"It's her request and I respect her choice. Shen Manni said in a low voice, "I think, she should have left you a message, I know she is reluctant to give you, she will definitely give you an explanation, you should listen carefully."www.biquge.info ”

"Hmm. Lin Qihua replied in a low voice.

Shen Manni sighed and left the room, she couldn't figure out what was going on between the two, Ma Xiaoqian chose to come to Lin Qihua's side, but she chose to leave, as early as the beginning of "The Singer", she had this idea, right?

Shen Manni has a little understanding of her thoughts, this is a cute and pitiful girl, in everyone's opinion, she is just an ordinary girl, but the love she hopes to get is so unusual, which should make her very conflicted.

I really don't know what their future holds? Shen Manni only hopes that neither of them will be harmed, one is the little boy who he regards as his younger brother, and the other is the little sister he cares about, really, it's uncomfortable.

Lin Qihua sat in a daze for a while, then returned to the inner room, picked up the smart terminal, and sure enough, there was a message inside.

With a nervous mood, I clicked on it, and a video popped up, and the portrait that appeared was Ma Xiaoqian, as calm and tender as ever.

"Qihua," Ma Xiaoqian in the video said softly, "When you see this video, I should have left Xiangzhou, as for where to go, I won't tell you, don't look for me, because I have already decided to leave, lest I see you shake your decision." ”

Lin Qihua was gloomy.

"You must be wondering, why did I make such a decision?" Ma Xiaoqian continued, a sweet smile on her face, " I still remember, when I was reunited with you in the library of Jiangjin University, how surprised I was, the reunion that I was looking forward to day and night, suddenly appeared in front of me like this, I didn't care that I was in the library, rushed out, and talked to you, at that time, I was really happy to fly, I know you may not remember me, but, I remember you, in the university for more than a thousand days and nights, I think about you every day, in addition to reading, I am thinking about you, I have learned to dress up, I learned how to be more beautiful, because I felt that if I didn't work hard and become pretty, even if I met you again, you wouldn't remember me. ”

"Silly girl. Lin Qihua said in a low voice.

"I'm stupid, right?" Ma Xiaoqian continued, "I can't see your real person, so I joined your fan group and became one of the fans, I don't usually talk much, but I always pay attention to your dynamics, when you debut, I am so happy, because you are finally going to succeed, happy for you." ”

"When you are terminated, I am so worried, will you be sad, will you be sad? But I believe that you will not collapse and will definitely go back. Maybe I should be grateful for this termination, because of this, you will return to Jiangzhou, return to Jiangjin University, meet me, let me fulfill one of my dreams, see the smile on your face, I also put my heart at ease, knowing that you will not be depressed, this is okay, those days, is my happiest days, because, I finally received your attention, seeing the amazing look on your face, I was so excited, I actually lost sleep, very stupid, but, I am happy. ”

"Later, you finally came back, and I should continue to study for my doctorate, we should have nothing to do with each other, but the establishment of Daystar made me suddenly have an impulse to go to your side, even if I can't be together all the time, but as long as I am in the same company with you and breathe under the same sky, I am satisfied, so I chose to join Daystar for the first time, I didn't expect that Sister Manni would take a fancy to me and let me be your life assistant, which simply made me faint with happiness, I can stay with you every day, how happy it is。 ”

The shyness and blush on Ma Xiaoqian's face made Lin Qihua a little sad, the more she was like this, the more uncomfortable Lin Qihua became.

"I thought I should be satisfied, as long as I am by your side and watch you continue to succeed, I will be very happy, but I found that I am greedy and not satisfied," Ma Xiaoqian showed a look of memory on her face, "When you are in "Singing General" When the last song became famous, when you interacted happily with other artists in the show, you were so radiant and dazzling, so dazzling, that I had to cover my eyes and dare not look at you directly, at that moment, I felt that even if I was standing by your side, the distance between me and you was still so far away, and you would become a big star sooner or later. Superstar, and I, forever can only be an assistant and at most an agent, originally, I should be very satisfied, but, I am suddenly very unwilling, I want to get more, I want to get more attention from you, I want to really stand with you, instead of standing under the stage and looking up at you, yes, I'm greedy, right? I should have had the opportunity to be your assistant, I should be very happy and satisfied, why do I want more?"

