After lunch, Jin Zhongming and Chu Long walked out of the 'science and technology building' of a well-known university together. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

It is said that it is a science and technology building, in fact, all the people who have been in the Chinese academic circles are clear, it is a high-end hotel established by the school, and ordinary students are not allowed to enter, only VIPs who come outside for 'academic exchanges' can enter. At the same time, if it weren't for a university like 211 or 985, you wouldn't be qualified to build it! However, according to Jin Zhongming's memory, after a certain hard-wristed boss came to power in a few years, the major inspection teams settled in the major universities, and the various science and technology buildings in the North Third Ring Road were basically grasped one by one...... Well, I can't think about it anymore, I want to make taboos too much.

"What's wrong, oppa?" Chu Long looked at Jin Zhongming, with a strange expression on his face, and he was also a little strange.

"Nothing. Jin Zhongming smiled and shook his head. "I think of some of the past. ”

"Actually......" Chu Long looked at Jin Zhongming, who was slowly pacing forward, as if he had something to say. "I've been curious before, oppa, you seem to be familiar with this unexpected ...... here."

"Hmm!" Jin Zhongming nodded affirmatively. "Very familiar and interested. ”

"But that's nothing. Chu Long immediately self-denied the topic. "The real crux of the matter is that I can sense that OPPA is a little too sincere about some of the things here......"

"People are always enthusiastic about things that are far away but can be seen clearly. Kim Jong-ming kept walking in front when he said these words, so that people couldn't see his expression clearly.

"But...... It feels like you're backing down every time it comes to a critical moment. Chu Long continued. "It's like a speech in the morning, although I don't understand it, but at the last moment, you obviously feel like you're giving up halfway...... It's like suddenly losing interest or suddenly being timid. ”

"That's normal. Jin Zhongming's tone still seemed unimpressed. "Because even if you understand, understand, and feel, when it comes to the end, you will realize that you actually have no position. ”

"Is it a matter of distance?"

"Yes. Jin Zhongming nodded, Chu Long's understanding cannot be said to be problematic, and it can even be said to be very accurate, but it is only crooked, and the specific reason for the crooked hit is a little difficult to say.

Chu Long didn't speak again, she could see that Jin Zhongming had something in his heart.

In this way, the two of them slowly bypassed the main entrance of the Science and Technology Building, and then walked into an alley where only two cars could go in parallel, where are they going? Jin Zhongming didn't say, Chu Long didn't ask, but the two of them just walked quietly.

However, this silence accompanied by fallen leaves flying overhead was broken almost as a matter of course when passing by a Korean restaurant, and the Korean language on it caught Chu Long's gaze, causing her to pause slightly, and Kim Jong Ming immediately stopped, and then the two shook their heads together.

"Oppa also thinks this store is not authentic?" Chu Long asked, turning his head.

"Yes and no. Jin Zhongming chuckled. "It's really not authentic, I know it. But what I just shook my head was actually on you...... Speaking of Chu Long, isn't it to taste when you eat at noon, why do you have to stop at the door of this kind of store?"

Chu Long opened his mouth, and then smiled a little embarrassedly, after so many years of school education, this kind of brainwashing has penetrated into the bone marrow. In fact, not to mention Chu Long's natural stop, there are even Koreans who go out to travel with their families, and the first thing they do when they go to the place is to find a Korean restaurant, and they have to complain if they are not authentic. Actually, what if you eat outside Korea, even if it is authentic? Is it true that the kimchi here is still imported from South Korea? Just kidding! South Korea's own kimchi is imported from China, right?

As soon as he thought of this, Jin Zhongming felt even more ridiculous in his heart: "The body is the same...... It's a joke that selling produce at a high price is the only purpose of those people...... Chu Long, I think I know why you think I'm a little weird. ”

Chu Long was obviously a little confused, she didn't expect Jin Zhongming's topic to change so quickly and directly.

"You've actually found me in a predicament, haven't you?" Kim Jong-ming smiled and looked at the other cheek. "You find that I have a feeling of coming to China this time, but in fact I can only end up speechless. ”

"And that's not all. Chu Long raised his head slightly. "I still think oppa, you're a little confused...... It's not like the oppa I know, because it's a very deep confusion, the kind that identifies with myself from the roots. It's not clear what it's going on, or even whether it's a good thing or a bad thing, but it's clear that it's a bit of a loss for you......"

"That's right. Jin Zhongming nodded directly. "I don't know how you see it, but ...... Indeed, as you said, I have thought about some profound things these days, life, time, and position......"

"Can you tell me about it?" asked Chu Long with some eagerness. "I'm ...... now It's your girlfriend, right?"

"Of course. Jin Zhongming reached out and brushed the other party's cheek. "If I can't say anything to you, what can't I say?"

"So, what's going on?"

