Chapter 86: The Torture of Thoughts

It was another sunny day, the familiar pale gray sky, the familiar smell of the air, but Liu Zhe's mood and spirit fell to the bottom.

Yesterday, after Xia Yiran's education, I hung up the phone, and I don't know why the little guy was so excited that day, Liu Zhe coaxed her for a long time to put her to sleep.

He, on the other hand, was associating pictures in his mind, continuing to refine the interlude of the dance, and was busy until eleven o'clock before going to bed.

It's a pity that he said that the matter would be solved tomorrow, but after calming down, he found that he didn't get things right, and he felt like he had a pimple in his heart, and he couldn't sleep at all.

After going back and forth for a long time, Liu Zhe accepted his fate, and thought about it, and decided to write the novel, so that he could sleep peacefully.

For the abandoned house in the previous life, it is inevitable to read novels, and it is also inevitable that some good-looking gods can remember their names.

If you want to choose a novel, of course, the first one must be a novel by a great god, and there are dozens of great god novels back and forth.

The entertainment gave up directly, because there are no songs in the world at all, and there is no sense of substitution at all, and it is impossible for him to redeem every song in it to sing, right?

Of course, it's not that this can't be written, it's just that the songs that can be written into entertainment novels are generally classic songs, and a song will be released every once in a while, and if the fame can't keep up, the supplement of the exchange point can't catch up with the output.

Therefore, this can wait until the fame rises in the future to play this routine.

Thinking about publishing a novel in the future, every few chapters written, a song will be redeemed, and readers and fans are waiting for the song to appear, and they are a little excited to think about it!

Wait a minute!

It seems like...... Ninety percent of the entertainment texts are crossed, and then he took out various songs and pretended to slap his face, isn't this a copy of himself!

It's okay if there are other classifications, but the entertainment text is classified in the city, and the city and reality are the categories with the strongest sense of substitution, and it may be appropriate to think that he is crossing!

And if there are some people who have a burning heart of gossip and dig deeper, they will find the comparison between his past and the present, isn't this a proper soul piercing!

What will his family and friends think of him then?

How can people who are not too big to do things outside discuss him?

And what will the state do with him?

Although they have no evidence, they have begun to suspect in their hearts that his life is destined to be unpeaceful, and he will end up alone and old.

And does the state need to tell you the evidence? First of all, I will interrogate you criminally for various reasons.

He doesn't think he's a man who can endure all kinds of torture!

Let's talk about it, and we will talk about it again......

In the end, under the chaos of his brain, he simply chose the first novel he read in his previous life, which was also the key to his opening the world of novels - Dzi Change!

This is a ...... Well, a good-looking novel is at least a good start to the world of fiction.

Although the crossing through the other world has appeared, the setting inside is fresh!

After choosing, he thought he would fall asleep soon, but found that he couldn't sleep even more, not because of the novel, but because he was worried that someone would find out that he was a traverser.

Calm night, unquiet people, he didn't know how Liu Zhe fell asleep, but when he was woken up by the alarm clock the next day, his head was groggy, and he didn't sleep for a few hours at night.

Liu Zhe didn't take the little guy out to play this morning, and he didn't exercise again at noon, and after Bei Bei took a nap, he couldn't help but be sleepy and took a nap.

Thinking about it day and dreaming at night, Liu Zhe dreamed that he was found to be a traverser, and then Xia Yiran left him with Beibei and hated him, and the family also looked at him with hatred, just like the murderer who killed their son, yes, he seemed to be a murderer......

He also dreamed that one after another interview microphones reached out in front of him, asking him everything in his previous life, and then turned into a gun pointed at him, and with the "bang" of a gunshot, his breathing began to become difficult, gradually, gradually...... I opened my eyes.

Then came the opening of his mouth and breathing in the air, his eyes were in a trance, his heart seemed to be beating rapidly in his ears, cold sweat came out of his head, and his face was a little blue and cold.

"Dad, why did you wake up, ignoring jam. A childish voice exploded in his ears, and he gradually came back to his senses, and his vision was clear.

Turning her head slightly, on the side of the bed, Bei Bei was sitting cross-legged on the quilt holding her dressing doll, looking at him angrily at the moment. And Becky found that when he woke up, he was also pulling his feet on the edge of the bed and barking, and he could imagine his tail wagging at a high frequency.

With a far-fetched smile, he said in a hoarse voice, "How long has the jam been up?"

"It's been a long time, and I've changed a lot of clothes for Big Beibei and Little Beibei. As he spoke, he raised the two dressing dolls in his hand, "Dad, it's good-looking." ”

"Good looking. Liu Zhe replied, and then propped his hands back, suddenly feeling weak and dizzy, frowning slightly, could it be that he was scared sick?

However, it soon became clear that it should be transient cardiac ischemia caused by vagal nerve stimulation in the heart, pay attention to rest, and generally not a big problem.

Leaning on the edge of the bed, I picked up my phone from the bedside table next to me and looked at it, it was already more than four o'clock!

No wonder Bei Bei said that he ignored her, but fortunately he could play by himself and didn't cry.

looked at the little girl next to him who started to play by herself, and Liu Zhe was in a very complicated mood.

Today's dream made him directly reflect the problem that he had been subconsciously avoiding before, although he inherited the memories and emotions of this body, and it can be regarded as the fusion of the two, but is this considered a dove occupying the magpie's nest? Is it considered a murderer?

was so obedient to Xia Yiran and Beibei before, it was not that there was no desire to make up for it.

He thinks that it is impossible to escape from this matter, so he understands his heart, explains it to himself, and understands his true heart.

Although the statement is a bit fantastical, Liu Zhe knows that he must pass this level, otherwise he will definitely drill the horns in the future.

Just when Liu Zhe closed his eyes and introspected, Bei Bei was also obedient and did not disturb, playing with toys from time to time, and looking curiously at his father who began to sleep again from time to time.

Just when the little girl was looking curiously, Liu Zhe suddenly opened her eyes, as if there was a flash of light in her eyes, the little girl was so frightened by the sudden opening of her eyes that her body trembled, and then she patted her chest and exhaled playfully.

Liu Zhe didn't pay attention to this, but he figured it out, and thought about things too complicated before.

He is Liu Zhe, and Liu Zhe is also him, he is already the same person, and now he needs to continue to live no matter how cranky he is, right?

As long as the family lives well, it is enough, why should there be any desire to make amends? Isn't this separating oneself from the world?

Do you make up for yourself and kill yourself? ridiculous!

Thinking of this, a smile finally appeared on his face, but it still couldn't change the fact that he was a little weak now.

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PS: I feel that this chapter is so embarrassing to write......

Well, if you don't like it, skip it, just treat it as if you haven't seen it, and make it purple.