"I'm so unworthy of you, your gaze only occasionally stays on me, I know, even if you don't say it, I know, you appreciate me and appreciate me, but you won't really like me and fall in love with me, because I'm more than Zhang Yuxing, Compared to Gu Yuhan and them, the difference is too far and too far, I can stand by your side, but I can never enter your heart, I can't let you be moved, I am unwilling, I want to be better, I want to be worthy of you, so I decided to leave you and decided to choose another life, this is how I have the opportunity to become the girl worthy of you. ”

"No, it's because I can't deserve you, you stupid girl!" Lin Qihua covered his face, tears seeped out of his fingers, some things will not be understood until he wakes up, and some girls will not know how to cherish until they lose them, Lin Qihua is used to the days when Ma Xiaoqian is around, but he did not realize her complex feelings for himself, he did not deny what Ma Xiaoqian said, he really did not consider the matter with Ma Xiaoqian, compared to her, Gu Yuhan, Zhang Yuxing and other girls made themselves even more appreciative, but when they lost her, they found that they were still so reluctant, is it love? It seems that it is not, but it is so reluctant.

"Are you crying?" Ma Xiaoqian looked at Lin Qihua lovingly, "I know that your heart may be full of guilt for me, really don't need to, you are too kind, you don't know how to refuse girls, I am very happy in the days by your side, this is a memory that I will never forget, I will take this memory and warmth, in the new life, live strongly." As I said, you don't have to feel guilty, because my purpose in doing this is still to come back to you and stand with you openly, so bless me and wish me success in my new position. I do your assistant, can only be a small assistant, I should really stand in the position, should be the position I should have gone a long time ago, believe me, I am no longer the cowering Ma Xiaoqian before, with you for half a year, has given me a lot of exercise, now I, in the face of any problem, have enough confidence to solve, I will work hard in the new position, for you, I will work hard. ”

"Finally," Ma Xiaoqian had tears in her eyes, Qihua, thank you for taking care of me for half a year, thank you for the gifts you bought me, all this, I will keep it in my heart, I like you so much, whether you like me or not, I like you, this is my confession, I finally confessed, don't tell me if you like me or not, you just need to know that I like you, remember that no matter what you are doing, what difficulties you go through, there is a girl under this sky who likes you, thinks about you, and works hard, they say you will be a superstar in the future, I look forward to oh, the boy I like, it must be the best, come onI will always be your 'morning star'. ”

No, don't forget to give him a cheering gesture.

The image gradually dimmed, Ma Xiaoqian's smile slowly faded, and the whole room seemed to be echoing with her voice.

Lin Qihua was lying on his back on the bed, tears streaming down his face, Ma Xiaoqian's affectionate words made him deeply shocked, he knew Ma Xiaoqian's love for him, but he didn't expect her to love him so deeply.

Why did Ma Xiaoqian leave?

Now he knows.

Who is not worthy of whom?

Ma Xiaoqian said that she was not worthy of Lin Qihua, so she wanted to become better and become worthy of Lin Qihua.

However, Lin Qihua felt that she was not worthy of her, she was such a gentle girl, she usually didn't talk much, but all the things and details were very thoughtful, like air, I usually couldn't feel it, but after leaving this air, I realized that this air is so important, without her, people will be suffocated.

"What a silly girl, so silly, so silly. ”

"Since you have made such a choice, then, bless you, bless you in a distant city, do better, become better, I will work harder, work hard in the direction of superstardom, when we meet again, hopefully, you will still smile so brightly. ”

As for the emotional matter, Lin Qihua doesn't know, I believe that time will give you an answer, perhaps, in that city, she will meet a better man, and she will love her more and be more suitable for his man, because she can't give her what she wants, and she really doesn't deserve her.