Chapter 283: The Eve of the Family Banquet (11)
Cheng Qing was stunned, she didn't expect her to react like this at all.
As a first-time father and a first-time mother, it should be exciting, but the parents are gloomy one by one, and each is more depressed than the other.
The surrounding imperial doctors obviously heard Concubine Li's ridiculous words, and they all took the initiative to lower their heads and pretend to be deaf and dumb.
The affairs of the masters, if they are involved, will only cause trouble, so it is better to be quiet and watch the next step.
"Concubine Li, your body is your own, taking care of your body is the most basic, I will often come to see you in the future........"
"Cheng Qing, let's go. ”
Concubine Li tilted her head, obviously not wanting to see his face.
This time, the surrounding imperial doctors couldn't stand.
Do you dare to say such a rebellious thing? And directly call the emperor by his name?
It is said that she has been stupid for three years since she was pregnant, but this Concubine Li is too stupid.
Imperial Physician Yin was standing in the corner, his jaw about to fall to the ground.
Is there a problem with today's Lifei?
was poisoned first and didn't tell the emperor, and now she confronted him in front of everyone and became pregnant with a child, shouldn't it be the happiest thing for her?
He tried his best to look at Concubine Li, but Concubine Li obviously didn't see it.
"Concubine Li, the child is still very young, I will eat something to make up for it later," Cheng Qing didn't seem to hear Concubine Li's words before, and turned to Decai and ordered, "Go, let the people in the imperial dining room make a few refreshing side dishes and cook a bowl of porridge." ”
Decai had long wanted to escape from this oppressive place, and when he heard Cheng Qing's order, he nodded and ran away.
The palace people kneeling on the ground didn't even dare to take a breath, and now the situation is really complicated.
"I don't want to eat, I'm not hungry. ”
"Obedient, eat. ”
Cheng Qing spoke to Concubine Li in his gentlest tone, and he glanced sideways at the imperial doctors gathered around the bed.
The doctors immediately understood, and knelt down one by one to say goodbye.
Imperial Physician Yin was the last to take his leave, and he looked at Concubine Li with a frown, even though the latter didn't even give him a look.
"Why are you still stunned? I want you to leave?"
"I don't dare. ”
Imperial Physician Yin withdrew his eyes and bowed and knelt down.
When the palace people saw that the imperial doctors were gone, they wanted to die with envy.
Wouldn't they all have to be cannon fodder if they stay here now, and when the emperor gets angry, their heads will have to be separated from their bodies.
"What are you doing on your knees, go and wait outside, and I will call you for something. ”
"Yes!"
The palace people looked at each other and smiled, relieved.
That expression is alive for the rest of your life.
I finally saved my life.
"Concubine Li, I don't care what you think of me now, I only know that now in your belly, it is my first child, I will not allow him to have any problems, this, you should also understand. ”
"Yes, your first child, although it was not conceived by Concubine De, but how important it is to you........"
"Concubine Li, I do feel a little sorry for you, but don't use my guilt as a weapon to hurt me. ”
Cheng Qing's Ruifeng eyes had already narrowed into a terrifying arc.
He didn't expect that this woman would suddenly hate him so much.
Although she knew that what she had done before was indeed excessive, but right now, what she was carrying in her belly was his child after all.
"If it had been before, I would have been so happy that I couldn't sleep, and I would have looked forward to his arrival every day, but now, I just feel disgusting. Extremely disgusting," Concubine Li's eyes, which were always shining on weekdays, were very dim at this time, and she looked at Cheng Qing's face with some despair, "How much I like it, how much I love you." But what did you do to me, Cheng Qing, you must know that no matter how much love you have, you can't help tossing like this....... Cheng Qing, I don't love it anymore. This child, even if he is born, he will not be happy. It's just going to go your way........"
"Shut up. ”
Cheng Qing almost squeezed out two words from between his teeth.
He stared deeply at Concubine Li's gray face.
Why don't you smile, why does this face lose its brilliance.
Why is she so lifeless now.
Obviously, I obviously love him.
Obviously, she loves him the most.
"Concubine Li, you love me, don't you love me the most! You have loved me for so many years, and the person you love the most has always been me. ”
Cheng Qing stretched out her hand and slowly stroked her face, it was cold, and Concubine Li was like a lifeless doll. just looked at him lightly, "Before, it was my fault, I cared too little about you." Not anymore, never again. I promise you. ”
"Cheng Qing, don't deceive yourself. Concubine Li didn't move, she let Cheng Qing's hand caress her face, but the corners of her eyes kept rolling down tears.
Cold, desperate tears dripped down the back of Cheng Qing's hand, in the palm of his hand.
Before today, he had never seen Concubine Li cry.
Even in the previous days, when he didn't pay attention to her, she never cried like this.
"If you don't love it, you don't love it, there are not so many reasons, you, how much love I have for you, now, how much hatred I have. ”
"Shut up, don't say any more!"
Cheng Qing's hand moved suddenly, covering Concubine Li's mouth fiercely.
"You love me. ”
A faint smile tugged at his lips, "Even if you say anything now, I won't believe it." I only know that you love me, and I will try my best to love you in the future. ”
Concubine Li was lying there, with Cheng Qing's reflection in her eyes.
So stubborn, so decisive to speak.
In the past, she liked this man's stubbornness and decisiveness the most.
I've always loved it.
But now, even the things she once loved the most have become devastated.
It turns out that when a person doesn't love someone, anything he does, in her eyes, is just like this, just a passing moment.
It turns out that if you don't love it, even if it's such a luxurious thing, it will become vulnerable and will become superfluous.
"Cheng Qing, let go. ”
She stretched out her slender hand and removed the large hand from her mouth.
Obviously, the hands that used to be so fascinated and the people who were so fascinated now seem to be so redundant.
"This child, I will give birth, after all, he is already in my belly. He was innocent. ”
She slowly propped up her body, Cheng Qing sat on the edge of the bed, looked at her, stretched out her hands and retracted them.
"Maybe God likes to play tricks on people, and at times like this, let him come to my side...... Cheng Qing, if there is a chance, I hope that I have never met you and never married you. I'd rather marry a mountain village man, and the two of them live a simple life with a group of children. I don't want to marry into this palace again, thinking about the east and the west every day, and loving someone who has never loved you before. ”
She stretched out her hand and slowly touched her heart, "Here, once warm, once lived a perfect man, until he told me that he never loved me. Then, it gets cold and dies. Cheng Qing, now I am just a shell, even if I live here, my heart is no longer ......."
Some warm, soft lips suddenly came up.
Concubine Li's eyes widened, looking at the face in front of her that had been magnified several times.
On that face, there was anger, but those eyes were full of her.