Chapter 43: The Veto and Cognition of Self-Righteous Emotions
In my impression,This shouldn't be the first time that Xiao Mu Yu's seniors are a little reluctant to come to me with regard to their own image.,I don't know how the previous commotion subsided.,But if you come to such a routine "interrogation" every month, your image in the school will collapse.,I'm not talking nonsense!
However, this kind of "special treatment" still makes me a little proud, although the situation is different from what most people think, but what can make Xiao Mu Cao's senior's emotions so weird, I am the only one in the entire general martial arts, right?
Of course, if I could, I would like to make the mood of my predecessors different, and the direction of thinking will be a little more positive.
After all, for a girl like Xiao Mu Yu's predecessors, it is definitely a lie to say that boys don't have such a trace of longing in their hearts, right? Some people say that boys will always make all kinds of naughty and mischievous actions in front of their favorite girls to attract each other's attention in a childish situation, of course, people will always scoff at this practice, thinking that these stupid little boys' practices will only have the opposite effect on the girls they like, of course, I must have passed that somewhat ridiculous era, and I will definitely not deliberately use this awkward way to attract the attention of my predecessors. However, one thing must be admitted is that it is much better to be able to attract the attention of the other person in that crappy way than to ignore the other person.
So, although I'm not deliberately trying to attract the attention of the other party in a way that makes Kogi Yu's seniors unhappy, the strange self-satisfied mood I feel now must be the same as the little boy who has attracted the attention of the girl he likes—of course, if I can, it would be better to do it in a different way.
Ah no, it's too bad, and it's habitual to fall into self-contemplation mode when chatting with Xiao Mu Shu's seniors.
When I looked up a little embarrassed, my senior's eyes were not fixed on me as usual, she just leaned on the escalator, looking somewhat distracted at the corridor of the first-grade classroom. The senior's beautiful long brown hair was somewhat casually draped over his shoulders, and then dragged to the handrail of the stairs, and I have to admit that even if he leaned on it casually and a little bit of a little carelessness, there was still no discomfort for Kogi Senpai, or maybe for me, who had adapted to the image of Kogi Sao's seniors who behaved formally and seriously in school, or for others, this somewhat casual image of seniors made her more vivid.
"Uh, that, Xiao Mu Senpai?" This time it became me reminding Xiao Mu Shu senior who had been distracted, and it was a little uncomfortable!
"Ah, Kazuya, are you done in a daze?" the senior turned his head and looked at me with a smile, but although it should be the smile of the senior in front of me, what is the more or less creepy feeling!
"Well, it's over in a daze. "I had thought about what to say to my seniors, but I thought it would be better to be cautious when I felt the smiling aura of my seniors, after all, I still don't know what I did wrong.
After all, I haven't done anything as easy to attract attention as the last challenge with Hayama.
I was ready to withstand the stormy interrogation of my seniors, but to my surprise, when Kogi Senpai's senior was obviously ready to treat me seriously, the senior himself retreated a little.
"Well, Kazuya has been in the general martial arts high school for almost a semester! I feel that although you seem to want to be low-key, a lot of things have happened to you! Compared to my first semester, the beginning of your high school life is quite colorful!"
"Well, because there are always all kinds of accidents! Most of the things I don't want to do on my own initiative, but somehow it comes to the door on its own. "Although I don't know why my predecessors started to talk nonsense, but in this case, there should be nothing wrong with following her words, right?
"But it's undeniable that it's still a wonderful life," the senior continued, "at least, compared to me, who is about to graduate, life is a lot richer." ”
"But the seniors should be people who are more satisfied with this relatively ordinary life, right? Don't you like to be called to do all kinds of activities?"
"Is that so?" Faced with my somewhat ridiculous words, Senior Xiao Mu immediately asked very seriously.
This makes me a little unsure.,In my cognition,Xiao Mu Yu's predecessor is a person who is very good at understanding other people's hearts.,That's why she participated in the election of Miss General Wu Gao when she was a little reluctant before.,But,Since you don't want to participate in Miss General Wu Gao's activities that can show yourself,Seniors should be the kind of person who likes a dull life, right?
I've always thought so.
However, when I made this judgment, Kogi Senpai's predecessor was only plausible and did not give a positive answer.
Could it be that Xiao Mu Yu's predecessors actually have a desire to show themselves in their hearts?
I suddenly thought of the answer that my senior had given to Isshiki on the issue of the election of Miss General Martial High School.,I came to the conclusion that the senior was just considering the mood of Isshiki and the student council and was unwilling to refuse immediately.,However,Now I'm a little unsure.。
However, the fact that the seniors did not want to continue to participate in the election of Miss Zongwu High School was told to me by the seniors themselves - what went wrong here.
