was already more than nine o'clock in the evening, throwing his tired body into the bathtub, his tired body relaxed in the warm water, comfortably making her moan softly, looking at the blurred figure in the mirror, the hazy and beautiful shadow was looking at her, looking at the loneliness in her heart. Sighing, she buried herself in the water, not wanting to make eye contact with the shadow that could see her inside.

Many of her classmates back then had already married and had children, and it seemed that she was the only one left still struggling and looking for her on the road. Waiting. The warm voice in the distance slowly began to get cold with time, from the phone call once a day to now not once in half a year, her friend advised her not to wait, but she still stubbornly believed that he would not change, just because he said when he left that she would wait for him. But this wait is five years, she has rejected many bouquets of bright red roses in the past five years, she has lost count, and in the past five years, she has been wronged and cannot find a hug to rely on, so she can only hide in the bed and cry secretly. Later, one day by chance, she heard Xiao Wu's "Wandering", and she cried at that time, crying like a child, crying out all the grievances over the years. So she became a fan of Xiao Wu, became a member of the ant clan, and she found all the songs of Xiao Wu that she could find, and that "Dear Child" was her second favorite song in addition to "Wandering", because that song seemed to be singing her.

When she was harassed by her boss at the "Han Tianxia Entertainment" company, the headhunter found her and introduced her to Bug Entertainment. Originally, she was dismissive of this kind of small company, but when she saw the company's profile, she suddenly changed her mind. Because she saw that "Oldboy" turned out to be produced by this company. As a princess ant of the ant clan, she has to pay attention to her idol's every move, so she knows that this "Old Boy" is produced and supervised by Xiao Wu. She herself is a person in this circle, and she knows very well that most producers are investors, so from this reasoning, she thinks that the boss of this company should be the little five gods!

So, she resolutely accepted this position, which made many of her former colleagues incomprehensible, they thought that even if she left "Han Tianxia Entertainment", she would at least have to be a general manager or something in a medium-sized entertainment company. But no one knew that she only came to work in this company because the little five gods might be the boss behind this company.

After arriving at Xiao Worm Entertainment, she only saw Xiao Wu twice, the first time she only knew this song, the young man with short hair and sunshine was surnamed Xiao, and at that time, Xiao Wu's real name was Xiao Wu. Later, she learned that this Mr. Xiao was the third boss of this company. I come once or twice a week, and every time I come here, I say I go to the studio. At that time, she guessed in her heart that this Mr. Xiao should be the great god Xiaowu. Then it broke out on the Internet that Xiao Wu's real name should be Xiao Wu, and she was even more sure of her guess. However, years of work experience in large companies made her understand that she couldn't ask rashly when Xiao Wu didn't tell her clearly, especially since she was still a subordinate. So, she kept this secret in her heart all the time and didn't tell anyone. So she doesn't complain no matter how hard and tired she is, if others know that she works in Dashen's company, then not many people rush to do this job.

After being stuffy in the water for a while, she got out of the water, wiped her hands and took her mobile phone, and entered Xiao Wu's Weibo to see today's new chapter of "Living with a Flight Attendant".

"The second song of "Flight Attendant" has been released, the name "Lonely is because of who I miss", and you can download it from Starry Sky Music now. ”

Looking at the time, thirty seconds ago, I didn't expect to be in a hurry today. Hurriedly boarded the starry sky music player on the mobile phone, searched for "Lonely Is Because I Miss Who", and then listened to it while downloading.

"Did you know?

What it's like to miss someone

It's like drinking a glass of ice-cold water

And then for a long, long time

One by one, they shed tears

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After listening to the previous paragraph, she was stunned, and every word of Xiao Wu's deep voice on the mobile phone seemed to be typed into her heart, which made her heart hurt so much. She suddenly understood, in fact, she already knew in her heart that this love was gone, but she had been refusing to admit it, and had been forcing herself to recall the past, to make the more and more blurred memories clear, she was unwilling to face the pain of forgetting, she deliberately avoided it, just because she didn't know what she should do.

"Did you know?

Forget what it's like to be alone

It's like appreciating a brutal beauty

And then in a very small voice

Tell yourself to be strong and face it

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The music on the phone continued to play, her tears slipped silently from the corners of her eyes, fell into the bathtub, unable to distinguish whether it was salty or bitter or astringent, she had been in love for seven years, waited for five years, this love was already tired, and she couldn't walk anymore. Turn off the music, open the address book, find the name she was most familiar with, and dial it out.

This song was sung by Xiao Wu after combining Han Hong and Li Wei's version, so it can touch people's hearts. But in fact, Xiao Wu still likes Han Hong's version, because Han Hong's version sounds very comfortable, and she really sings the taste of "telling yourself to be strong". So in the second half, Xiao Wujiang returned to Han Hong's version. At the beginning, he was still struggling with whether it was "Like You" or this song "Lonely Because I Miss Who", "Like You" must be sung in Cantonese, otherwise he will have to refill the lyrics. And this song is a little too sad, but when this song is sung, Xiao Wu knows that he doesn't need to be entangled, so he uses this song.