Chapter 436: Qixi Festival!
"Qiao Yue, you are so self-conscious. ”
Cheng Xingtao didn't feel the slightest distress for Qiao Yue who was bleeding in front of her, her heart was already numb with pain, and she didn't know what it was like to feel sorry for her beloved.
Qin Lao shouted at Cheng Xingtao, who turned to leave, "You...... You ......"
It's just that Cheng Xingtao doesn't care, what else does she have to care about?
There was a scream behind him, Cheng Xingtao turned his head and saw that in the dim light in the hall, Old Qin had fallen, and a bunch of people surrounded the fallen old man, shouting in confusion, and wandering around helplessly......
Cheng's father saw Qin Lao falling, and wanted to go back to see the situation, but was stopped by Cheng Xingtao.
"What are you going back for? They are not uncommon, and when we go back, they just think that we are pretending to make trouble, so why bother! Let's go!"
The Cheng family of three walked out of the gate of the Qin family, and Cheng's father drove and galloped slowly in the night of the imperial capital.
Cheng Xingtao looked at the night outside the window and said nothing.
It was like she had a long dream, a long, nightmare that she couldn't wake up from.
"Taotao, it's Dad who is sorry for you. Dad Cheng still regrets his arrogance and the choice to take Fang Hui away back then.
Cheng Xingtao didn't want to hear Cheng's father's apology, apologizing made no sense, not to mention that everyone has their own reasons for making their own choices. She just accidentally fell victim to someone else's choice.
"Dad, don't apologize to me, you are my father, and you don't need to apologize to me for any decision you make. Cheng Xingtao replied indifferently.
"Tao Tao ......" Cheng's father's sadness poured into his heart, Cheng Xingtao's words did not make him feel relaxed, on the contrary, he was even more sad, he would rather Cheng Xingtao blame him and blame him, and it was better to endure all the pain and bury everything in his heart than now.
Cheng Xingtao looked out the car window, with colorful lights, as if she was celebrating some festival, and when she looked closely, she found that it was Qixi Festival, a lover's festival.
Seeing that the square was crowded and there seemed to be some activity, Cheng Xingtao said to Cheng's father, who was blocked by the large convoy and slowly moved forward: "Dad, let me get off here, I want to walk around." ”
"Tao Tao......" Cheng's mother held Cheng Xingtao's hand, "Where are you going, I will accompany you." ”
Cheng Xingtao shook his head wordlessly, "No, I want to be quiet by myself." ”
Cheng's mother still looked at her worriedly, Cheng's mother has always been a person who does not show her emotions, and it is rare to see her worried look, Cheng Xingtao can't help but feel a little surprised in her heart.
"Mom, don't worry, I'm not a three-year-old anymore. I've been living in the imperial capital for a short time, I just want to go for a walk, and when I go back, I'll send you a message. ”
Ignoring the obstruction of Cheng's father and Cheng's mother, Cheng Xingtao opened the car door and got out of the car.
The crowd was crowded, and Cheng Xingtao slowly walked into the crowd.
Cheng's mother looked at Cheng Xingtao's back and blended into the crowd, and tears that had not been shed for many years flowed down.
She would rather the child cry and rebuke loudly, she would rather the child beat them and scold them, she would rather the child throw herself into their arms and show her vulnerability......
But I didn't want to see this child, so I chose to be alone, in a no-man's corner, silently endured, and suffered alone.
The crowd was noisy, and it seemed that there were famous celebrities performing on the stage in the square.
Cheng Xingtao silently shuttled through the noisy crowd, and when she didn't know how far she had gone, and when she looked back, she couldn't see anything except the black crowd, and she suddenly realized that she was the only one left in her world.
She followed the crowd, looking at the singer who couldn't tell whether it was a man or a woman in the light of the stage, and everyone around her was shouting and shouting, and the lovers were holding hands and laughing happily shoulder to shoulder.
Cheng Xingtao just stood quietly, using the happiness of thousands of people to hide her sadness.
The flow of people was crowded, Cheng Xingtao was pushing and walking in the crowd of people coming and going, the happiness around her came and went, went and came, I don't know when, she turned around and found that there were not many people around her, and what appeared in front of her was a middle-aged man with snow-white hair sitting and pulling an erhu.
In front of the white-haired man was a simple box with coins and coins of five and ten, but not much.
Cheng Xingtao heard the familiar melody, but she never remembered what he was pulling, and when she turned around and wanted to leave, she heard that what he played turned out to be Eason Chan's song "Steady Happiness".
In this joyous festival, this low-key and calm song is really not very suitable for the current atmosphere.
But she wanted to hear it.
She couldn't remember the lyrics of the song, only the line: I want stable happiness to be able to resist the cruelty of the apocalypse.
That kind of grievance, the feeling of not asking for anything extravagant, just seeking stable happiness, made Cheng Xingtao want to listen to this song quietly here for a moment.
She sat down on a stone beside her, crossed her knees, and listened carefully to the unique sound of the erhu melodious in the noisy square.
The moonlight is good tonight, Cheng Xingtao looked at the strange crowd coming and going in the cold night, and remembered a lot of things.
She remembered when she was three years old, when she first saw the lonely and melancholy boy.
When she was thirteen years old, under the locust flowers on the tree, the young man in white handed her a locust flower.
I think of the innocent boy who cried in the sea holding a wishing bottle on the night of graduation.
Remember...... The man looked happy when he put the ring on her......
……
She remembered those beautiful ones, but the erhu that came to an abrupt end instantly shattered her good memories.
Cheng Xingtao turned around and found that the white-haired man was tuning the strings, as if he was preparing for the next song.
She touched it to find some money, only to find that she had nothing on her except her phone.
After listening to the music for a long time, Cheng Xingtao was penniless, Cheng Xingtao was a little embarrassed, and when the white-haired man bowed his head, he was sorry in his heart, and then left secretly.
After a few hours of exile, Cheng Xingtao finally went to the community where she had lived with Qiao Yue for a while.
Because the security guard of the community knew her, she smoothly entered the community after brushing her face, and arrived at the door of the 29th floor, Cheng Xingtao entered the password, her birthday.
He must have changed his password a long time ago, so why bother to humiliate himself......
After entering the password, Cheng Xingtao laughed at himself in his heart.
However, when he heard the sound of successful unlocking from the door lock, Cheng Xingtao was still shocked.
She stared blankly at the combination lock interface that showed that the door had been unlocked, and then slowly pushed the door open.
There was no one in the room, and she turned on the light in the hallway in the dark.
When she saw the familiar furnishings in the room, which were exactly the same as when she was there before, Cheng Xingtao, who hadn't cried all night, suddenly burst into tears.
This is her imaginary love.