Chapter 31: Under the snow, Xue Nai doesn't want to give up
"Uh, don't be like this, won't Rumi Korumi come and play together?" Yui-san, who is always the companion of all lonely people, is the first person to try to stop Tsurumi's departure.
Of course, the outcome is still tragic. Tsurumi didn't even look back, and my sister probably couldn't see her face with a cold expression.
"Okay, is that so?" said my sister's expression of disappointment.
"For that kind of kid, it's useless. Yukishita said to her sister, that kind of expression, it seemed that she was a little unbearable because her sister was rejected, and it seemed that she understood people like Tsurumi very well but didn't know how to face her at such a time.
However, I am very unhappy about the children who make Sister Yui sad, even if they are children.
"There is no one else here, and you won't let anyone else think that you are deliberately showing pity to attract the attention of adults, and the people here are people who understand your situation, so you should put away your cold look too!" I said coldly to Tsurumi, "Even if you want to refuse, you should not show this disdain for the other party, you are not qualified to be arrogant, disdain for the care from the elderly." ”
My somewhat heavy words made the atmosphere around me freeze, and Bi Qigu looked at me with some shock, as if he could not understand the meaning of my words at this time, and his brow under the snow also curved in a beautiful arc, revealing an expression that looked a little disgusted, and Ichishii's performance surprised me a little, as if he had returned to the cunning attitude he had had towards me before, and a pair of brown eyes turned wildly, scanning me up and down.
"Uh, Xiaohe, Xiao Rumi is just a child after all, there's no need to say that about her, is there?" Sister's expression became even more embarrassed, although this was also expected by me, but Sister Yui, you can really think more about yourself, okay?
"I don't want to be treated like a child. Tsurumi muttered.
"Huh?" The fastest reply to her was under the snow, raising her eyebrows, and the snow swept Tsurumi at the bottom.
And as if she was a little afraid of the snow, Tsurumi took a few steps back, and this time, hid her entire body behind Hikiya. And Biqigu also subconsciously opened his hands, as if he wanted to protect something.
Hey, this guy than Qigu, in addition to sister control, boy control, do you have to add a loli control attribute?
"I said, I don't want to be treated like a child. Tsurumi repeated.
"Why?" I asked, with a playful look on my face toward Tsurumi.
"Because, in the world of adults, you need to be polite, right? In the world of adults, if someone is deliberately taken out, is it wrong? If an adult is a person, at least he will greet each other very kindly, and then greet each other, right?"
"However, the politeness of adults is hypocrisy, the concern of adults for the weak, that is only for the sake of a kind of 'politically correct' hypocrisy, and the greetings of adults to other people are just a kind of daily behavior without feelings. Hikiya shook his legs, didn't look at Tsurumi behind him, and said something that could directly puncture this child's fantasy.
Generally speaking, this kind of thing should be said under the snow, but the responsibility under the snow is replaced by Hikiya here, maybe because Bikiya feels a little too deeply about these things?
"Maybe that's the case, right?" Tsurumi shook his head and said, "But, at least everyone, on the surface, it's okay to be kind and happy, right? At least, don't worry, on the surface, someone will become a person, right?"
"At least, don't worry, on the surface, someone will become a person, right?" said Tsurumi with a little crying and sobbing.
At least one thing, all of us, have miscalculated, perhaps, for children, the most difficult thing is not the kind of intrigue behind the scenes, but the blatant exclusion of each other. For adults, the society of adults is a terrible existence, because you always need to plot against other people, or because the adults are scheming, so in the process of doubting everyone, adults become exhausted, but feel that the society of undisguised children will be more pure and more relaxed; They cannot find their place in this exclusion. For children, a hypocritical collective also makes them feel more reliable than a trustworthy individual.
Therefore, primary school children are always playing in groups of three or five, because if they don't, they can't build their sense of security.
Of course, this also means that you can never convince her of the truth of your existence when she was kidnapped en masse.
"Originally, I didn't care that much, but my mother always told me that I wanted me to get along with my friends, and now, if I didn't have a photo, my mother would be bothered, right?" Tsurumi said as he held his camera with some cringe, rubbing the buttons of the camera.
"But, in the end, I'm still treated like a child, because I'm treated like a child, so naturally I have to obey the rules of children, sorry, this-" Tsurumi looked at her sister with some uncertainty in her eyes, as if she couldn't remember her name.
"-Rumi Korumi can call me Sister Yui. ”
"Well, Yui, sister, I'm sorry. Replying to Sister Yui's words a little stiffly, Tsurumi took a deep breath and said to himself, as if he wanted to ask questions to the people around him, "That, high school student, is the world of adults, right?"
"In a sense, high school students are the world of adults, but the legacy of the world of children will also be brought to high school, or at this time, if the problem is not solved well, you not only have to bear the ugliness of the world of children, but also have to deal with the horror of the world of adults, the two worlds are never completely separated, and this world is not as black and white as you imagined. Xue Xia said coldly.
This is to say that Yuki is himself, right? Almost not liked by all girls, but there will always be some girls who try to "have a good relationship" with Yui - not Yui's heartfelt approach, but "using" the relationship with Xuexia, if there is no Yui sister's existence, then, the ugliness of the child's world, the horror of the adult's world, Xuexia has been dealing with both at the same time. Even under the snow, you will be confused by this situation, so you will lose the correct argument, and you will try to find something, right?
