Chapter 37: The Inevitable Dilemma
The reason why humans are different from beasts is that humans have reason, and at critical moments, humans will use reason to make optimal judgments. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 But the reason why human beings cannot completely surpass the beast is also because not everyone is able to suppress emotion with reason. This is true for anyone who seems to have a good understanding of this truth.
I've seen the irrationality of many sane people at critical moments—myself, under the snow, and now, a feather.
I knew that Isshiki's exhaustion was genuine, and when she leaned against me, I felt that I could feel her feelings. If you think about it from an afterthought, this is actually a matter of course. In fact, she has been working for a position that is beyond her current capabilities, and when she almost succeeded, she fell short. When she was ready to bounce back, I told her that the best option was to give up, and that was a huge blow to anyone who had worked so hard to this extent, right?
When I judged the optimal solution, she was still working on the possible outcome other than the optimal solution, and in the final analysis, she still couldn't get rid of the obsession of losing. She still harbors unrealistic illusions, she still refuses to admit the answers that her reason has analyzed, and chooses to be emotional with some haphazardness.
But, now, after trying to this extent, she still can't hold on after all, right?
I was standing next to Isshiki, and she sat down in her chair, holding me with some difficulty, and resting her head on my lower abdomen, I don't know how long it took.
"Kazuya, do you really think I can't hold on?"
"Didn't you see today's results?"
"Actually, it's just a little bit, it's just a little bit, and it's just a little bit to embarrass the seniors under the snow. She rubbed my lower abdomen and squinted her eyes.
"Don't be like a cat, or like a fox—anyway, I noticed at the time, you don't want to embarrass the snow, do you?
"You're mistaken, the seniors under the snow are my competitors, isn't it normal to beat my competitors by all kinds of means?"
I didn't answer, and she probably thought she was too unconvincing to say this, so she paused a little awkwardly.
"If that's the case," she sighed and spoke again, "I see, Kazuya, I accept your proposal." But, on the other hand, the right to speak in front of the whole school that you promised to fight for me back. Otherwise, I'm losing too ugly. ”
Isshiki's hands were still around my waist, she looked up and looked at me with some tears in her eyes, if it was in the past, of course I knew that she was pretending to be pitiful now, but, after what she had just said, this time, I was a little really unsure.
"Xue Xia doesn't care about this, I can feel that what she cares about is her ability to handle the entire cultural festival activities, and if the cultural festival is successfully arranged, she shouldn't take a fancy to these false names. ”
"That's good. Ishshiki finally let go of the hand around my waist and pulled her hair back slightly, and she nodded.
It can be seen that she has returned to normal mode. From yesterday afternoon's uncoolness, until the collapse of the Ichiyu who had just tried too hard was not a normal Ichifeather, and now, when her eyes slowly became clear, and then a little cunning, it meant that the little devil had returned.
- Although I think I'm more willing to face the color that is written on my face and can be seen through at a glance. Now this one color is a little too shrewd.
She had a red mark on her face, probably from trying too hard to cling to my body. Isshiki noticed this, too, and kept patting his face carefully, as if he wanted to quickly disperse the mark.
"Is it necessary?"
"Of course it is necessary, it will affect my reputation if other people notice that I have just been relying on a boy for so long. ”
"Your reputation?"
"That's right," she replied as a matter of course, "although Kazuya is not bad now, but you are not yet His Royal Highness the Prince who is recognized by the whole school like Hayama's predecessors, and if you let others know that I have chosen you, not only will they be dissatisfied with you, but they will also be evaluated by a lower level with my eyes." Although I believe that you will definitely be better than Hayama-senpai in the future, I still can't expose it until I verify my vision - wait until you reach the level of Hayama-senpai in the future, and then I will tell you that the first girl to hug Kazuya Yubihama in high school is me, and that will be great. ”
"Please give back my sympathy and liking for you!
"Eh, didn't I just say that hugging you was just teasing? Are you really serious? Of course I'm a little tired, it's true, but you think I'm a little tired and want to lean on you and take a break, which means you've reached my boyfriend's standards, that's wrong, you still need to work harder, in fact, one is enough!"
"I don't want to think about what I'm bad at, so I don't want to work on it. ”
"Yes, of course Kazuya won't work hard because of me, because Kazuya likes Komu Yu's seniors, right?" Isseki rolled his eyes, pouted, and said.
"I don't like Kogi Senpai, if all of you have this misunderstanding, I'll have a hard time, my feelings for Senpai are-"
"-Okay, okay, I don't need you to explain what kind of feelings you have for Kogi-senpai-actually to explain how you like these words of Kogi-senpai. Just now, under the snow, the seniors said that she and Yui-senpai were going to find Kogi-senpai-senpai for something?
"That's right. ”
"It's not just about Miss Takegao, right?" asked Isshiki, raising an eyebrow.
"It seems that this is the only mistake made today under the snow!, although it has nothing to do with the mistakes of the executive committee. ”
"That's right, if it's just because of Miss Taketaka's problem, Yui-senpai doesn't have to participate, so-is it your problem?" Isshiki asked solemnly, looking into my eyes.
"Returning to normal color feathers, your observation and judgment are still so sharp!"
"Can it be resolved?"
