Chapter 9 Li Ming's love for Song Qian
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Maybe it was because he was too tired, or maybe because he was sleepy, Li Ming soon fell asleep.
Li Ming fell asleep peacefully with a trace of melancholy that he couldn't say!
This night, Li Ming slept directly until the next morning before waking up, perhaps because of the good habit of insisting on exercising for more than half a year, or because it was in a hotel in a different place, Li Ming got up early!
Because he got up too early, Li Ming didn't know what he should do at this time, after all, this was not in Gaoyang City, and Li Ming couldn't go directly to this foreign country for morning exercises.
But Li Ming didn't want to go back to bed and continue to sleep!
So, Li Ming directly opened the curtains in the room and sat on the chair by the window.
Just look quietly at the streets of the city from top to bottom, or look at other qiē that can enter his field of vision.
Li Ming's qiē seemed aimless, as if he was a lost lamb!
His eyes were looking at the outside, but as long as someone saw his eyes directly opposite Li Ming, then he would definitely know that these black-brown eyes were full of confusion and a trace of unwillingness, as well as a trace of sadness and pain!
This period of time is undoubtedly the most painful and happy time for Li Ming!
Happy because he saw Ying'er together, and the pain was precisely because of Ying'er!
The strengthening of memory makes Li Ming's feelings for Ying'er more clear and profound, in this regard, Li Ming has hated himself many times for why he has such a deep memory, why can't he dilute his memory of Ying'er, this emotion?
Li Ming once thought that his feelings for Ying'er seemed to be like a shooting star, although bright. But it also faded away as quickly as a meteor.
However, after coming to South Korea and seeing Ying'er, Li Ming found that his feelings for Ying'er were so fierce, like a volcano about to erupt.
Countless times Li Ming's heart has emerged with the idea of dominating Ying'er, especially when he sees Ying'er and sees Ying'er and Song Qian getting close.
It's just that Li Ming has been suppressed countless times, Li Ming can't imagine if he lets this emotion erupt. What kind of great waves will be formed.
Li Ming was very scared, he was afraid of this emotion, Li Ming never thought that he would become like this, such Li Ming made him a little unfamiliar with himself, and made him feel strange.
Li Ming is afraid that he will eventually become a person dominated by desire!
It was precisely because of this that Li Ming resolutely moved out of Ying'er's residence, because he didn't know what would happen if he continued to live in Ying'er's residence.
Even Li Ming consciously stayed away from Ying'er and Song Qian. More precisely, far away from Ying'er, walking alone in this strange city!
Li Ming didn't want to hurt Ying'er, let alone Song Qian.
Song Qian's position in Li Ming's heart cannot be described in words, although Li Ming knows it. At this time, Song Qian did not teach herself psychology because of Li Ming's own changes because of Li Ming as in her previous life, and played a sister-like role in Li Ming's life, pulling Li Ming, who was almost collapsed at that time, back from the edge of the abyss several times.
No one can imagine what kind of dangerous situation Li Ming, who was on the verge of mental collapse, was at that time.
Because of a little pride in his heart. Li Ming was not allowed to ask for help from his family, although Li Ming knew that pride was so hurtful to others and himself. And he also hurt a family and friend who cared about him, including his parents.
But Li Ming had already gone to the extreme by himself at that time, and if he wanted to turn back, it was not something that could be solved with a simple word and a step.
Just because for Li Ming himself, he had no way to go at that time, he could only continue to walk, or maybe his eyes could no longer see other roads, although there was a wider road, but he was like a blind man, he could only see the road of no return, nor could he see the back road, he could only keep moving forward and forward......
Song Qian, on the other hand, was the only light in Li Ming's world at that time, giving him sunshine and warmth, dispelling the darkness and coldness around him.
Although Song Qian is still the same Song Qian, Song Qian is not the same Song Qian anymore.
But for Li Ming, none of this matters. The important thing is that Song Qian is still there.
At the moment when he just saw Song Qian, Li Ming had an urge to cry in his heart, and his emotions at that moment were not much weaker than when Li Ming first saw his parents and relatives!
That is love, the love of relatives, the love of friends, and Li Ming's love for Song Qian.
There are many in this love, but there is no possessive love, no love between lovers, and no love between lovers......
At the same time, this love is also very pure, and there are no other impurities in it.
This love is also very hidden, like a deep well, which cannot be seen through at a glance.
It is precisely because Li Ming is very deeply hidden, so until now, no one has been able to detect Li Ming's feelings for Song Qian, even Song Qian herself has a little feeling, but she doesn't fully understand it, but she has always thought that Li Ming is just the most iron buddy, the closest best friend, and the best friend's relationship and emotion.
This is also the reason why Li Ming has always been very accommodating to Song Qian from beginning to end, as long as Song Qian wants it, he will definitely agree, and even if Song Qian does not necessarily need to speak, Li Ming will help Song Qian solve the problems around her.
"In this life, let me protect you!"
This is the oath that Li Ming had secretly made in his heart when he first saw Song Qian!
Because of Song Qian, Li Ming subconsciously went to Gaoyang City since he was reborn, and temporarily settled in Gaoyang City.
Because of Song Qian, Li Ming is willing to act as her fake boyfriend to hide Song Qian's true secret.
Because of Song Qian, Li Ming came to this foreign country and saw Song Qian and Ying'er meet with his own eyes.
is also because of Song Qian, Li Ming can completely give up his feelings for Ying'er and fulfill Song Qian and Ying'er!
Now, it is also because of Song Qian, Li Ming is silently bearing the pain alone.
Although the pain caused by being ready to give up Ying'er far exceeded Li Ming's original estimate, it also let him know that he underestimated his feelings for Ying'er.
However, Li Ming did not regret it, if he could come, he would still be the same choice.
One qiē just because he loves Song Qian!
Love can make people feel like bathing in the sun, and it can also make people feel like they are in the abyss!
But for Song Qian, even if he stepped into the abyss, Li Ming would die without regrets. (A good event for pie in the sky, cool mobile phones are waiting for you to take!Pay attention to ~ 點 / public account (WeChat add friends - add public account - enter dd), participate immediately! Everyone has a prize, now immediately pay attention to dd WeChat public account!) (to be continued......)