Home is still the same home, the flowers are red, and the leaves are green. The scenery is there, the people are there, but the heart is lost. Lost on that country road.

There is no more eternal laughter

I can't find the joy you gave me

Eternal love is ethereal

Silently shed tears for you

Maybe it's sadness

But it's all in the past

No one understood

You can only imagine

This is my sin

There is no one who is right and wrong in love

You face it with mistakes

I'm not going to hide it with hatred

But it's not so easy to let go

And how can it be replaced

Try to forget but deepen the memory

Try not to miss it, but miss it more

Look at your photos

Bright smile

Why close your eyes

You'll still be in front of you

As I said, I never give up

And how to forget you

Blank, sad, helpless

You should bear it yourself

It turned out that life deceived itself

Is it helpless to make trouble?

Hahahahaha

Laugh until tears remain

Let loneliness fill the memory

Be lonely, resign yourself to your fate

Silently accept the fact that you can't change

What makes the difference where the heart is?

Are you walking lightly?

I'm sorry you've always been me

Just because I never showed up

I don't belong to your world

Let this heart evaporate together

From the heart began to dust that dream

I'm just a passer-by in a hurry

Through the vicissitudes of time

Zhang Xiaoyao sat alone in the room, opened the pink diary, and wondered if there was still a quiet atmosphere left in the diary?

At night, it was still sleepless.

Zhang Xiaoyao remembered the past, and waited silently in the season of falling leaves. The season of snowflakes flying, the happiness in my heart. The season of the new willows, the happy memory. And this summer, the heart was lost, and everything became a dream.

The college entrance examination is already the college entrance examination in the past, and I only did one Chinese test paper, which can be regarded as a complete failure! At that time, I had a reason to leave the examination room, but at least there was Wen Jing at that time, and now everything is gone from me.

Zhang Xiaoyao picked up a pen and began to write in the diary, writing about the beauty and memories of the past, and writing about the current mood and obsession.

May all this become a dream, I don't want to open the dream, then the dust is sealed in the memory! I have not missed you, I have loved you, and I have it, and that truth will always remain in my heart, accumulated over time, and deeply rooted.

No matter when I am with you, I will always be so calm and happy, in that youthful time, with your encouragement and support, there are many beautiful memories, and I will never forget the ups and downs that you have walked with me.

Your position cannot be replaced by others, I never ask for your oath, nor do I want your assurance, because I have always believed that sincerity does not need any shackles, even if you leave, you will leave indifferently, after all, you have truly loved each other.

You watched me cry, I watched you cry, in fact, my heart hurts, I really want to wipe away your tears, I shouldn't let the girl shed tears for me, your tears are what I owe you, I can never afford to pay them back, from then on all the memories in my tears have become loneliness.

And now I can't get back to the past, may you be all well and happy. Don't be sad in the distance, don't cry anymore, don't grieve yourself anymore.

And I can't tolerate anything in my heart, sadness is not the past, I didn't easily bear a relationship, I was afraid that I would be sorry for you, and we can only love secretly.

Once my heart was full of you, the beauty of time and distance in black and white made me remember you deeply, I once thought that a happiness would not let go when I held it in my hand, time did not wait for anyone, but people could wait for people, so there was concern and too much to let go.

And now, I have no choice but to climb to the top of the highest mountain and drop my heart into the deep and deep valley, let it be shattered, and let him drift together in this heaven and earth, dream back at midnight, and then cherish the memories of that fragment of each one.

I forgot how to smile, how to face the rest of my life, so tired or not? The memories of the past have indeed been sketched only the outline of loneliness, and the deep thoughts have finally achieved reality, the blurred clarity between black and white, the tears are falling, and the shedding is drifting away.

Heaven and earth are long, I only understand after love, and I know pain after love, maybe the distance makes me lose my way. I care, I am serious, I insist, I am persistent, I am silent, I am impatient, I am in pain, these are nothing, just an episode of Hongchen hurrying.

Let me be a lost person, like a grain of dust and sand, the wind blows the sand to wander, without thinking about the purpose and direction.

I would like to sleep this summer, pray, bless, and never wake up. May the good years be long in my heart, and you who can't be erased, is the lost heart shaking or waiting?

Love is not obsessive, crazy dreams, I choose to pack my bags and go to see the world. The wind is gone, nothing is left, the wind blows the sand, and it drifts to the end of the world. Who else can afford to pick up a broken heart?

White paper, black handwriting, and the tears that dropped. Closing the pen and combining the book is already the scene of the rising sun in the east.

"Mom, I want to go out for a walk, the world is so big, this city can't accommodate me!" was the first thing Zhang Xiaoyao said when he got home.

"Well, okay, you have grown up, you can decide everything yourself, remember to bring money, take care of yourself, and come back at any time when you are homesick." ”

Mom saw the change in Zhang Xiaoyao since he came back yesterday, and the look between her eyebrows couldn't be concealed at all, and she didn't ask much, choosing to support her son's decision.

When he returned to his room, Zhang Xiaoyao heard the phone ring at home, and his mobile phone had long since lost it.

"Hey, are you at home? I'm Long Ao, I'm sure you're fine, how are you doing now? Okay? What are you going to do with Xiaoyao Medicine? I want to hear your opinion, anyway, they're temporarily backwatering, and they all think you're crazy. Long Ao said on the phone.

"Donate it all, I just want to live quietly, I have nothing left, don't bother me anymore. Zhang Xiaoyao quickly finished speaking and hung up the phone.

Even if Zhang Xiaoyao didn't say that, with his current state, he wouldn't be able to keep those interests that made people blush! Not to mention that he no longer had the ability to make pills, there was no reason to continue to stay in Xiaoyao Medicine.

Long Ao's side, at the foot of a mountain, Long Ao let out a long breath after listening to Zhang Xiaoyao's phone call, glad that Xiaoyao Xiaoyou chose so.

"The time of the Holy Lord has come, and we all have to look at people's faces, and I am just an errand runner. Xiaoyao Xiaoyou, you are a person with great wisdom, and it is rare to be confused to better protect yourself. Brother, I am in the rivers and lakes, and I can't help myself. Long Ao said with a sigh.

Zhang Xiaoyao only carried a black backpack, packed a few clothes casually, and went out in a simple outfit.