"It's kind of funny to say. Jin Zhongming looked around at the surrounding scenery. "It's just that I underestimated the power of something. I...... I once thought that life would be very short and heavy, so I had to grasp everything to plan and fight; I once thought that life would be very long and long, so I could indulge and be willful; I once thought that life would be very chic, and I could be carefree and single-minded; I even thought that life would be very entangled, and every step you took would be bound by all kinds of things, and it would be difficult to move an inch...... But in fact......"

"Actually?"

In fact, those thoughts are just a ridiculous simulation and guess of a person's time, an illusion that a person makes when his mood, experience, and state are different. In the final analysis, a person's life is only controlled by the dimension of time beyond people's imagination, unhurried, unhurried, not fast, not slow. In this dimension, what you think is difficult is actually very simple, what you think is easy is actually very difficult, what you think you can't let go of is actually the same, and what you think you can deal with a long time ago is actually something that remains in your heart...... Therefore, the life you think is special is actually no different from the life of the other 6 billion people, and the complex mentality you think is actually just your own conjecture...... Do you understand?"

"Probably a little bit understood. Chu Long's answer always made Jin Zhongming feel unexpected and reasonable. "I've been watching you for too long, and you said that all of these things are traceable to me, and I can roughly imagine when you felt what kind of feeling. But I still don't quite understand why this place is here, why is it here that reminds you of these things?"

"It's the identity of identity. Kim Jong-ming's answer was frank and direct. "I've come here and I've felt shaken in my identity...... I was born in the U.S., but I was born with a Chinese cultural identity from the beginning, and then I went to Korea to start over...... South Korea is a country that really makes it difficult for me to feel a sense of identity. So this time I came with anticipation, but ...... When I arrived, I found that I actually had no position to face everything here. ”

"Actually...... It makes sense when you think about it. Chu Long opened his mouth. "But I thought you were with me and who did you think about?"

Jin Zhongming couldn't help laughing a little, but after laughing, his expression was a lot more serious, he shook his head, he hugged each other's shoulders, and continued to walk forward like a common college couple around.

“oppa…… Where are we going?"

"I'll take you to the Northern Division...... This school is very well-known even in Korea. ”

"What to see?"

"Go and see their library, it's kind of like a coffin...... Very interesting. And then...... Let's go to BUPT again, and I'll show you their Time Square...... The size of this square is also very interesting. ”

"Actually...... I've always been a bit timid about these colleges. ”

"What is there to be afraid of? Whether it's Seoul National University or Beijing Normal University, it's full of elites, but for me...... At this time, you are the only one by my side. ”

"Is OPPA trying to make me happy?"

"Isn't it my duty to make you happy? That night under the Jimen Bridge at the North Gate, we had declared to each other that we were going to take responsibility for each other. ”

“……”

Jin Zhongming glanced at the girl in his arms, he had already guessed what the other party was thinking at the moment: "Don't worry, Chu Long, I won't let the inner wavering further expand, I can always do 'laugh without saying anything, pain without speaking' after more experience." In fact, isn't it just one person who sees my problem this time? In fact, if you can pretend to be calm on the surface, then over time, this calmness will naturally become the real thing. ”

Chu Long nodded.

"Other than that. Inside the west gate of the North Division, Jin Zhongming suddenly stopped. "There's something I think I want to confess to you Chu Long...... In the past few days, only for you, I have no hesitation or confusion this time. So on the contrary, this time you're actually the only one standing by my side and helping me settle down. I wouldn't dare say you're the only one who can do that, but you're the only one by my side at this moment. You...... You know what I mean?"

"Thank you. Chu Long tilted his head and thought for a while, not saying whether he understood or not, but solemnly gave a word of thanks.

"What is there to thank?" Kim Jong-ming disagreed. "Cherish the past, but cherish everything in front of you. However, let's not talk about that, we have now arrived at the west gate of the North Division, and I will be your tour guide...... By the way, Chu Long, what is that stack in your hand?"

"Flyer. Chu Long replied with a little embarrassment. "You also know that I'm not good at refusing, just now I talked to you all the way over, and many people stuffed it into my hands, so I caught them all. ”

"Times are advancing. Jin Zhongming took the stack of leaflets and looked at it a few times. "There are even small gifts behind these leaflets...... The flyer at the pharmacy gave two band-aids, the flyer for ordering food gave a two-dollar voucher, and the flyer for the hotel gave ...... Two condoms?"

“……”

PS: Life is getting more and more involuntary, at noon the villagers invited a dinner, and in the evening the second sister and brother-in-law came to see me, and they didn't come back until half past eight. That's it for today, I'll see if I can get another chapter out at night, but don't wait...... It makes me feel guilty that some book friends are waiting for more in the middle of the night...... So, sleep, sleep, I'm going to plant melons!. )