Chapter 2.5
Chapter: Chapter 2.5: Yukina's trust
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Yukina Kogi is not a person who lacks news, of course, this is not to say that Yukina is the kind of person who likes to make news, but because she is bright enough, it is the news that takes the initiative to find her, not that she takes the initiative to make news. Luckily, there is no group of members in the information department of Sobu High School who are responsible for digging up strange news, which should be one of the reasons why Yukina's high school life can be fairly normal.
However, as Yukina Kogi, the news she took the initiative to create reverberated extremely violently in a certain circle. The reason why Kaolin Flower is Kaolin Flower is because of her identity that she will not be attacked by anyone. The students of Sobu High School have not exaggerated enough to riot because Kogi Yukina has someone they like, but the ensuing discussion is unavoidable.
What's more, after the statement of the cultural festival, Yukina's side did not appear to respond to the flower protection messenger, and even the person who should respond to her statement, everyone did not find out. This phenomenon will inevitably lead to the emergence of many bad rumors, such as falling in love with a person who shouldn't actually be liked, and in fact, Kogi Yukina has been dating people for a long time, but I don't know why she was dumped, and her statement at the time was using the pressure of public opinion to keep the other party. Fortunately, this time the rumors did not spread as widely as they did in the second grade. Perhaps it's because Yui Yui, who is in the limelight, distracts some of the students, or because the graduating third-year students lack topicality, or because Yukina knows, Haruki Kitahara plays a role in this rumor restriction.
In any case, there were a lot of rumors and chaos, but they quickly stopped, and although the part-time job was no longer possible, and the karaoke had to be disguised more than usual, the actual situation was much better than Yukina imagined.
Yukina also thanked Haruki, whether it was her own self-assertion at the cultural festival, or her help in the rumors, she also felt that her willfulness seemed to have caused some trouble to Kitahara-san, but the other party still responded with the same relaxed expression as always. Although, he still inevitably asked such a question:
"Actually, I still want to know who the person Xiao Mu Yu said at the cultural festival is!"
Although the other party quickly shook his head and said that he would not ask if he didn't want to, his playful attitude when he spoke always gave Yukina a feeling that the other party knew more things. As for the other member of the Light Music Club, Yukina doesn't know how much Fuyuma and Sasa know, and with the extent of her secret connection with Kazuya, there should be a lot of things that can be guessed.
However, it doesn't matter how many people know who they are stating about, the problem is that the person who should have expressed his stance the most has run away cleanly. Although Yukina didn't expect this to happen in advance, the other party's performance was a little too decisive, which made her really helpless.
"So, is this me considered to have been dumped?" said Yukina, who had been dressed up in multiple costumes, walking down the street, thinking about this question.
Strictly speaking, before an answer, of course, it doesn't count, however, there is not even a trace of response, which can only make people feel embarrassed.
With Yukina's understanding of Kazuya, there is no need to use such a vague way, and even if she has a direct showdown with him in front of him, then the problem may be solved, and she can almost imagine Kazuya accepting her ideas at a loss.
- But, if so, it is not the result she wants.
On the surface, I hope that the other party depends on me and solves the problem with my own tolerance, but in essence, I expect the other party to take the initiative to respond, and in essence, I hope that I can be relied on by the other party. This is the ambivalence of Yukina Kogi now.
Yubihama is not without the ability to support other people, or rather, everyone who has a relationship with him is enjoying his help—this kind of help will even make some people feel dissatisfied and want to get rid of it, such as Yui did, like Isshiki did. Although it's been a long time since there was that kind of communication at the beginning, Yukina has always been very accurate about many things around him.
She's the only one who hasn't thought about helping, and she's the one she's always relied on - Yukina Kogi, who has been special from the beginning. Thinking about it, she was glad for the peculiarity, but now she was also trapped by it. If you are satisfied that the relationship between the two is only a senior and a junior, just an older sister and a younger brother, then you can be satisfied with this. But if it goes further, she needs to reciprocate, she needs to save.
Yukina Kogi has never been a virgin, she has selfish intentions, and in the same way, she also hopes that the boy she likes can respond to her selfishness.
