During this time, Li Bin had no one at home, he had been living in the dormitory, and even Fang You was deeply affected, he was about to become a diligent housewife, loving labor and hygiene, and their dormitory was about to become the pacesetter dormitory of the unit, which was clean and tidy, so that many girls were ashamed of themselves. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

After such a toss, Lian Fangyou was a little sober, and then lay back on the bed, laughed at Li Bin, who was washing with his back to him, and nagged to himself, and said: "Binzi, Xiaocan, this little sister is really good! You are a big man who has been with me for so long, you have not drunk less wine, you have not eaten less food, I guess I didn't think much about scolding me in my heart, but it didn't work, only I made me even more sad."

Look at the little girl, as soon as she came up, a few joking words persuaded me away!

He is really smart, empathetic, lively and cheerful, informed, educated, educated, and caring......

In short, there are many advantages, which are too valuable.

Hey, that's a pity!"

Li Bin disgusted gave Lian Fangyou the water that he had finished washing, took most of the cold water to his washbasin, and was facing the hot water, ready to wash, when he heard him say the last sentence, he couldn't help but pause, put the thermos aside, and pretended to ask casually: "What's a pity?"

Even Fangyou didn't notice Li Bin's abnormality at all, he "tsk" twice, covered his eyes with one hand, and said for a long time: "It's a pity, it's just too young!"

At that time, for a moment, I was thinking, how nice it would be if I had such a girlfriend! If she was my girlfriend, not to mention that I would rob my kiss, I would be willing to die for her like Romeo!

But you say......

You say, even if she is eighteen years old now, no, sixteen years old, I am willing to wait for her to grow up, and then ask to be a wife.

However, she is only twelve years old now, and I heard that she was still born in Layue, and she will only be twelve years old in another month or two.

I think I have this idea, it's really TMD beasts, it's destroying the flowers and future of the motherland, if it weren't for drinking to strengthen my courage, I would be embarrassed to talk to the little girl.

You say, people are still so young, how can I have such an idea that I am not human? Is it that I have fallen out of love and my nerves are also deranged?

Or, brother, am I really a pedophile?! In such an instant, I was moved by the little girl?!

What true love knows no borders, no race, no age?!

TMD, it's all a lie!

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Even Fang You was still babbling about something, but Li Bin couldn't listen to a word, and threw himself into the white washbasin, his whole face was already flooded with cool water, and he couldn't breathe.

The feeling of suffocation soon hit my heart, and my head was dizzy for a moment because of the lack of oxygen.

Li Bin raised his head suddenly, and the water was picked up like a heavy rain, and then fell, splashing everywhere.

When I opened my eyes, I looked at a small mirror mounted on a dark red washstand, reflecting my own appearance.

The water slowly changed from a big river to a small stream, and in a blink of an eye, it became a small water mark, and the hair was also stained with water, and it was sliding down drop by drop, merging with the water mark on the face, and falling down.

He saw the pain and self-blame in the depths of his eyes, as well as remorse, struggle, and unwillingness......

It turns out that he is really a beast in human skin!

Even if Fang You didn't say these words, he could still deceive himself, as if he didn't notice anything, and continue to be in front of the harmless big brother, occasionally reaching out when she needed it, helping a little......

Now, he has to face the reality, face the darkness in his heart, and face the fact that he may like a little girl who is less than twelve years old.

Just like Lian Fangyou said, no matter how good Su Xiaocan is, no matter how much he admires her, it's a pity, it's a pity that she is too young.

Even if they meet four or five years later, he will say very confidently that if he doesn't give any other man or boy any chance, he will definitely be able to keep this relationship and circle Su Xiaocan under his wing, and from then on, the two will be happy, and the white head will not be separated.

However, they met too soon.

At the wrong time, when you meet the right person, it is not helpless, it is cruel.

He would rather never meet the right person in his life, and if he has no heart, there will be no injury.

Suddenly, he remembered the little fat boy he had seen in the hospital that day, at that time, he had no good feelings for him at all, and he still had a little disdain and disgust.

At this moment, if you think about it carefully, in fact, he is deeply jealous of that little fat boy! Whether he is excellent or not, whether he is a threat or not, he is jealous of him, jealous that he met the most beautiful Su Xiaocan at the best time, jealous of his youth, jealous that he can express his feelings so wantonly, jealous that he has a future with her, jealous of ......

Li Bin closed his eyes tightly, hiding the sourness in his eyes, unwilling to look at the hot tears that crossed the corners of his eyes, and unwilling to look at the embarrassed self again.

Who would have known that he would have such an ugly time?!

That's it, that's it, while you haven't fallen too deep, stop it!

Everyone has their own life trajectory and their own responsibilities. He and Su Xiaocan are two parallel lines that should not intersect, as long as he wants to give up, then they will not have a chance to see each other again.

Perhaps, time will dilute all this, dilute this absurd and ridiculous feelings, dilute this reluctance and suffocation.

Li Bin picked up his towel, rubbed it twice in the cold water, wrung it out, and wiped his face.

Looking up at himself in the mirror again, he has once again returned to a calm and self-contained demeanor, this is him, this is his original appearance.

Squinted his eyes slightly, remembering that his eldest brother and eldest sister had urged him several times, so he hurriedly took annual leave to go to the provincial capital. It's not that he doesn't know that his family has arranged a blind date for him and wants to solve his personal problems as soon as possible.

He has always been a little disgusted, pushing and procrastinating, thinking that it would be good to ask for leave many years ago and deal with it too much. He has never been a person who will force himself to do what he is not willing to do, and he has his own plans and judgments for the other half of his life.

At this moment, it seems that the time for him to go to the provincial capital needs to be advanced, and some things, maybe obeying his family's arrangement, are not necessarily a bad thing.

This night, Li Bin listened to Lian Fangyou's regular breathing and lost sleep.

Li Bin is a man of action, and he didn't wait for Su Xiaocan's midterm exam to finish, and this weekend, he hurried north to the provincial capital. It just so happened that the Yuangu Municipal Government had a training in the provincial capital at the end of the year, and I don't know what he told the leader, so he temporarily occupied an indicator and left directly.

If you want to come back, it is estimated that it will be at least after next year, or more.

One is guilty, the other has made up his mind, and some fates have not yet begun, and they have come to an end in a hurry.