"According to my reasoning, they didn't get anything out of it. Whether it's Sister Yui or Kogi Yu's seniors, they don't look like people who will retreat at such a time! ”
"It's good that it's not a central mess. ”
"Do you think there is no discipline under the snow like you?"
"Still, that's good news for me, isn't it?" Ichishiki narrowed his eyes and smiled a little happily.
"What do you mean by that?"
"Kazuya, let me ask you a question," she asked with a blink of an eye and an unfathomable expression, "if, then, your dearest Yui-san and your favorite Koki Senpai-senpai, come to the opposite side, what will you choose?"
"I still don't understand what you mean. I frowned.
"Let's give you a simple example," Isshiki sighed, "If Yui Hihama and Yukina Koki face off in the Miss General Martial Arts High School election, who will your vote go to?"
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I didn't end up answering Isshiki's question. I can't answer Isshiki's question either.,Subconsciously,This situation of Sister Yui and Kogi So's seniors being completely opposed has been vetoed by me.。 There will be no head-on confrontation between the two of them in any case, there will be no head-on confrontation. Hypotheses like Isshiki's say don't exist. Since it doesn't exist, don't make predictions – because predictions don't make sense.
However, that doesn't mean I have a definitive answer to this question – because, at the end of the day, I'm dodging the question.
When I got home, my sister hadn't come back yet. Obviously, she is still in the conversation with Xiao Mu Yu's seniors.
Probably because it was rare for me to come home earlier than Yui-sama, so Sabre ran up to me and rubbed it.
- Unfortunately, I'm still a staunch cat pie.
The dog is a very intelligent animal, and when he noticed that I was caressing his fur, he wagged his tail and turned away, not wanting to get close to me anymore.
It was at this time that the voice of "I'm back" rang out.
It's easy to observe a person who comes back from negotiation, especially someone like my sister who can easily expose their thoughts to their face.
But this time, I didn't see any expression on her face that could represent her mood. There was no joy at returning victorious, but there was no frustration at the breakdown of negotiations.
- There is only calm, as if you have finally made up your mind.
Before dinner, unlike in the past, Sister Yui didn't talk about my "scandal" that she didn't know where she got it from and was completely unreliable, and then asked her mother to nod her head constantly, talking about "Kazuya is really still very popular." Everyone was eating in a little silence, which made the atmosphere of the whole house a little dreary.
Still, after dinner, when my sister knocked on the door of my room, I knew the outcome of their negotiations.
My sister kept stroking the ball behind her head, and said helplessly: "Xiaohe, sure enough, Xiao Mu Yu's predecessor is much more difficult to deal with than imagined!"
"Isn't that a matter of course? Seniors aren't completely unassertive!"
"So, does Xiaohe think I'm an unassertive person?"
"Uh-" I looked up at my sister with some confusion.
"Well, actually, I can understand, I'm different from Xiaohe, to say that I'm not assertive, it's actually fine, isn't it? You see, I've always been used to looking at the atmosphere and acting according to other people's satisfactory ideas. It's completely different from people like Xiaohe who have to express their opinions even if they offend others, so if Xiaohe really thinks I'm a person who doesn't have an opinion, I can actually understand it. Because I'm not that assertive, I'm not a person who knows so much!"
"So sister, you said these things yourself, do you want me to say them again, or do you want to say something to refute you?"
"If I can, of course I hope Xiaohe can refute me, after all, if a sister is considered by her younger brother to be such a person, she is actually very faceless, right?" the sister smiled embarrassedly, "But, Xiaohe, you won't refute me, right? Because in your heart, I really don't have any opinions." It is precisely because I think I have no opinions that Xiaohe will always solve problems for me, always saying things like 'Xiaohe is an older brother and I am a younger sister', and he wants to take care of me by himself, isn't it?"
I didn't immediately refute it, and that's true, though it's cruel and embarrassing to say it directly.
"However, sister, you are still very assertive in some aspects. For example, this time I went to my seniors to discuss my matter, not to mention the specific result, this judgment was made by yourself, this is not wrong, right?"
"Yes, that is, in some things that are directly related to Xiaohe, I will do it. But, sure enough, that's not enough!"
"What does it mean?" said a dangerous look in my sister's eyes.
"Xiaohe, when I came back, I told Xiaoxue that I was going to participate in the election of Miss General Wugao. My sister replied to me.
"Actually, I had this idea a long time ago. Actually, I'm pretty cute, right? Kowa always compliments me, isn't it? Actually, compared to Yanagihara, who is also a second-year, I shouldn't be much worse than her! Also, Yukiko and Koyuki will support me, so I always feel that if I go to the competition, I shouldn't behave too badly. Well, don't worry too much about it, this matter has nothing to do with you, you just want to try, it's definitely not because you're stimulated by your seniors or something-"
My sister explained in a hurry. However, I didn't really care much about what she was competing for, I just remembered the assumption that Isshiki had told me as a joke not long ago.
If Yui Hihama and Yukina Koki face off in the Miss General Martial Arts High School election, who will your vote go to?
The question that I have been avoiding is about to become a question that I can't avoid.
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Actually, after careful calculation, according to the reason of updating every other day, in fact, I only have one chapter missing. And,Plot-wise,I like to watch the excitement of the big brawl - although I hate writing this kind of group drama...