So, she had been strangely stuck in the middle of the road. In the matter of the light music club, Yui once violently expressed his dissatisfaction with not clarifying the problem, but he has always insisted on the last bit of position. Now she is doing the same, it seems that she has pierced the window paper, but in the next step, she has stalled - if she takes the initiative again, she knows that she will eventually lose him.
The result of attacking until the end is the same as the result of not advancing all the time, and Yukina is like a clumsy dancer, always carefully adjusting her steps and carefully defending her possibilities.
When she confessed, because of time and because of the pressure of others, she had no choice, but now she retreated, because of her stubbornness, because of her ideals, she also had no choice.
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It's almost a habit to step into the karaoke that I'm familiar with.,Although I know that Kazuya has long stopped working here.,At that time, I still tried to meet him here with a 1 in 10,000 probability of expectation.。 After all, this location is too special for the two of them.
A few girls who looked like middle school students at the door were chattering noisily, and they had to make Yukina a little envious, the friendship between girls can actually be strong to this extent, but she has never had the opportunity to enjoy this kind of feeling. It's a bit too pretentious to describe herself as lonely, however, at this time, she does lack a person who completely expresses her feelings.
Perhaps out of sheer curiosity, she stopped to observe the conversation of the three girls, and then, she saw the long-haired dark-haired girl among the three girls, walking out with a red face as the other two coaxed her.
It's a typical template for girls to encourage each other to find a guy to talk to, and she seems to have done these things with her friends a long time ago, but now, it seems a little too youthful for her.
Then, she also saw who the girl with long dark hair was trying to talk to.
After the cultural festival, this was the first time she met Kazuya Yubihama. As always, it's a little nonchalant, but, as always, it seems to be in the palm of everything in mind.
Find a remote corner in the café where Kazuya is talking to the girl, and carefully observe their conversation. Yukina suddenly felt like she was about to catch her boyfriend for a moment, and it was really not in her style to do such a cautious thing, but, maybe because her mood was too complicated now, it made sense to make such a strange move.
At first, it was a decent conversation.,Although the girl's face turned a little redder.,But it's still within the normal range.,After that,It seems to be arguing about something.,The girl's expression became excited.,And also has been using the kind of expression he is used to sometimes looking a little annoying to express something with her.。 In the end, the result is as it should be, and the girl leaves in tears, and Yubihama Kazuya seems to break another girl's heart.
Of course, it doesn't seem so appropriate to use "again" here, and Yukina knows that Kazuya rarely seems to reject girls in this way, and this is the first time Yukina has seen it with her own eyes. However, Kazuya's performance made her feel so familiar, as if this was the only way he should be.
"You're still going to show that way when you're dealing with other people!"
This is Yubihama Kazuya that she is familiar with in her memory, and it is also Yubihama Kazuya that she inexplicably likes.
She watched the boy who had been left stupidly looking around innocently, bearing the glare of the surrounding eyes, and as his gaze swept to this corner of hers, she lowered the brim of her hat and lowered her head slightly.
Now, when it wasn't the time to meet, she suppressed her desire to comfort him, even if it was just a few small talks with the other party, a few innocuous and light-hearted flirtatious words.
She suddenly felt that her previous hesitation and nervousness were somewhat unnecessary.
"I expected this result a long time ago, didn't I? Waiting is also a necessary skill, isn't it? Believe him, I thought about it a long time ago, didn't I?"
In response to her anxiety, she thought helplessly.
Although it seems that time is running out, two months is actually longer than I imagined!
Unlike the year before, Yukina Kogi, who has kept her Christmas ticket to Strasbourg this year, is expecting a commitment.
If nothing happens, I think I can expect a satisfying result, right??
After Kazuya left, she also stood up and secretly left the café.
Karaoke has no need to go, because, trying to find something with songs, she has, quietly, discovered.
Even at this time, Yukina Kogi is still very patient, she doesn't think this patience is a manifestation of willfulness, she thinks that it is the inevitable result of being loyal to her heart.
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It is said that Yukina has become a passerby heroine - but what can I do, I'm also desperate, I'm also embarrassed, the plot needs it, there is depression to explode, there is patience to pay off, and if you don't appear, you can brush the sense of existence in the protagonist's heart - but what about the sense of existence of the plot, that's why you need the main perspective chapter (Wangtian).