Chapter 190: Victory and Defeat!

Before Ding Qing really said that he wanted to be with Cheng Xingtao, Cheng Xingtao never seriously thought about when Ding Qing liked him and what kind of mentality he had towards her. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

But there is one thing that she understands very well, Ding Qing will not really spread it out, and will not really pierce the layer of window paper.

Although something like that happened last night, Cheng Xingtao blamed herself, was sad, and entangled, but she didn't think about being with Ding Qing because of this.

She thought that Ding Qing was like this, treating last night as a mistake of the two of them, and not involving feelings.

Looking at Ding Qing's serious face, Cheng Xingtao held her forehead, she leaned on the seat, turned her head, didn't want to see Ding Qing, and said, "Ding Qing, you let me be quiet." ”

Hearing Cheng Xingtao say that he wanted to be quiet, Ding Qing was a little surprised, he thought that Cheng Xingtao would decisively reject him, and even throw his face and leave.

However, Cheng Xingtao actually said that he was quiet, was she really thinking about him?

Once there is such a guess in my heart, compared to the previous mentality that Ding Qing just held me and tried hard, and as for being rejected in the end, then I couldn't help it, Ding Qing's mood suddenly became very complicated.

On the one hand, there is a faint expectation in my heart, and on the other hand, there is a faint uneasiness.

If Cheng Xingtao was really with him because of what happened last night, how would she react when Cheng Xingtao knew the truth?

Cheng Xingtao said to be quiet, Ding Qing took two steps back and sat down opposite her.

Looking at Cheng Xingtao's eyes staring at a certain point in the air without focus, thinking seriously, the hidden expectation in Ding Qing's heart gradually disappeared, and all that was left was the self-blame brought by lying and the expectation that Cheng Xingtao would reject him.

He hoped that Cheng Xingtao would reject him, so that he could be freed from this lie.

On Qiao Yue's side, he can at least say that he has tried hard, but failed.

Ding Qing sat on the old wooden bench, crossed his hands, and waited slowly and anxiously for Cheng Xingtao to give him an answer after thinking about it.

The long and apprehensive time made Ding Qing realize that it was right that he liked Cheng Xingtao, but he had not yet reached the point where he had to get her.

Maybe there is nothing in this world that he must want. It was easier for him to choose to give up than to persevere.

Thinking of this, Ding Qing relaxed again, what did he have to worry about? Since he was not afraid of not getting it, was he afraid of losing it after getting it?

Even if Cheng Xingtao really wants to be with him, what?

He could have chosen to be with Cheng Xingtao, and like him and many other women, after a while, he got tired of each other, didn't like it, and then broke up.

What if the other party is Cheng Xingtao?

Harmony leads to merger, and disharmony leads to dispersion.

What's the difference?

Ding Qing took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, but when he saw Cheng Xingtao on the other side glancing at him habitually, he took the cigarette off, broke it between his fingers, and then threw it into the trash can next to him.

Cheng Xingtao was seriously analyzing, and Ding Qing's action of taking a cigarette was purely a conditioned reflex, so she was still seriously thinking in her mind that Ding Qing would be abnormal and express his willingness to be with her.

After thinking about it, she didn't know why Ding Qing suddenly poked open the window paper and said that she wanted to be with her without any scruples.

Don't...... Is it because of her?

Cheng Xingtao looked at Ding Qing with some uncertainty and said, "Ding Qing, do you want to be responsible for me because I was the first time last night?"

Ding Qing, who wanted to divert his attention because he couldn't smoke, just had a sip of tea in his mouth, and when he heard Cheng Xingtao's words, all the sip of tea in his mouth squirted out.

"Are you the first time?" Ding Qing was choked and coughed, but he couldn't help but ask.

Cheng Xingtao didn't want to discuss this matter with him, because he rolled his eyes and said, "Anyway, let me tell you, I don't need you to be responsible." Assume it didn't happen. ”

Ding Qing's face turned a little red when he coughed, and he sometimes wondered, why did he like Cheng Xingtao? Cheng Xingtao was not the type he liked in terms of body appearance or personality, he could simply like her as a person, but when did this kind of relationship deteriorate and become the love between men and women?

However, seeing Cheng Xingtao's serious look, maybe he understood why he liked her.

Her first time was unconscious, she was not weak, she did not cry, she did not even fight, but seriously and responsibly thought about solving the problem.

She could have pretended not to remember anything, that nothing had happened.

However, instead of running away, she thought calmly, guessed who the person was last night, and even seriously wanted to solve the problem.

Perhaps it was her serious and responsible attitude towards herself and others that made him unable to help but be moved.

That's why he fell in love with her unconsciously.

Maybe for the first time, he really wanted her.

"Since your first time was me, I will be responsible for you. Cheng Xingtao, from now on, you will be my girlfriend, even if Qiao Yue comes back. Ding Qing's hand holding the teacup was shaking slightly, and he didn't know if the tremor he had never felt before was due to excitement or some other emotion.

It's just that at this moment, he suddenly has a sense of victory and defeat, and a sense of possession.

He wanted to snatch Cheng Xingtao from Qiao Yue's hands and turn it into his possessions.

He wants to defeat Qiao Yue and become Cheng Xingtao's new man.

Compared to Ding Qing's calm surface and excited heart, Cheng Xingtao only had a look of disbelief left.

Why did the more she explained, the more insistent Ding Qing became, and even the more excessive her ideas became?

Cheng Xingtao stared at Ding Qing with resistant, but Ding Qing stared at Cheng Xingtao unfazed.

The two looked at each other for dozens of seconds, each holding their own opinions.

The ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted the stalemate between the two, and Cheng Xingtao heard the familiar ringtone and found that it was his mobile phone ringing, so he retracted his gaze and took out the mobile phone from his bag.

Cheng Xingtao glanced at his phone, and then glanced at Ding Qing with a serious expression.

Ding Qing glanced at Cheng Xingtao's expression and said, "Wu Qianchen?"

Cheng Xingtao nodded, then made a boo gesture to Ding Qing and connected the phone: "Hey." ”

Cheng Xingtao's voice carried a trace of indifference and alienation, and even a little unhappiness.

Since Cheng Xingtao was threatened with her life by Wu Qianchen, she promised to help Wu Qianchen do things, Wu Qianchen rarely looked for her, and occasionally looking for her was some trivial matter.

Sometimes Cheng Xingtao doesn't know what Wu Qianchen and what he wants to do behind the scenes, what do you want to do when she pulls her in?

"It's not very welcoming. Wu Qianchen teased on the phone and said, "There is a dinner party tonight, you let Li Yuanxiu take you there." ”

"Dinner?" Cheng Xingtao asked rhetorically. What did Wu Qianchen want to do when she asked her to go to the dinner party, and why did Li Yuanxiu be involved?

"Don't ask so much, you'll know when you arrive. ”

After Wu Qianchen finished speaking, he hung up the phone.