Chapter Twenty-Five: Irretrievable Hesitation
I curled up in the corner of the couch as much as I could, so that no one else could notice me, and although it seemed pointless in this small space, I couldn't resist the idea of doing this, and I wanted others to ignore me, as if doing so would ignore the little wooden senpai in the next room.
Everyone sang to their heart's content—mainly my sister and Isshiki, of course, who were good at this kind of activity, easily adapted to the environment, and sang a song or two under the snow with a sad face, and they also ignored me gorgeously. In a box with only four people, one person did not sing for a long time, and it was a very unusual thing for one person to not sing or move, and other people did not say it, and Sister Yui, who had always taken care of me, rarely paid no attention to me, which felt that it could not be explained by the reason of "singing and singing".
This also makes me wonder more and more whether they have discovered the extraordinaryness of the next room, whether it is under the snow or Isshii, they are particularly sensitive people, and Sister Yui's radar in this regard is unmatched, although it seems that the atmosphere in the 23rd box is a little high, but, although it is not ruled out that this is my psychological effect, I still feel that this uplift seems to be a false prosperity.
However, everyone still seemed happy to sing as if nothing had really happened.
"Well, I'll go out for a while. I raised my hand.
"Really, Xiaohe doesn't need to ask us for instructions if he wants to go out!"
"Ha, ha, I just think it's better to talk to everyone, so that you won't be anxious because you find me. "I looked at Yui-sama's smiling eyes, and I always felt that there were other thoughts behind this look.
It also kept me out of the room quickly, and I thought I'd be out of breath if I stayed here.
"Well, I'll go out for a while, I'm a little uncomfortable here. He suddenly stood up under the snow and left the room immediately after me.
Kazuya Yuhihama and Yukishita Yukishita are not a very strange combination, but this time, it is still strange where we have reached a consensus.
I walked aimlessly through the aisles of the karaoke, silently following behind me under the snow.
- Why did you follow me so naturally?
"Now, so where are you going under the snow?"
"I? well, I want to wash my face, the air in the room is not very good. ”
"If you want to wash your face, the bathroom is in the other direction!" I said, pointing in the direction behind me, helplessly.
"Eh, but I thought Yubihama was going to the bathroom too—"
"No, no, no, I just feel a little uncomfortable and want to walk around, but it's strange that you feel bad air in the room under the snow, you should have been here with your sister before, right?"
"But at that time, it was just me and your sister, and it was normal, and this time, I always felt - very strange. ”
"Why?"
"It just feels like it's a general club style, where to get together after normal activities-"
"—You also said that it is a general community style, shouldn't you be glad that the Ministry of Service has finally been upgraded to a general community?"
"But Ichishiki-san, she's not a member of the club, is she?"
"Well, don't care about the details. ”
I chatted with the snow for a while, and she followed me unhurriedly, not wanting to leave because I told her the direction to the bathroom.
I know that the feelings of the two of us are similar, we both feel that it is very oppressive in that space, and I am worried about the situation next door, and under the snow, I am probably simply not used to this kind of group activity that is obviously full of energy.
"Speaking of the general club style, I often see the local tyrant members in the club paying, or using the club funds to organize the members of the department to go to the dormitory, etc., it seems that the service department has never been, right?"
"This was supposed to be the type of forest school before?"
"The forest school has also added too many non-club members. ”
"But it's a co-juku, and if it's a co-juku of the service department, the co-juku of the members alone doesn't reflect the role of the ministry at all, doesn't it?" explained Yukishita seriously.
It's very real under the snow style, but this kind of words at this time can relax my mood, when everyone changes, everyone's emotions become more and more unpredictable, everyone's hearts seem to be in a shackle, a still familiar snow under the snow, is so rare.
If you want to refute it, give the reason, not just the mocking smile. ”
"Ah, I wasn't laughing at you just now, I just felt that there was no change under the snow, which was good. ”
"No change?" said Snow frowned slightly.
"It means that you love more than before!"
"But is it really a good habit to love?"
"It's not always a good habit, but the main thing I emphasize is that it's a habit under the snow—"
"—my habits, are they good habits?"
"There's no point in asking questions, I'm obviously complimenting you, am I?"
"Yubihama doesn't want me to change?" she asked, insistently.
I didn't expect that my casual remark would cause such a big reaction under the snow - I had boasted that only under the snow did not change much, but I didn't expect the flag to come true so quickly.
"Actually, it's okay to keep yourself under the snow. ”
I don't need such perfunctory answers. ”
Why did this girl suddenly start stalking and fighting? Please, like before, the wind is lighter and the mood swings are smaller!
