Chapter 986: Thinking (Asking for a Monthly Pass)
Huang Yuerong smiled, how much bitterness there is, only she knows best, in China, she has nowhere to live, because of her own willfulness, her parents are also disappointed in her, school can't go back, work can't continue, if she doesn't go abroad, there is really no way out.
Fate should be like this, accept fate, she Huang Yuerong is a bumpy road in love, what can she do......
Huang Yuerong left with reluctance, regret, and deep self-blame, went to a new country, and went there to start anew.
Su Xiaowan and Huang Yuerong chatted a lot at night, and Huang Yuerong realized that after a few years, she couldn't keep up with Su Xiaowan's footsteps, whether it was Su Xiaowan's knowledge, or her wisdom and life insight.
dumped her N long streets, Huang Yuerong also knew that when she was studying, Su Xiaowan was not an ordinary person, but she didn't expect that after going through so many ups and downs, winds and waves, she was still standing.
still lives a tasteful and colorful life, not only gave birth to triplets in such a difficult place, but also raised the children so well, men go out on tasks, naturally there is no danger, I believe she is also worried and afraid.
However, if she doesn't say it, you won't see a trace of sadness and worry at all, she didn't give up a good day because of these things, on the contrary, every day is as warm and happy as the New Year.
Huang Yuerong was envious, thinking about herself in the past two years, because she admired Lu Yuanhua and put herself in the most humble posture, because she was afraid that she would not like it, she quietly put away her true self, and did not dare to have extra emotions and actions, for fear of arousing Lu Yuanhua's disgust.
After meeting Su Xiaowan, Huang Yuerong felt that she had really lived in vain, and the past two years by Lu Yuanhua's side were really a waste of time and opportunities.
It's not that he shouldn't be by Lu Yuanhua's side, but since he is cheeky and has left his face behind, he has memorized this kind of infamy but has not done a decent thing.
People say that the building near the water gets the moon first, but it's not over at a glance from a distance, you can't appreciate it well, do you have a little action?
As for herself, she forgot the purpose of her stay, contracted all the work of the nanny, and the hostess did not do any of it......
The more she thought about it, the more she regretted it, but at this time, she had already taken an international flight in Kyoto, but even if she was remorseful, she couldn't help it, the good time had been wasted, and now she couldn't turn back......
Su Xiaowan didn't know that the words in the night actually stirred Huang Yuerong's heart like a river, the waves continued, she saw Huang Yuerong fall into the obstacle and helped her evacuate, although it was a little late, she and Lu Yuanhua were afraid that it would not be easy.
However, she will also have to face the matter of finding a partner in the future, and she can always use it, this woman in love, especially those who are in unrequited love, is often easy to lose herself, you think, a person who has lost himself, how can others like it?
Moreover, men are sometimes very cheap, the more you want to become what he likes, the more he will ask, more and more, and slowly find that this person does not even have a self, and there is no challenge, and if you don't respect you, you may turn around and dislike you, of course, this is the potential of a scumbag.
However, in this society, there are indeed a lot of this, and if you have always insisted on yourself, do not do what you are unwilling to, and have your own bottom line and persistence, it will be different, that is called style, he will not only be very obsessed, but also will tolerate you in every way, take care of you in every way, and you can't get rid of him.
Someone once said that in the field of love, either the east wind overwhelms the west wind, or the west wind overpowers the east wind, but no matter which wind it is, or you have the most advantage in gaining the upper hand, put away that idea of compassion, your tolerance and forbearance, sometimes in exchange for a knife pierced in your heart.
Sharp and cruel, fortunately, Huang Yuerong met Lu Yuanhua, although she paid a lot, but Lu Yuanhua has always kept her heart, his integrity and kindness, and his sense of boundary of things are very strong, so Huang Yuerong did not let Huang Yuerong suffer other injuries other than her own.
In other words, Lu Yuanhua didn't have any chance with Huang Yuerong, she looked cruel, but she had to be wronged because of the so-called responsibility, or catered against her will, or gave Huang Yuerong care in a funny pity, which made her delusional.
Judging from Huang Yuerong's performance, in addition to being disappointed and sad, she did not resent, nor did she complain about Lu Yuanhua's cold-bloodedness, but respected this person more, otherwise where would she worry about Lu Yuanhua's lonely life in the future?
From this point of view, Lu Yuanhua is a real man, a big man, a man with principles and a bottom line, which is really rare.
But such a man, Huang Yuerong has no chance, this three or five years away, when she comes back, it is estimated that she is already a person, and people are going to tea and cool---
After Su Xiaowan went back, the eldest cousin Song Yongyu seized the opportunity to ask her: "Cousin, what is that Huang Yuerong doing here? I saw her eyes red yesterday, what is she crying to you about? This person is too interesting, right?"
Su Xiaowan watched the car for most of the day, she was tired and uncomfortable, she didn't want to move when she fell on the sofa, and when she saw that her cousin was curious, she said lazily: "Who knows, but she is also a poor person, and she can't ask for the most bitter ......."
When the eldest cousin Song Yongyu heard this, she pouted and said: "What does she have to do with us? Tell me, a girl doesn't want such a face, and in the end, she can't ask for it, where to put this face? Hey--- before, she was a willful person, because Zhang Xuebin, she ran to Zhejiang, and now, hey, ---
Su Xiaowan pursed her lips and said: "Everyone knows that she has no face, doesn't she know it herself?Also, cousin, don't talk nonsense in the future, fortunately, the eldest cousin is not here, how embarrassing it would be if she was there, and there is a second cousin-in-law Shen Jiadan who has not passed the door, your words have offended several people." ”
When the eldest cousin-in-law Song Yongyu heard this, she quickly covered her mouth and said: "I didn't mean that, I didn't mean Huang Yuerong, what do you say the sister-in-law at home do? ”
Su Xiaowan sighed helplessly, turned around and said bitterly: "My sister-in-law, our two sisters-in-law are similar to Huang Yuerong, but they succeeded, and Huang Yuerong failed, but the nature is the same, as soon as you say this, how sad your sister-in-law should be, originally over the years, she felt that she was a dwarf because of this matter, and she used to be low and small at home, you don't know, and said." ”