"Okay, don't think about it if you can't think of it, right? Maybe your answer at the beginning was correct? Look at your nervous appearance," probably my somewhat uncertain demeanor was too serious, and the original serious expression of Xiao Mu Yu himself laughed lightly first, and then, she understated the topic in a tone of "this matter is not a big deal", and said, "Besides, I came to you mainly for your business." ”
To be honest, the more I've been interacting with my seniors for a while, the less I understand what my seniors think a lot of times.,I used to think that I'm a person who is closer to understanding the true side of Kogi Sao's seniors than other people in school.,But,I'm feeling more and more now.,The so-called "Kogi Yukina's truth",It's just my self-righteous delusion.。
For example, the serious rhetorical question of the senior in the face of my not-so-serious answer just now, or the senior of Kogi Shu who took the initiative to say that this question is actually not worth mentioning, these two states are obviously opposite states, but I don't know which of these ideas is the real idea of the senior, or perhaps, neither of these ideas are real ideas.
People tend to hide because they are afraid, and they are often reluctant to be honest with people because they are worried, and I used to think that I was the one who could open my heart to my predecessors, but now it seems that this is not the case!
Really, it seems that it is still a little awkward in my heart!
Isn't it just a self-righteous lie that has been slowly punctured? But Yubihama Kazuya, why are you in such a sour mood?
Hey, what are you doing? Don't tell me you're out of love!
Back to the previous mood, the little boy in front of his favorite girl to show off himself, trick the other party to get attention, that can really be called a kind of "love" mood? And now I'm the same.,It's just that the previous feeling of stealing joy that I'm one step ahead has been proven to be useless.,If this simple emotion is understood as a superficial love.,It can only prove that Yuhihama Kazuya-san's previous love experience was in vain.。
The most important point is that I must not regard the kind of admiration, appreciation, and even sister-like reliance on Xiao Muxi's predecessors as the emotions of love!
Under normal circumstances, when I was about to speak in the case of Xiao Mu Cao's senior, I would definitely be blinded by my seniors for so long, but today's situation seems to be the off-line press conference of Xiao Mu Cao's seniors, and my seniors didn't care at all about my repeated distractions.
And just when I was wandering away, my senior seemed to be trying hard to adjust his state of questioning me.
So, basically when I reacted from my distraction, the senior's question followed: "Kazuya, although it's a bit abrupt to ask you this question, and it's a little wrong at this time, but I'm still a little curious, what kind of person were you when you were in middle school?"
"Why do you want to ask this question?" I looked at Xiao Mu Yu's senior, and I really didn't understand this state of my senior.
"Well, what do you say? I don't want to inquire about your privacy!, but today I happened to hear some uncertain things from a friend, plus some information that I have already learned before-"
I feel like I kind of understand what my predecessors meant. If I can laugh at the ridiculous misunderstanding of Isshiki, then Kogi Senpai seems to really take that rumor seriously!
"Forget it, then I'll ask directly," but, before I was ready to explain this matter to my senior, my senior seemed to have made up his mind and said, "What was the reason why you and the Sugiura-san, you mentioned earlier, broke up when you were in junior high school?"
Ahh The meaning of such complaints,Most people who don't know the inside story won't associate this person with me.,But it's different with Xiao Mu Yu's senior.,If she learns this information.,Basically, you can judge the identity of this "entrusted first-year boy".
In other words, it's a bit similar to Hayama's situation, although the specific identity of that person doesn't appear in the rumors, but because my compliance in this regard is too high, it is easy for Kogi Yu's seniors to recognize me.
"Well, Senpai, I know what you're going to say, but don't worry too much—" I replied somewhat helplessly.
However, after piercing the layer of paper of hesitation, Kogi Senpai became serious instead, took a deep breath, she interrupted my explanation, and continued: "-Kazuya, although it is not so appropriate for me to tell you this sentence, I may have overplayed some of your sister's roles, but, I must tell you how sad it is to hurt two girls at the same time in love. Especially if you don't realize it, don't think that your way of dealing with it is the most correct, if you deal with these relationships in an irresponsible manner, it may lead to a collective collapse, understand?"
The senior seemed extremely excited when she said these words, and this reaction felt as if she was not teaching me a lesson, but teaching herself.
Sure enough, I still don't understand a lot of things about Xiao Mu Yu's seniors!
However, at least for me, it is not difficult to explain it to my seniors.
"That, senior, can you listen to me first?" I smiled wryly and raised my hand to signal to Kogi Senpai.
"Ah, I'm sorry, I was a little excited. The senior nodded somewhat as if he had just woken up from a dream, showed a rare embarrassed expression, and said with a red face.
"That, Koharu and Kimura President of Kizumi Middle School, the relationship between the two of them is very good!"
"yes, there's something wrong with the relationship, so you need—eh?" Kogi looked up depressedly.
So, I don't have anything to do with that Kimura chairman, but because the relationship between the two of them is so good, it makes Kimura chairman worry about whether there will be problems when I meet Koharu when I go to discuss the problem. You know, girls sometimes think too much and then meddle a little more. ”
I thought as I looked at the little one whose face had become even redder.
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This chapter was written yesterday, and it was sent a day late, because my network is in arrears, in fact, there is no network now, I used my mobile phone to divide the hotspot upload, and I was quite speechless about the rigid payment method of Europeans.