I didn't know how to give a satisfactory answer to the snow - but I realized right away that I couldn't think about it for the time being.
Around the corner, when Yukina Kogi appeared in front of me.
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I'll admit that I escaped from the room with the idea of "if I could meet Kogi Senpai". Karaoke is a favorite place for Xianchong, and in a sense, it is also a place where hormones are excessively distributed, and I even think that if I could really "happen to meet" my senior, I would boldly rush forward and ask her what she really thinks.
I don't know what I'll do when I know what she's really thinking, but maybe it's going to be romantic.
Now, however, that possibility no longer exists.
I don't know what the expression was under the snow behind me, but her presence undoubtedly added a restraint to my impulse.
It's impossible to pretend to ignore each other when you meet each other head-on in a narrow aisle.
Senior Xiao Mu Yu was stunned for a while, but she still greeted me: "Long time no see—actually, it's not like long time no see, Kazuya, are you back here to work?" However, she immediately noticed my school uniform and the snow behind me, "Ah, it doesn't seem to be." ”
It's true that I haven't seen you for a long time, but the time we met before, you were so focused on confronting Yui that you barely said anything to me - and, although a few days have passed since then, it feels like time has passed too long, and it doesn't seem wrong to say that you haven't seen you for a long time.
"Well, the club has achieved some results, let's celebrate. ”
Specifically, the Ministry of Service is helping the Student Council organize a Christmas event, and now that the plan has been decided, Isshiki has proposed to celebrate. "The snow behind me was coldly replenished.
"I didn't know about the Christmas activities of the student council!" Xiao Mu raised his head just right, and his gaze quickly glanced at me, but soon, over my shoulder, he looked under the snow behind me.
"The joint Christmas event with Haibin Comprehensive High School has always been dominated by the other side before, and our students will be very passive, so it is normal for seniors not to know about it, but now we are responsible for determining and implementing the plan. ”
"Well, it seems that the students under the snow have done a lot of work! So, the student council is mainly responsible for that Christmas event, right?"
"Isshiki-san works hard, but she lacks experience as a manager, so we'll definitely help her. ”
I don't know when it began, but what was supposed to be my conversation with Kogi Sao's seniors evolved into a conversation with her under the snow - just like the communication between my sister and her seniors before, I felt like I had become an outsider in the play.
"Is the Christmas event on Christmas Day?"
"Of course. ”
"So, on that day, do you want to help under the snow?"
"The responsibility must have a beginning and an end," he pursed his lips under the snow, "Moreover, the day's activities will be attended by all members of the Ministry of Service." ”
"Oh, all of you—participate!" This time, I clearly realized that Yukina's slightly sharp gaze stabbed me in the body.
However, the coolness was only a momentary thing, and soon, her eyes became a little moist again
"But, there's no way around it, it's a club activity after all, if it's not a club event-"
"Everybody will participate because it's a club event. ”
"I understand, I have also joined the club, I understand, because it is a club activity, and it is a relatively small club, so the lack of a member is much bigger than the lack of a member of other large clubs, because it is a small club, so it is even more impossible to ask for leave, yes, I understand, I understand. ”
Kogi Sanpai's senior looked a little irritable.
I already knew her mood thoroughly, and if it was just speculation before, now that speculation has been confirmed.
At this time, just say it - don't hesitate to say things like "I'm not really good at acting, I can take a leave of absence if I finish my props work early."
Just say it, it's not a difficult thing to do.
- If it's not under the snow.
The presence under the snow has always reminded me of my promises to my sister, my promises to the snow, even if I don't want to remember them, but as soon as I feel the sight under the snow, I always remember those promises.
However, the expression of the senior in front of him was even more uncomfortable.
It's not incomprehensible, it's understandable, it's okay to want to respond, it's okay, just work harder.
If you can work harder, you just need to be a little more impulsive.
I gritted my teeth fiercely, avoided the gaze under the snow behind me, and took a slight step forward.
"Senpai-"
"-I'm sorry, I remember that I still have something to do, so I'll leave now, it's a pleasure to see you here, Kazuya!"
Yukina Kogi just turned around and ran away.
I still stood there in the comical posture of taking a step forward and leaning forward slightly.
"Yubihama, why don't you go back?" a soft voice came from behind him under the snow.
"Well, it's almost time to go back, my sister is in a hurry. I turned my head mechanically and saw a simple back from under the snow.
Sometimes, with only half a second of hesitation, some things are irreparable, right?
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Last night's team dinner was a little high and didn't want to code words.,This chapter makes up for yesterday.,There's an update tomorrow.