Chapter 111: Farewell
Mo Chen didn't answer, but his eyes were much deeper. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
He stood there quietly, did not advance, did not speak, obviously stood very close, but it made Chu Qiao feel that they were far away.
"If you don't speak, you're acquiescing. ”
Chu Qiao hugged the back of his head with both hands and said leisurely, "I checked on you, after you left." At that time, I really couldn't believe it, and I wasn't reconciled. I don't believe you're someone like that who would really steal something that is so important to me.
But they were seen by the elders, and some of the maids also saw it, and saw a tall, thin man wearing a crescent-colored robe and wearing a mask enter the Gu room. Do you know why I told you how to enter the Gu Chamber?
"Because I believe in you. I bet you love me. ”
The air becomes a little sour, making the tip of the nose a little bitter and sour.
There was a burst of white mist in his eyes, and they wanted to fall at any time, Chu Qiao wanted to hold back, but it seemed that he still failed, and the crystal liquid was billowing and left, and he couldn't stop it at all for a while.
She raised her head, not wanting Mochen to see such an embarrassing scene.
But fortunately, Mochen didn't look at her. She took a deep breath and said something she had been hiding in her heart for a long time.
"But I finally found out that I had lost the bet.
"Na, Mochen, although I lost the bet, I still want to tell you that I love you and love you miserably. ”
After saying that, she laughed, and there was bitterness in that smile, but more relief.
After so long, she finally said these words, and the big stone that was stuffed in her heart was finally removed by her own hands.
"Ah Qiao, I.... I have a different feeling about Xia Qing. ”
Mochen walked over and leaned against the plum tree with Chu Qiao, Chu Qiao didn't hide, she closed her eyes gently, feeling the feeling of being wrapped in bamboo fragrance.
Perhaps, this will be the last time in her life.
"I have loved a woman, and I will only love her in this life, this woman is very similar to Xia Qing, and sometimes I even wonder if they are alone..... Although there are some differences in appearance, the tone of that speech, the personality, are so similar to ......."
Mo Chen sighed softly, and then said, "Xia Qing gave me this illusion, making me think that she was still there.... Still by my side....."
The cool tone sounded like there was no emotion, but Chu Qiao really felt the pain in Mo Chen's heart.
What kind of emotion is it?
It hurts so much that she can't breathe, and it hurts so much that she can't remember, as if every minute and every second her head appears, she will be tortured to death.
But he still loves her, even if he is in pain, he still doesn't want to forget her. even find a stand-in for her, so that her empty heart can have some comfort.
Chu Qiao smiled bitterly, the dull pain in her heart scraped every inch of her flesh and blood, she laughed at why she was so stupid, why she was so stupid. Knowing that there was no room for anyone other than that woman in his eyes.
But she still loves, loves alone, and loves desperately.
There are so many people in this world, why do you want to fall in love with this man.
She didn't know.
She doesn't expect her love to be reciprocated by him, because often, as long as he gives him a look, she is satisfied.
Even though she knew that there were only lies between her and him, only lies remained, but she still had the luxury of hoping that he could give her the last shred of truth.
Today, after many years, he finally returned her a word of truth.
I've only loved her as a woman in my life.
She suddenly felt a little tightness in her throat and a bitter dry mouth.
"That woman, she's not gone anymore. ”
She said this sentence as easily as she could, but her hand still trembled uncontrollably, just like the day he disappeared, she pinched out the blood of her hand, and it still trembled violently, and it still let the elders see the clues.
"She's gone. As I hurried back, she took her last breath. ”
Mo Chen choked up a little, and he turned his head to look at Chu Qiao's red eyes.
"I'm sorry, I lied to you so much, I really ..... Forced. ”
Chu Qiao shook his head, indicating that it was okay.
For so many years, she just wanted to seek a truth, and now that she knew, although her heart was empty, it was relaxed.
"Mochen, I only knew your name was Mochen when I heard Xia Qing talk about it. It's a nice name, and you match it. ”
"Ah Qiao....."
"Please don't call me Ah Qiao in the future, I'm afraid my fiancé will feel uncomfortable listening to it. You know, he's very jealous. ”
Chu Qiao's smile is perfect, so that people can't see a flaw.
Mochen nodded hesitantly.
They fell silent again.
You know, I like the way you call me Ah Qiao;
You know what, I don't like my fiancé;
You know, I'm a vinegar jar, and you only have other people in your eyes, and I'm so uncomfortable;
You know, I love your eyes because they have thousands of rivers and mountains in them, and they have the most beautiful colors in the world.
What I like the most is when it's just me.
Mochen, you won't know, and you will never know.
Even if I say it 10,000 times in my heart, you won't hear it.
Chu Qiao thought and read it, but these words can only be stored in his heart, can only be stored in his mind, and can only be locked in the bottom of his throat.
This is what she gave herself,
The last dignity.
"Mochen, I still have something there, so,
"Goodbye. ”
She spoke to him, and to herself.
It's time to say goodbye to him, to the youthful self, to the joy of youth, to the past that can't be returned.
"Are you leaving so early?
Mochen couldn't hear this, he just smiled, looked at her with those sparkling eyes, and called her in that cool voice.
"Nope. ”
Chu Qiao stood up, patted the dust on his clothes, and wiped his red and swollen eyes.
"This, give it back to you. ”
In his hand is a white veil. It is embroidered with bamboo, and the horns are embroidered with the word dust.
"What is ......?"
"What I stole then, it's time for it to be returned to its rightful owner. ”
Mo Chen's hand was raised in mid-air, waiting for Chu Qiao to take it.
"Give me back.... It turns out that you have been saving well.... Thank you for keeping it all the time...."
Chu Qiao took the handkerchief, and there was a small porcelain bottle in it, which was the bottle she used to hold the King of Ten Thousand Insects.
"After so many years, I've actually only used it once, and now, I'm really going to pay you back. I thought I would be reluctant, but now I find that it's actually okay......."
"Okay, then I'll go. ”
Chu Qiao hurriedly interrupted Mo Chen's words, "See you tomorrow." ”
Mochen looked at her anxious appearance and nodded.
She quickly turned around and walked out of the plum garden a second before tears poured out.
returned her, Mochen gave her her things back.
Now he really doesn't owe her anything.
But, Mochen, in fact, you still owe me something, and you may not be able to repay me in this life.
Mochen, can you give me back the heart you borrowed?
Chu Qiao stood at the mouth of the plum garden, turned around and looked,
The white-robed man was still standing there, motionless, and he looked at her,
Seeing her turn around, he beckoned to her,
Chu Qiao turned around and stopped looking at him.
Behind him, there was a lonely air.