Cannibals, when they see a person who does not eat people because they are naturally disgusting, will laugh, will taunt, will hit that person, and at the same time, there will be people who will try to get close to that person, and "accidentally" give him a piece of human flesh after showing kindness. This world may be so cruel, but you still can't deny the correctness of "not eating people".
Of course, Tsurumi shouldn't have thought of so much, after listening to the words under the snow, she was stunned for a moment, and then a little helpless, but a little gave up and said: "Okay, I guessed a little! However, there is no way, I have completely given up, the relationship is no longer good, and I don't need to think of a way to make the relationship better, right? Although, I know, the way it is, I don't like it-"
That's right, Rumi Tsurumi, you don't like it, but that's exactly the price you need to pay for your freedom.
"Is hate becoming miserable?" As everyone was silent about Tsurumi's approach, the person I didn't expect the most stepped forward.
Hikiya Hachiman, he put his hands on Tsurumi's shoulders and asked seriously.
“…… Kindness. ”
"So, if you can be happy, right?" said a line that no one else could understand, and Hikiya spread his hands as if he wanted to embrace the whole earth.
I looked at Biqigu and thought about a question in my heart.
For the isolated person who does not eat people in the cannibal tribe, it is better to help him overcome his evil feelings about cannibalism and finally let him integrate into the cannibal tribe, or to tell him about the possible consequences of cannibalism, and in the end, it is better to let him insist on himself.
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In the end, it seemed that there was no suspense, and the topic of "helping Tsurumi Rumi adapt to the collective" was brought up on the table again.
Although I refused to participate in the discussion again this time, I could almost guess the outcome of this discussion when I looked at the confident look of Biqigu on the other end of the crowd.
At least, it will be different from the previous one.
"People only show their true nature in the limit state, when they really feel scared, they will protect themselves first no matter what, and they will not take care of others, and even sacrifice the people next to them to save themselves, if such ugly parts are exposed, the relationship should never be better, and it is enough to scatter those guys in this way - that is, let everyone become alone, and disputes and friction will not arise!"
Admittedly, this is also a good way, or rather, a way to directly allow elementary school students to cross the world of children and go to the world of adults. Tsurumi exists in the world of children, the hierarchy is obvious and cannot be crossed, however, people put their preferences on their faces without reservation, and people can at least trust the expressions they see.
The adult world that Hikiya is about to create for them, there is no registration, everyone is a lonely individual, everyone doesn't trust other people, but everyone respects other people, while respecting, while beware, trying to find a space for themselves to stand.
In the new adult world, Tsurumi can also observe words and colors, and slowly, he is blending in with the adult world, right?
Then, put all your thoughts on how to mix in the world of adults, attach to society, attach to the larger environment, and finally, become a mediocre member of the public.
I watched as Hikiya, who was rarely organizing the next plan, was choosing a completely different path for Tsurumi than he was, but did he really know what this kid might face next?
"You don't like Bikiya's opinion, do you?" I don't know when it started, but under the snow stood gently beside me, her long hair swaying with the evening breeze in the woods, and it seemed that if I got any closer, it seemed that it could hit me in the face, but she controlled the distance well.
"However, in conclusion, this opinion of Biqigu should be the best opinion for solving the issue, and even if I exclude my dissatisfaction with the act itself, from my point of view, I cannot think of any better opinion than Biqigu. ”
"So, I don't want to ask you whether you approve of Biqigu's opinion as a strategy to solve this problem, after all, it has become a fait accompli. Xue Xia shook her head and said, "I want to ask if you like this opinion or not." ”
Minister, I have been on the side of opposing the question itself from the very beginning, and I will not accept this opinion. ”
"Is that so? well, it is!" said the snow, smiling softly, and the faint rays of the sun, which was already about to set, shone on her face, showing a burst of red on her cheeks, which corresponded with the whiteness of the snow around her, reflecting a thrilling beauty.
"So, Minister, now I tell you the short-term results of this plan of Biqigu, and the final result. Then, if you were Tsurumi, would you choose to accept Hikiya's plan, or try to take advantage of Bikiya's plan?" Suddenly, a sense of curiosity arose in my heart, and I wanted Yukino's answer to this question.
"Me? That's an interesting question!" Snow raised an eyebrow, a playful expression.
After a long time, he lightly opened his lips and said under the snow: "I'm not Tsurumi, and I won't make a choice for Tsurumi, what she wants to do by herself should be decided by him and her." But, from my point of view, I don't like to run away, I don't like to give up, and in the same way, I don't want to get a moth to a fire for a short period of success. ”
Under the snow, Yukino stood so straight beside me, her eyes focused on the place I couldn't find, solemnly, as if she were announcing something to someone.
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From my point of view, this chapter has put a lot of thought into metaphors, especially Kazuya's last question and Yukino's last sentence. One of the most important things about writing this article is the metaphorical meaning in these words, there have been many similar situations before, and there will be more in the future, I don't want to explain it directly, but I hope you can understand, I think you should be able to understand but I'm not sure if you can understand it, so it's very painful, I can't grasp it.
Then there are some of Kazuya's views, which I have mentioned before, and some of Kazuya's views that I agree with, but there are some points that I do not agree with, whether I agree with them or not, I need to show my attitude towards it through some objective facts through the progress of the article. Sometimes everyone thinks that the protagonist's idea is too strange, but what he says is right, as if the author himself supports him, but in fact this is just the result of the author's forced division of the brain.
To sum up, it took me a lot of brains to write this article, and then I added more, thanks to the new cover provided to me by the group friends, so I added more, I think I deserve a reward for working so hard, um.